posted July 03, 2021 11:36 PM            

Something happened few days ago that made me take another look at my life.

My life has been odd, things do not make sense, and EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

Two of my sisters, my parents and I were able to see ghosts and similar stuff. We did not really think those are ghosts I am still not sure. However, my parents stopped seeing them. But two of my sisters and I had weird experiences.
I have seen an old woman coming out of the closet as a teen. Also as a teen a girl died tragically at my city and I felt her soul around me. A family member died when I was a teen and I have seen their ghost on the same night they died.
As an adult odd things are still happening.
Like one day a voice in my head told me to watch out for a train that almost hit me. Then I remember one night I was very sick I woke up I saw a woman next to my bed trying to heal me and a man standing behind her telling me that my mother sent them to take care of me. They were not real people.

I moved to this city randomly and I met few people. They became long term acquaintances.

Then everything ended in this city. I had to give up my job. I became a homeless. During that time I realized my life's purpose. I realized that the people I met can be part of my life's purpose.

Then again I had to relocate to a random city. I met this guy. Few days ago he told me about himself and I realized that he is connected to my life's purpose too.

Things now went down hill in this city and I have to relocate again, my job is toxic and the manager seems like she wants to fire me. This is a different story.

I was wondering after I talked to him what are the odds that I moved to two unexpected cities just to meet people who are connected to my life's purpose.

Also, for few years now I have been having dreams about a woman and in those dreams I was told that she is the one. Odd thing is every time I watched a tarot reading they describe the same person from my dreams.

Also, a psychic once told my family about a spirit around me. Tarot readers told me that this is my grandfather.
Few weeks ago I had a dream about my spirit guides.

I feel kinda confused now I do not know what do all of this mean.

posted July 05, 2021 07:08 AM            

It actually seems that you've already explained all the facts of what has happened to you.

So you already know what's going on, you are just at odds with reality.

It just seems like you're having trouble fully accepting your life as it is in all its "strangeness", and that this is the reality, and the world we live in is not as mundane as some feel it is. It's all pretty self evident.

I don't know what you do, but learning meditation techniques, and repeating mantras and seed words with controlled breaths and learning to extend your focus could help you. Even pick questions in your meditation and ask them to attract the answers to you.

Also reading up on more esoteric subjects and paranormal/supernatural things could help bring more understanding.