posted May 23, 2005 03:23 AM         

I somehow so much feel connected to Yama (although many humans fear him). That is ever since I came to know he narrated the Upanishad personally to a small indian boy, very long ago.

posted May 23, 2005 01:50 PM         

So what I am saying is that I believe you have many past life connections and current connections to India, but I was getting the overlap effect because of many similarities. Does that make sense? Just like the examples I gave, how that can happen with"seeing". Something keeps calling you back on a deeper level than simply visiting or sight seeing.

posted May 23, 2005 02:37 PM         

therefore who is guiding me to the truth?
I have an asnwer as well and hope you will respond differently. My answer is that, when one looks inwards, all answers to any questions is found there.

I will tell you that is the way. I can not tell you it is otherwise as you hope. I will elaborate further asap!
I did already, but I zapped my big reply!
I wish I had not messed up my long reply. Perhaps I needed to do it over or say things differently. Or not so much. Sometimes a rock is just a rock, a thing just a thing...but sometimes it is a sign.
I wiil redo my long reply in WORD, and THEN see if it goes away/screws up again.

Cancerrg! Thank You! I will be looking into that more!

PS. iAmThat! Also you said;Quote:
These days, I have become very focussed on my inward journey and when in meditation, I seek answer, I find the truth as if in a trance.
Do you understand what I am saying?

COMPLETELY!

posted May 23, 2005 03:51 PM         

I think such readings, whether from such a place or a psychic, can have great potential for helping us. You can understand yourself better once you see where you've been. If you have certain negative habits ingrained in you from a past life, you can now determine to change it, and perhaps change the course of your life following that. And, even if it doesn't have such a dramatic effect on one, I think it can be very interesting to take a look back, right, IAmThat? I mean, I'm SO darned curious!! I meditate too, and occasionally when i'm actually being objective & not carried away by my personal feelings, I've had some nice insights about past lives & other things (maybe I'll share more on this later). Though, those moments (of calm objectivity) are few & far between these days (I'm in a tough situation now). So, I really appreciate fayte's kind offer to share her thoughts on any vibes she gets! After all, as long as one doesn't get too obsessed with the past enough to the detriment of the present, what harm could come of it? We have the power ultimately, to use such information, like anything else we come across, any way we choose.

posted May 23, 2005 05:28 PM         

I really have no clue what the future holds. But what I am trying first is to get my mom here on a visitor visa and after that I will be really Free I hope, to make a decision. As fate would have it my Moms visa got rejected 2 times. I wonder sometimes if its a sign from the universe that is calling me back to my motherland.

posted May 23, 2005 05:42 PM         

You asked "I think it can be very interesting to take a look back, right, IAmThat?"

My response:

My worry is only for the unevolved soul, who are so used to living in a make believe world. A world which Yeshua the Christ describes as "let the dead bury the dead".


If there is a negative energy or pain in the past life, someone can really sunk more deep.

On the other hand for some, past life regression can bring healing. If they are stuck in a certain behavior pattern, in their present life. They can try to break free from that past. Its a transformational experience.

Do you know why there are ghosts, if at all there are? Its because, they are not able to resolve their relationships or deep traumas.

I enjoyed reading your post. I am really in double minds if I should really get my past life regression

My earlier party line was "The fun is in the mystery and not in the knowing".

PEACE.

posted May 24, 2005 01:39 AM         

I actually believe that I can be anywhere and be in a heavenly state of mind.

One can be spiritual anywhere. It is not the outside that does it, but what we have discovered from within.
I shall find the quotes I love concerning that. Good Night!

posted May 24, 2005 09:12 AM         

posted May 23, 2005 10:03 AM female from past life
april 18, 1480
male from past life
sept. 12, 1476(only sept. was given but going off day of death i used the 12th so there is some flexability there)
ive played around with times but basicaly type in aries asc. so at least we know the basic planet placements
this is the Borgia family of italy
i saw all of this in regression 2 years ago i didnt know they / we were the Borgia s but it fits to a tee,
i only looked it up recently on the net to confirm what i saw and all i can say is wow.
my current sibling family in laws are 5 boys 1 girl not including spouses
i also found that this ties into my march 16 birth date which is the day of baccanilus(sp?) an old pervy festival which historians compare to the dance of the chestnuts held by the borgia family
i have more dtails if interested.

posted May 23, 2005 01:30 PM fayte.m replies
Hello!
You might want to check out the "Who Were You" thread at Universal Codes! http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/001432.html

As to the Borgias etc. I find that intriguing
for personal reasons of my own.

posted May 23, 2005 07:43 PM
after reading those i feel i mighta posted in the wrong place.
here is basic story
one day after reading sylvia browns past lives book with the regression section in the back.
i read and visualized her words(i have an active imagination)
when i proceeded i found myself watching these scences
a woman looking down at a man smiling he was looking at her i felt love she was pregnant and knew she was going to be happy with this man
i felt hope yet fear, apprehention on the part of the man, love but timidness
then he was gone / he faded
feelings of abandonment from woman saddness heavy

the woman is running down church hall indoor/outdoor pillars
scared she fears for her life / babys life ?
a man dark wild eyes dark hair angry rage not thinking grabs her by the throat and chokes her
she press her back against the stones they are up high
i feel religious undertones/ difference of morals she feels she cant undo their control
but she is determined not to be like them
her money is not their money dependence on her part but trying to find a way out
next scence i see three men, one woman royal feeling money power i feel the woman sneer
the men love admire her
thats it.
afterwards i felt boggy heavy
passing faint impression that she died with child
i continued to feel vague and weak into the evening.
that was two and a half years ago
i dismissed it as neat but didnt pay much attention as if i knew later it would mean something not to press it wasnt time. didnt understand
i knew this was italy/i also knew around 14th century
a week or so ago i think about this outta curiousity i type in keywords and bam
the Borgia family
cesare is the angry man in my visions
lucrezia is both the women in my vision
she had brown hair though not blond like some pictures show
i will get the story off a site and post in their words what happened that night .
i just cant deny what i saw , i cant, i saw it then read it how else could i know that?

posted May 23, 2005 08:01 PM
link pic lucrezia
http://www.dragonrest.net/histories/lucrezia.html

posted May 23, 2005 08:03 PM C pic. of cesare http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/history/borgias/3.html?sect=6

posted May 23, 2005 08:07 PM now check out the charts
chiron in aries in the 4th
(lucrezia was an aries)
cesare died when the sun was in pisces
march 12 (he was a virgo )
check out the nodes
gtg
i will post more if interested
DOES ANYONE have input on this?

fayte.m replies
Devilfish!
Yes please,copy and paste this post, add to it if you would like...and move it over to the "Who Were You" thread at Universal Codes.
I will answer your questions there in more depth. But what I will say here, is that the movie and what you read appeared to "trigger" a memory. Wether it is past life or not is still yet to be determined. As I have told others...I will not give you the whole story...That is for you to remember. But I Would be happy to help you open those doors/books within to your rememberings. I will ask you questions, I will give feedback. So for the first question:
You appear to be an observer to these things. Meditate on your point of view, then feel, see, and try to relax and determine from within the observer, which appears to be you,...who you are. Why ARE YOU privy to see these things? A sevant, a child, who?
See you at the WWY thread at UC!!!!!!

PS. I will move my reply here to there also...but I had to comment on this that you said also:Quote:
that was two and a half years ago
i dismissed it as neat but didnt pay much attension as if i knew later it would mean something not to press it wasnt time. didnt understand

Now that I feel IS SIGNIFICANT! Two and a half years later and it is still "haunting" your psyche! You seem to have seen what you describe or something very much like it from a point that is not connected with your present incarnation. I also am glad to see that some aspect of your God within(or whatever you prefer to call it) recognized two and a half years ago that it was not time to pursue it further. But for some reason it has resurfaced in a rather pervasive manner..so it may be time now for you to know.
Next you said:Quote:

i knew this was italy/i also knew around 14th century
a week or so ago i think about this outta curiousity i type in keywords and bam
the Borgia family

How did you KNOW? This IS an IMPORTANT question.

Ok! So move this over! Please....

PPS. Are you from India? Or Italy? I keep seeing a big letter "I".?

posted May 24, 2005 02:51 PM         

fate: we are waiting!

i am that:i am afraid i have never come across any information relatiing to the url but i'll try . i actually came across it in a news paper most probably it was the "the hindu" , i'll try contacting them.

posted May 24, 2005 09:47 PM         

That means to let them go. Do not grieve over a corpse. Do not try to hold the discarnate to you. My husband and I and MANY discarnates are writing a book concerning all this.
then you said;Quote:

Do you know why there are ghosts, if at all there are?

Well..there are...but ghosts is not accurate at all. There are many abberrations to the so called afterlife. The not letting someone go..when their body has expired, or while they are going through the dying process, that can lead to all kinds of trouble.
Hauntings etc. are generally NOT caused by so called ghosts, but resonances left by people in a place...either discarnate or incarnate. And that is another book(s), my husband and I are almost done with and working on. I posted about all that in more detail in another reply.

And you said:Quote:
Its because, they are not able to resolve their relationships or deep traumas.
Ok...somewhat correct...but the issue is much more complex than that! Hence the books and my communications (and others I know) with thousands of discarnates.

Then you said;Quote:
I am really in double minds if I should really get my past life regression

Oh boy!..."GET" a past life regression?!? That just doesn't seem or feel right to me. It is not a thing to take lightly, and when the regressionist is doing it for money...well money will cloud the mind and the issue. To hand you what they believe is your past life/lives on a silver platter, not letting you find your triggers.. well I have seen alot of bogus ones(readers/regressionists). Also the tendancy to subliminally introduce ideas is not a responsible action. You must find the clues within..yes an outside thing can trigger rememberings...but ultimately it must come from you, when you are ready. Just be very careful that no one leads you down the garden path. Especially when money changes hands. And one way to tell is if a reader or regressionist always has alot to tell you..and it is what you want to hear...then run don't walk..away!

posted May 24, 2005 09:57 PM         

Devilfish!
Yes please,copy and paste this post, add to it if you would like...and move it over to the "Who Were You" thread at Universal Codes.
I will answer your questions there in more depth. But what I will say here, is that the movie and what you read appeared to "trigger" a memory. Wether it is past life or not is still yet to be determined. As I have told others...I will not give you the whole story...That is for you to remember. But I Would be happy to help you open those doors/books within to your rememberings. I will ask you questions, I will give feedback. So for the first question:
You appear to be an observer to these things. Meditate on your point of view, then feel, see, and try to relax and determine from within the observer, which appears to be you,...who you are. Why ARE YOU privy to see these things? A sevant, a child, who?
See you at the WWY thread at UC!!!!!!
PS. I will move my reply here to there also...but I had to comment on this that you said also:Quote:
that was two and a half years ago
i dismissed it as neat but didnt pay much attension as if i knew later it would mean something not to press it wasnt time. didnt understand

Now that I feel IS SIGNIFICANT! Two and a half years later and it is still "haunting" your psyche! You seem to have seen what you describe or something very much like it from a point that is not connected with your present incarnation. I also am glad to see that some aspect of your God within(or whatever you prefer to call it) recognized two and a half years ago that it was not time to pursue it further. But for some reason it has resurfaced in a rather pervasive manner..so it may be time now for you to know.
Next you said:Quote:

i knew this was italy/i also knew around 14th century
a week or so ago i think about this outta curiousity i type in keywords and bam
the Borgia family

How did you KNOW? This IS an IMPORTANT question.

Ok! So move this over! Please....

PPS. Are you from India? Or Italy? I keep seeing a big letter "I".?

PS. Something about that letter "I", a name? Or place? Or a symbol, and not nessessarily an "I"? HHHmmmmm.

posted May 25, 2005 12:45 AM         

well if i say little about me...i think i was a scholar before..may be in egypt and later in greece. hence my interest in them.

thats about it..he..he..

i wish i can write like you people...

posted May 25, 2005 12:18 PM         

"my pluto, which is in the 4th house or/ pluto in cancer is indicative of having lived the most recent life in the opposite gender. do you ascribe to this theory?"
=====Yes to gender switching. Very common. I am not very versed in astrology, but there could be merit to that theory.
And you said;Quote:
also, i believe the most recent life was right before my date of birth in the 70's and I lived in the town in which i currently live. is this common? i hear most people displaying thier stories as distant times like the 1800s etc. but mine feels fresh as yesterday.

Actually very common. People often remember other earlier or more exotic locals because there may have been more trauma or excitement connected with that memory. Or it is not time for them to know the most recient one. What if the people one knew in that lifetime are still incarnates? This does happen, but it is rare and can be a source of great joy and comfort...or spell trouble.

posted May 25, 2005 01:52 PM         

It seems like many of us remember pasts in Egypt, among other sites. I, for one, have always had a fascination for all things Egyptian (esp. dating back to the days of the pharaohs) for as long as I can remember, without really knowing why. A few years ago, when this Scorpio came into my life, I wondered at the strange connection we both felt with one another, despite my decision not to pursue a relationship with him. He too shared my Egypt-fascination. Then, one day, during one of my meditation sessions, I suddenly felt with certainty that we'd been in Egypt together before; he as a stonecutter, and i as his wife. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to recall much more.

There is another person, the Pisces I've written about in other threads, who I'd just love to know more about a shared past with. Our relationship has been so angst-ridden in this life, and I'm sure our past might explain the experiences we've had to go thru in this one! When we met, there was instant recognition on both our parts, and I feel it in my bones that we've had a few lives together, that we might well be soulmates. (We have a Venus-South node conjunction, as well as a Saturn-Neptune square, among other aspects). fayte, do you find South Node aspects common to people who've incarnated together before? It'd be fascinating to see what kinds of astro aspects correspond to memories of shared pasts.

The reading I had had done traced one of my most recent incarnations to India, where I had been a girl who was well-read, and in a position of some power. The reading was actually detailed enough to name the city, the girl, and several other facts of interest. It was too, very interesting, and while the girl's personality matched mine very closely, I found that I myself couldn't remember a thing from that life. Unfortunate, but perhaps the time isn't right, or I'm not ready.

If you get any vibes from my post, fayte, I'd LOVE to hear them.