posted April 13, 2017 03:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I'm so scared to have a pet. I don't handle loss very well.

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Me too.

That's really why I never wanted these cats, cause I did the math once.

posted April 13, 2017 03:37 PM            

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Originally posted by SirenSong:
Me too.

That's really why I never wanted these cats, cause I did the math once.

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posted April 13, 2017 09:41 PM            

Losing a family pet can hurt very deeply. It's a real loss, that can be felt for a long time afterwards. Anniversaries can be hard.

I had a soulmate old grey kitty in college... such a close bonding between the two of us.

Then there were two dogs (for my kids) we briefly owned. One of them decided to challenge a dumptruck on a snowy and icy steep hill on Christmas week. Even though that was 25 years ago, I still remember.
Wrenches the soul!

Their little essences will be There for us.

This is a song about humans, but I think it could cross over to pets too.

You'll always be a part of me...

posted April 14, 2017 05:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Magikaal:
Very sorry to hear about your kitty. I was hoping the plants would have helped.

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Thank you, Magikaal. It turned out to be end stage renal disease. I had a concern and was looking after a lot in the past few months. Ithink that I went into denial that she was slipping away. She was the best natured and most courageous little lady. I called her 'My lil Lady'. She loved that.

posted April 14, 2017 05:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I see all of the lost pet stories shared on LL, and it breaks my heart.

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I don't handle it well at all either. I have lost many (in my past it was due to outdoor type loss, not indoor style of loss) but I have also put all my heart into them and certainly feel they know it. The bonds between me and them was strong, yet like us furless ones, tangible reality is limited. I feel them surrounding me from the unseen side. I know one day we'll be reunited.

posted April 14, 2017 05:52 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
MoonMystic ... {{{awwww}}}. I'm sooo sorry your kitty died.

Losing a family pet can hurt very deeply. It's a real loss, that can be felt for a long time afterwards. Anniversaries can be hard.

I had a soulmate old grey kitty in college... such a close bonding between the two of us.

Then there were two dogs (for my kids) we briefly owned. One of them decided to challenge a dumptruck on a snowy and icy steep hill on Christmas week. Even though that was 25 years ago, I still remember.
Wrenches the soul!

Their little essences will be There for us.

This is a song about humans, but I think it could cross over to pets too.

You'll always be a part of me...

(music) Goodnight My Angel (Billy Joel song, perf by Celtic Woman) [3:15] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TgRZ2Y7iwk

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Thank you, Mirage29. I looked at mine and her synastry. We were soulmates. It was clear. All the nodes, Moon, names and karma really aligned. That's why I still feel her within my heart like she mingled her spirit to mine.
In the last 24 hours I had my baby with me, I kept hearing in my head the name of my last female cat from the 90s. I believe in reincarnation and the lady I watch on you tube speaks of how it takes yrs for them to return. So now I believe either she was the same soul from the 90s. That cat passed several yrs before I met my darling last baby girl. Or they were uniting in spirit on the ethereal side and my past baby girl was reassuring me she would take care of my baby girl.
I'm so sorry for your losses too.
Your grey kitty sounds like she's still with you too. These connections between us/them is intense and never ending.
Thank you for your care and compassion. (((Hugs)))

posted April 14, 2017 10:07 PM            

{{{{{ Hug! }}}}}

(music) Way Over Yonder (Carole King, lyrics) [3:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AjiuDHe9uc

My kitty looked a whole lot like the one on the cover of this album...

They truly are our precious Friends. *Heart*

If you just call out my(their) name,
you know, where ever *I* am,
I'll come running to see you again...

Coz You've Got A Friend.

posted April 15, 2017 04:40 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Thank you, Mirage29. I looked at mine and her synastry. We were soulmates. It was clear. All the nodes, Moon, names and karma really aligned. That's why I still feel her within my heart like she mingled her spirit to mine.
In the last 24 hours I had my baby with me, I kept hearing in my head the name of my last female cat from the 90s. I believe in reincarnation and the lady I watch on you tube speaks of how it takes yrs for them to return. So now I believe either she was the same soul from the 90s. That cat passed several yrs before I met my darling last baby girl. Or they were uniting in spirit on the ethereal side and my past baby girl was reassuring me she would take care of my baby girl.
I'm so sorry for your losses too.
Your grey kitty sounds like she's still with you too. These connections between us/them is intense and never ending.
Thank you for your care and compassion. (((Hugs)))

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posted April 16, 2017 12:47 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Amazing, MoonMystic! .. amazing ...

{{{{{ Hug! }}}}}

(music) Way Over Yonder (Carole King, lyrics) [3:30] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AjiuDHe9uc

My kitty looked a whole lot like the one on the cover of this album...

They truly are our precious Friends. *Heart*

If you just call out my(their) name,
you know, where ever *I* am,
I'll come running to see you again...

Coz You've Got A Friend.

(music) You've Got a Friend (Carole King) [5:14] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlDI4g5ab1g

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posted April 24, 2017 07:21 PM            

Back in January my husband caught a bad head virus that his work passed about. Noone shook it. They all keep relapsing. Ugh.
I feel a higher power kept me well during the weeks my little one needed my attention. I was exhausted but healthy-ish. (I gave her a lot of energy in the January-March period, she was unwell then. I am greatful she isn't suffering anymore. It couldn't have been cured. Sad truth),
So my husband can't shake the virus completely and he gave it to me finally a few weeks ago. When I first got it my mind went absent, I took out his address book, accidentally, to the recycling bin, throwing it away. He had account data in it. :/ that was bad. Pluto has touched me a lot. The cold, he's fighting it but it won't relent. He isn't one who likes to sleep much. I believe quality sleep helps too.
There are people other than us who have had this since January! Still rather ill too.