posted June 23, 2005 11:40 AM         

So...I've no bad karma? Well, not much? YAY!!! I do want to lash out at the mean people...but...well, I'd do it in a very grown up and sophisticated and diplomatic way! Grins...thank you. Tell me more, this has bene very englghtening, and fun.

posted June 23, 2005 11:59 AM         

I am glad you are not disappointed.
Ok....about the enviroment...and animals....OOOOH Boy! I do not have time to go into that right now...but you seem to have given up your own life in defense of animals and......sacredly held forests.....in past lives....
But that was not the best thing for you....
You have from what I can see...not ever paid enough attention to you, your life, needs, wants....leading to unnessisary tragedies and up to and including martyrdom!

posted June 23, 2005 03:30 PM         

hmm...when you said animals and forests...that is really my top cause. I mean, without the trees, we cannot breath. Cannot live. ANd animals--they can't stand up for themselves. They need us...

"Find YOUR personal passion! As you get older this two will most likely change....be flexible"

What do you mean? Isn't this my personal passion? I guess learning to be as magically spiritual as I can can be my passion too.

posted June 23, 2005 04:34 PM         

Thank you for letting me know my email isn't available. I'm not sure why... I have selected to make it available, but it still isn't coming up. In any case, it's future_uncertain7@yahoo.com. This account is only for Lindaland people!

Thanks also for the info. I would love to come, but I probably won't be able to make it. Please let me know of any others as they come up in the future.

posted June 24, 2005 10:24 AM         

..... I don't know what to say

posted June 25, 2005 06:16 AM         

I hope I am not taking much of your time and if I do I apologize, it is just there is something going on and I seem to have minimal if NO CONTROL over and I am not sure if it is connected maybe to past memories.

posted June 25, 2005 08:38 AM         

Glad you had a lovely weekend! It’s good to have a break now and again. Congratulations for your wedding anniversary!

What you are posting here is amazing! I can’t wait to get your impressions about my past lives!!! I’ll wait eagerly for your comments! I’m aware I’m in page 8… There is a long list of people before me, I know…

I wonder if you wouldn’t mind to ask a little question… I’m so curious… How do you actually do it? How does it feel? I imagine it’s something like trance… How do you get into it and how do you come out? How do you access the right information? You don’t know us physically, you have never seen us… I suppose when the actual person is in front of you it must be easier to get the vibes… It’s awesome, just with vague descriptions you can get such a degree of detail… Do you see images? Is it similar to a dream? Lucid dreaming? Do you feel tired after sessions?

You have mentioned before that your husband helps you… How do you work together?

How did your gift start to manifest? What do you do to develop and train it?

posted June 25, 2005 09:53 AM         

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Ok! Look again! You in that time DID escape!
It was later...he was mean and was going to have you put away....because you did not give him any heirs! Ah! But it was not you! He was the sterile one! You seem to have run off with your personal physician..had 4 children...and was not so thin later on...I see you as a fantastic "mother goose" fairy tale like grandmother! Very very happy even if life was not all exciting...but in Southern French countryside you thrived!
I do not see a wasted life! The doctor helped stage your "suicide". Your former husband never caught on!
Cool! This was a happy pleasant one! So many have terrible things and tragedies...but I only saw happy to be free...happy to have so many love you!

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Fayte

That's wow.

You actually described what I've dreamt and taken as my idea of a very happy life, but not as actual memory. I have suspicious nagging feeling that I've for some utterly stupid reason denied myself of the 'happy family life' recollections. It is so good to be reminded of something tucked away into some deep memory pockets.

posted June 25, 2005 08:15 PM         

You have mentioned before that your husband helps you… How do you work together?

How did your gift start to manifest? What do you do to develop and train it?

Sorry about asking so many questions at once… But this is so fascinating!
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====OK....I think it might be easier to have you read all my replies on this thread. I will track down my postings I have made here at UC and other rooms here at LL. I think alot of what you are asking is in the first 4 pages...But here are some "cuts" of some...

: if I pick up anything on anyone..I'll tell, but only with your permission(s). I'm not doing intentional scanning, but information does sometimes come through anyhow. In addition to respecting people's privacy, I don't go out of my way to deep scan or deep trance when my "control" (a living person! Not a discarnate) is unavailable to assist. Without that person I can become "immersed" in the experience for as long as 9 hours straight. The world could be going to pieces all around, but I wouldn't notice.
*******************************************************************************************Thank you for asking. I have no easy way to explain it to others. I was born this way. It is natural to me. The only trouble I have is answering everyone immediately, because I type very very badly, and very slow. I have many replies ready, but the typing and posting them is not easy for me to do. I simply open and the incoming information washes through me in surging waves. I very often do not have any recollection or very little. That is why I am ready with a tape recorder, or another person as control to take down on paper what comes through me
or I have to write it down myself. The longest time I wrote while open and in deep trance state, was 9 hours or so...and I did not remember doing it, or what I wrote until my husband came home, realized that there were several dozen hand written pages all over the place, and that I did not even seem to see him or hear him, but kept right on writing, even when he shook me! He had a bit of a time helping me back to this world that time! Fortunately some aspect of the information numbered the pages! I hope these answers are sufficient for the moment. Thank you ever so muchly for asking.
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Thank you for being concerned! Compared to some of the other things I'm involved in, this is pretty safe! That is, like I said, why I don't usually trance deeply, when I'm not with an incarnate to monitor the situation. I assure you, I am VERY careful!

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Hi Fayte, hope you are feeling better. I was a little worried about you going into a trance for 9 HOURS, seemed a bit extreme to me - how did you go that long without food and drink and bathroom? Just getting a feeling for you to mind yourself more - I know the Scorpio capacity to give too much, so just to remind you hey? Lots of love Sue
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Sue g!!! I was so absorbed in the events I was witnessing and also a participant in, that I only needed enough wherewithal to continue writing in automatic pilot mode. Have you ever been driving and so deep in thought that you realize you have reached your destination, but the actual driving was not remembered, or it felt somehow surreal or dreamlike?
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amisha121877..........you said; Quote:

"I'm so in awe of how many people know so much about their past lives in detail like that. I only have recollections - most of my memories of the past are quite, hectic and such".................
amisha121877,
The way you remember is actually more the usual/norm. Generally the more intense or "hectic" of these, the more exciting/traumatic the past life experience was, come in the clearest. These memories more often than not; come to us in quick snippets or flashes of insight, or feelings alone; attraction/repulsion/ to things, places, situations,etc., that often manifest in our present incarnation as phobias or yearnings.
That gnawing of the mind; the "it was on the tip of my tongue, but I forgot what it was" sensation. Even I have experience many of my personal rememberings this way. Sometimes there are no pictures, only intensity, or even simply vague emotion to something that cannot be substantiated by, or has any direct correlation to experiences one has had in their present incarnation.
Visual recalls are usually in the form of quick moving "movie-like" small "clips" of memory or "still picture vignettes", much like a faded photograph, or a picture where the focus is central, but the background is blurred or the focus fades around the edges/perimeter of the picture. Dreams can be clearer, but often come in more symbolic, or metaphoric, and need translated/interpreted afterwards...that is if we can remember the dream(s). Many recalls come to us in short quick forms...well...at first. For example, one of mine, that took 41 years for me to remember it all. Why? It was NOT TIME FOR ME TO KNOW! Some recalls require the "missing keys" to other "vaults", not of one's own, but stored within another's soul memories. When we finally meet the person/persons who shared past life connections with us, it often can trigger the rest of the memory; in them and in us. When the pieces are put together, voila! We often get the rest of the story, we may have been wondering about for even as long as decades. Deja vu is often one aspect of that.. Or Vuja de.."visions of futures past". When I was two years old I had many odd dreams. For years these dreams repeated themselves, in exactly the same way; the only exception was that with each successive redreaming, down through the many years; the way I perceived the dreams were viewed from an older and more life experienced point of reference. What a two year interprets/percieves, will not be exactly what someone many years later will. Age and our life experiences in our present incarnation adds depth.
In one such dream/flash...I was running in a golden leaved, hazy,cool,but pleasant, early Autumn, sunny beech wood forest. It was late afternoon, early evening, that gilded time of day where the sun casts long shadows,and the golden light moves onto amber, then deep russets, and onto ruby and fired embered sunsets. I was running up a long path, it sloped upwards along the side of a tor(man made hill/small
"mountain") which had a high,but partial, grey stone retaining wall on the path side. I felt such an urgency to reach the flat top of the tor, but would always lose the vision or wake up just as I heard the silence of the golden autumn broken by the sounds, first of birds and animals scurrying and flying away, then the urgent and excited voices of many men. I knew they were after me, but could not remember why. It wasn't until I met, in this incarnation, two people who had the same dream, for many years, but "from their perspectives!" This led to one of them introducing me to a third person who had even more pieces of the puzzle. The memories are nearly complete of those events, but I sense another person will be coming to supply another key, to open yet another vault on this matter. The intensity of these encounters, with these people, who triggered in me, and I in them, the missing pieces, was to say the least, most revealing!
What we remember and how, varies greatly from one to another, and recall can be sudden and complete, or take a long time. Also take into consideration the span of lifetimes down through the millennia, and that we have "forgotten" much more than we remember. There are many many more past lives for each of us than are being posted here.
Your recall is just fine. I will reply to you and everyone else posting here, but I wanted to address your and Philbird's basic concerns, as it is a question/observation, that as a group, many posting here may have.
Incarnate life intrudes...got to go for the moment! Thank You All!

Steelrose.....
Ok...I will find others and edit this post with just page links.
I will answer your questions, but I hope this will give you some answers.
Love
Fayte

posted June 25, 2005 08:31 PM         

PS.Did you post under a different name before? Same initials? NM.? I know many "oldies" reregistered and changed their user names.

posted June 25, 2005 08:36 PM         

I seem to always forget the most important of details!

posted June 26, 2005 09:39 AM         

I think I understand a bit more how your gift works… I can partially imagine it… Any other detail you can give me will be appreciated… It’s so amazing! So, while you are reading our posts, describing what we think are memories, our dreams and natural fears or so… you get vibes… you can dream on us… you can even get into a trance and write while at it… That’s powerful!!!

While I was attending a course on Business Management, one day the teacher leaded us into a kind of deeper level to help us find our goal in life, what we really wanted… This happened 4 years ago and deeply shocked me… By that time I believed I wanted success and glory, being remembered, becoming a world-known personality, a famous scientist… I’ve always been very goal-oriented and I chased my objectives (what I thought they were) fiercely…

That teacher asked us to close our eyes and started talking slowly and calmly… Asked us to relax and go down and under the surface, go into ourselves… feel our conscience loosening up… I remember feeling I was being cooconed by a thick and calming darkness and silence, droping as a feather, slowly losing awareness of what there was outside…

And then I didn’t saw fame or glory, I didn’t hear applauses, I didn’t see expensive things or luxury, I didn’t see titles hanging on the wall… Suddenly it was very bright, an open blue sky with just the sun shining in the middle… A big and open space, grass, maybe a meadow… I was so happy, so full that I thought my heart was about to burst… I couldn’t stop smiling… A man was holding me tight from behind, I could feel his strong arms around my waist, his face against my head… My long blond hair was waving in the wind… I couldn’t see his face as he was behind me… My eyes were fixed in my children… Three blond kids laughing and chasing each other, playing with a kite a few meters in front of me…

Then the teacher asked us to come back, slowly… My concentration faded away and I started hearing other people around me… When we opened our eyes, he asked us to write all down…

It was weird and wonderful. I was fully awake during the whole process… But it felt as if I had travelled somewhere else for a few seconds… My friend didn’t get much, I think she was too scared to seriously try…

Hmmm… Is that the kind of trance you talk about?

Until you get to page 8, looking forward to your insights on my past…

posted June 26, 2005 10:20 AM         

As for the NM initial, no, I am a new user.