posted May 27, 2005 05:34 AM         

right as you said our interest anything may be an indication that we wished we were them or because of our pastlife. so i contemplated on that thought and have to conclusion that i must have some kind of pastlife with egypt. i was felt at home when i first learnt about spinx when i was 10 years old. but scholar part i dont know. maybe i was the mad preist or working for one. ha...ha..that will remain a mystry. or maybe i was one of those workers of an archeologiest. so many maybes. and so many questions and so many answers for one question. but i would love to know if u have any vibes about me.

posted May 30, 2005 11:39 PM         

A lot of times when I'm driving I have these really horrific visions (not real visions, just bad daydreams) about being involved in a fatal car accident. These things hit me more often than what I would consider to be normal.

So I started thinking about this, and remembered when I was about 17/18 years old I had a hard time sleeping for about a year because I was preoccupied with death... it had been happening since I had gotten my license.

So today I was thinking that maybe I've had a recent past life that ended this way around that age. The trippy part is that my son was in the backseat while I was thinking about this(he's five, and too intuitive sometimes!) I hadn't said a word for about 20 minutes, just lost in thought about all of this. Then out of nowhere he asks me "Mommy, have you ever been in a bad car wreck?"

It was kind of weird and I thought you might appreciate it!

posted May 30, 2005 11:50 PM         

And for God/dess sake, how do we know the difference?

Blessings,

posted June 01, 2005 09:58 AM         

=====Yes! I have seen more to verify it than not. I prefer to call it a theory that to me is a probable truth..but is still theoritical. But so much of the research has uncovered too much confirmation to say it is only imagination. We can not imagine what we do not know or were not exposed to in one way or other in our present incarnations.

Next;you asked;
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if this is true, why?

====It is the way it has always been. But it was kept from humanity..the rememberings. I have some theories on that...but I am not going to get into cosmic conspiracies at the moment.
How else to keep learning even on the unconcious level in the short time we are alloted in a lifetime, but to come back changed, physically, enviromentally, culturally..except to reincarnate.And inside we are still all who we have been, even if the details are not clear, on some levels we remember.
Next;you asked:
Why does one soul get to experience so many lifetimes? And what is the purpose of this?

======To keep learning. To keep growing and experiecing the human condition from different perspectives, in different times, cultures and bodies..male and female. The idea of getting off the wheel was not the original "plan". I will find the post I made about that. But we are so to speak aspects of the Creator..experiencing through us, learning in ways multiplied by the infinite diversities of our experiences. The idea is to someday understand each other and truly as each unique individuals cooperating with each other..and godlike going forward through infinity and eternity with knowledge gleaned from experience and wisdom from the rememberings. To sit in eternal bliss or mindless oneness for all of eternity is just not logical and would be a stasis/stagnation, and in time would lead to boredom and madness. And what a waste of all those experiences...even if it were, to make the point, only one lifetime....what a pointless ending to one's existance...to just do nothing. That would be a cosmic joke akin to you die..you don't exist, and all you were was just a meatamal killing time.
Next;you asked:
Do you believe that when a person dies their soul is immediately returned into the body of an unborn infant?
======NO....that would be body theft, or a walk-in.
There is a process after one has been through a sort of orientation and review, that can take months or years or more...it all depends on many factors...but a soul does return to a body once the body has completed it's growth enough to accept a soul into it. If it comes in too soon, there is too much risk to the sanity of the soul and the auric field the body produces must be strong enough to help the soul stay with the body. Many preganancies end in miscarriage before a woman even knows she is pregnant..it will just seem like a heavier period, or sometimes just a few days late and nothing more. Did you know that doctors do not like to tell someone they are having twins too soon, not until after 12 weeks or so. Why? Because until that time or thereabouts one twin can be reabsorbed back into the woman's body or die and atrophy. Now wouldn't that be a very nasty way to come back to a body? So the timing of a return is contingent upon the viability and the maturity of the auric output. And that is not until the body has developed long enough to generate one.
Next;you asked:
And if not, then where does this soul go?
=====A place of learning and review. A place that is nothing like what people have been led to believe...only in some ways. Ever see the movie "Defending Your Life"...or "Angels in America?". Well elements are in those movies, but only scant elements. Next;you asked:
"What happens when a soul learns all there is to learn on the earth?"

=====That is impossible! The Sun will have consumed the Earth before anyone could learn and know every myriad detail. No one soul could. We each as individuals have and will have within us a part of the entire tapestry up to that point...but it is an eternal/infinite tapestry.

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What do you believe?

====Too much to explain, all theory at the moment.
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Do our souls exist forever?

====Usually..yes. But a soul can be taken back to be recycled so to speak. The soul is energy..the thoughts and memories etc. unique to each of us is what gives that energy beingness not just being energy, without awareness, pure energy with potential, but until identity is added it is starstuff/godspark, and that is what it is. Only that.
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Where did we come from? When did all of us come into "beingness"?

=====forgive me but I do not want to discuss my theory at this time.
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Do you believe that you have existed since the beginning of time?

====Yes..as have we all. There are different permitations of that, but I will not go into that either at this time.
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Is there a certain limit to the amount of souls God chooses to create?

=======As much is the Creator..is as equal to souls. Again..not time for me to say more than that.

These answers were short and not detailed..there are many variables...but for most..we do continue with our self awareness
and uniqueness intact. To give that up...that is the true "death". That is erasing the we/us/I in the energy known as the soul. The aspect that gives identity to the pure mindless energy.
Remember, these are theories based on my experiences, you each must find your own answers.

posted June 01, 2005 06:28 PM         

I've never felt like I've had any memories from any past lives.

I did take a link offered in this thread that took me to a site that has past life reports based on your astrological chart. It's neat stuff, but nothing really stood out to me as far as the predictions of what I might have been (American pioneer, native American indian, Greek warrior, explorer, Atlantian, etc.). Some aspects of what the reports talked about sounded right. I may have been courageous. I do definitely find a peace being on the ocean (I felt a certain rebirth while in the Navy for four years). I may have been a teacher. I was likely into the arts (music in paricular). I have relationship issues. These ideas all seem true.

Last night I had a dream I was with my best friend growing up (who died in 2000). We were looking at german antiques. I believe we were both in dark uniforms, and there was a bell at the end of the dream that, at the time, made it seem like we were in school. The antiques were all there for us to pick up and play with. The only two I remember are a lipstick, and a pair of eye glasses that made my eyes go a bit wonky, because I think I was already wearing glasses.

I don't know if that has anything to do with a past life. My last name is German. I do have a certain affection for glasses. My favorite place I've been in the world (far from a tropical locale) is Switzerland (and that's out of about 20 countries).

posted June 01, 2005 11:03 PM         

The Way isn`t always easy but if we all travel together, one hand holding anothers,Jesus`s words gain clarity: Love your neighbor and do unto others as you would have others do unto you

My Teacher told me we Teach by example Your example of Love and adab is one to aspire to!

love,

posted June 02, 2005 02:23 PM         

There is nothing you know that belongs only to you, or to a handful of chosen individuals.
This is true...but I am NOT the one actually working on the writing aspect of the research. They have devoted decades of time to to these projects. I can not do it alone...can not type well, or take down information by myself in many cases. I also agree with them...there is alot that without posting the hundreds of pages of just the first book..about the death process and the cycle of return etc. ....well...it would sound strange and be taken out of context if piecemealed out at this time. AS with any researchers writing out their theories or the results of their research...it would be foolish and unfair to not give the public the entire thing written in a lucid and rational, methodical manner...so as to enlighten, not confuse the readers of their findings. This is especially important when the information gleaned from much research is not of the mainstream variety and has even required the coining of NEW WORDS to describe much of it all.
When I began this thread..it WAS NOT my intention to tease. I too innocently posed the question..expecting people to post their personal experiences and or lack of rememberings. I had thought to try and teach people how to recognize the clues, hints, triggers and so forth so they could find answers. I have guided by way of repeatedly asking people to clarify their point of reference to what they are remembering. Like if you SEE the King...it is most likely NOT you. Do you SEE yourself in your life now? Or is is a sense of your self awareness looking out upon your life and experiences with the people and things AROUND you? I have not finished replying to everyone yet! I apologize again most profusely for that! I did NOT expect this many/much wonderful responses and interest to come so fast! I am disabled and a slow one handed typest. I have of late endeavored to try and answer peoples postings as they come in. I have printed out and studied into the wee hours of the morning the posts. I have made notes and recorded(like a doctor does) many of my replies...but Now the awesome task of transcribing and retyping work lays before me....and I intend to finish it even as I try to reply to new posts here as I am doing at this moment..so as to not fall further behind. I have only been here at LL for a little over 2 months, that is about 9 weeks...and have tried to help as much as I can...and still have time between my bad days and or moments to get on with my life away from LL. I NEVER expected so many responses on this and other threads! I am glad for all this, but I am just me...and I am doing my very best....note the number of posts I have done in these last 2 months! I care very deeply about people and I take being here not as a form of idle entertainment, but as a way to reach out to people and do what I can.

Next you said;Quote:
If you choose not to share what truth you may have uncovered, that is your spiritual decision,

It is more than my spiritual decision...some is to not give away too much of the information until all involved are ready to publish, some is because it is not time to say,...that is the responsibility part...and
much of that will be put forth in a very theoritical format as to not offend or shock people. Proceeding too quickly would possibly lead to getting their work on the banned books list. This is not something they want. It must be presented in it's entireity to make sense to the most people and give clearly understood hypothetical/theoritical answers and examples of these issues.

Would you have demanded or chided the more popular writers of such matters to tell you all about what they have experienced BEFORE they published? Sylvia Brown, Cayce, Kardec, Walsch...and so forth?
I asked my questions when I started this thread to enable us to MAKE SURE we had left NO STONE unturned and would know what questions MANY people have who are INCARNATE...not just the few dozen we know who HAVE reviewed the information and posed many questions. As one of our preveiwers said, to paraphrase M.Twain...You HAVE TO PUT IT IN THE VERNACULAR! OR PEOPLE WILL NOT "GET" IT!

There is already too much new age tripe that uses the old "and then a miracle happens" to explain things that they are either clueless on or need to say SOMETHING/ANYTHING..because people do want answers and after all these writers got to fill the pages and so they resort to such NO answer type answers or fill their pages with hype and platitudes...saying very little to nothing very original or at least from a fresh and unpreconceived point of view.

That is NOT what we intend to do! There will be plenty of answers etc. Nothing is going to be completely kept back...but MUST be PUT IN THE VERNACULAR!

Then you said;Quote:

however, please be careful not to intimidate those who are questioning with scary 'it's heartbreaking but i can't tell you' kind of statements.

WHOA! Hey! My apologies! I was refering to MY FEELINGS OF HEARTBREAKING! Like here and now as I reply to you! It REALLY TEARS ME UP AND FRUSTRATES ME that I must not and cannot at this time give you all you ask for! I am doing my best to answer people's questions..and so as to not have people totally freak out and call me a raving lunatic! If I say too much and am not clear..which is impossible in short replies, then it would serve to only confuse people more or make them take what I could say, completely out of context. That would be unfair to both everyone who is asking questions and to the researchers working to give the public answers. Immanuel Velikovsky suffered much public and Scientific ridicule for his observations and theories. We do not want that to happen to the information we are compiling! We do not want such an important project to become only one more tale out there amongst the many other spiritual/new age/alien etc. books, to be only considered seriously by a few and laughed at or condemned as Fringe tripe, or worse..Heresy.
That would not be right.
As to the heartbreaking part....That is MY FEELING! It is like seeing a person eating from a dumpster....You want to help...you want to uplift them and instantly transport them into a good way of living without want....but then are you helping them? Or would this uplifting through no effort upon their own part, through no transitional experiences between the dumpster and dining room of their own...serve to make them appreciate or take it all for granted? One can give the fish to help, but it is imperative to also teach tha man to fish...and the manual if one can not be there to hand guide the learning...then the manual or hanbook MUST be clearly written so that virtually anyone can get the ideas down, even if only the basics. I am not trying to taunt, tease, or terrify anyone! I just feel so much yearning for answers and I have to be careful how I say things, and how much...BUT these things will be revealed! A website will most likely be forthcoming once the results are published. So even without buying the book(s)...the most commonly asked and frequent questions will be posted there and answers. I will then be allowed to quote from their works.

Then you said;Quote:
You never know who is in need of a hand reaching back for them, to help lift them up...

I try my best to help and lift up! Yes I do argue my point of views, but if you have read all my posts...you will notice I am very concerned with helping people and I am willing to be a trusted ear to tell things to and a shoulder to cry on. I am not without compassion...as so my sense of heartbreak that I can not fix it for those in need or give them a transfusion of my experiences. I do my best and bare my soul, and dump my closets out for all to see...and that is the way I am. I do not intend to scare or confuse!

Ok....So just keep talking, critiquing and asking questions...I will do my best.
I can not please everyone...if I tried...I would have to give up as by than I would have gone totally mad and been consumed with guilt at not pleasing all.
I can not let myself sink into that abyss wherefrom I would then be of no use to anyone.
Fayte

posted June 02, 2005 03:07 PM         

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If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot

Forgive me dear...but animals DO have souls!
In addition to being on deathwatches to help the one going through the process and their loved ones...we have also attended deathwatches and done communications for pets and their owners! I assure you that they are as much creatures of the creator as are we!

PS.You also said;quote:
Are the memories we do seem to have ours or a collective blurring of Uni-versal lives? The well is deep.

posted June 02, 2005 04:15 PM         

ONE QUESTION: Does everyone want me to keep posting the replies or what I got...as new posts or should I edit my old replies and give links?

posted June 02, 2005 04:34 PM         

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ONE QUESTION: Does everyone want me to keep posting the replies or what I got...as new posts or should I edit my old replies and give links?

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Whatever you feel more comfortable with, it is your choice. But, personally I feel it is easier to check new replys than pick up if there's been any changes.