posted December 21, 2022 11:22 PM            

The veil is dark today. I can really see the light and dark in people today. And continue to get signs.

I AM GETTING A WEIRD VIBE FROM MY MOM

My whole life she let me know that I was not to be stood up for. And that me being polite and not making waves is more important than people hurting me.

She does not want me to say anything about domestic violence in my divorce case. I told her off really bad.

I am getting a vibe that she is willing to do anything to silence me.

She doesn't like a cousin on my dad's side. I reached out to her about my family not being supportive and I told my mom this.

As many of you know my health has been in recovery. I woke up to my mom rubbing my head and she said to me, "I don't think you're going to be well enough to go to your cousins"

And they way she said it in a happy/creepy tone. That was a few days ago.

Because mom said something weird to me today that made it obvious, that she wants to keep me away from friends that are boys. She was like "you need time with your girl friends." I said "I can have guy friends" and she was like "you don't need to jump into anything." and then I said "I said guy FRIENDS" and gave her a look.

She also made a comment that implied that she goes through my trash and knows I do witch craft.

She told me that she needed to take a covid test. She deliberately walked back and forth around me couching.

Then she told me tested positive.

I am seeing something sociopathic in her face. She wants to silence me so bad that she is willing to harm me, because that's how much she hates being exposed for being wrong.

She even made weird comments about me saving the support lines with women with no money going through divorce.

I am really starting to feel like I need to get the eff out of here, my one friend I can tell is a little nervous about having me staying at his place. He's backed out before.