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Topic: The House of Stone and Light
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 07, 2015 02:34 PM
More Houses of Stone and Light... (music) Greensleeves (The Gothard Sisters, arr for guitar, violins and bodhran; Christmas Video) [5:17] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0tn-VdgU_k
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Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 25, 2015 03:52 PM
And much love to you, mirage! Hope you are happy and having a beautiful day. Thanks for the music video, I enjoyed it! Love, peace & joy to all who tread here~~
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 76360 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 26, 2015 06:53 PM
Hope everyone had a great one.IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 27, 2015 12:52 AM
Thanks, Faith. Your poster and message are Beautiful. IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 27, 2015 01:07 PM
Not sure how this thread lost its momentum and chattiness, but I hope we're still good, mirage. It seemed like you needed a break.But tell me if I've bothered you. Well that's all I ask of everyone, I don't want to accidentally offend or disappoint. All the best IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 27, 2015 11:54 PM
No worries... Be gentle for yourself inside. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 76360 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 28, 2015 11:55 AM
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 28, 2015 06:06 PM
You know what, Faith? ... {Heart}You should definitely be applying to an astrology college to get your Credentials and have yourself a Degree in this. This Project you have going here(*), could be something you would use towards fulfilling one of the course-requirements to get your degree. A few++ years ago I had searched for astrology schools/colleges, and printed out the booklets. I paid attention to the descriptions of classes, and what course-project requirements would be. What you're doing in this(*) thread, suits one of the project-requirements. The results would render 'valuable' information for you. You're a VERY brilliant person, Faith. And that's not a platitude. It's Fact. And with your Writing ability (one of the first treasures I noticed about you), this will be a great asset... puts you above a lot of the people. Add to that your artistic/crafts abilities too?, and I could definitely see you selling some of your own products. You would profit well in some kind of astro-business. (Take Rick's Course on it!!! C'mon... It'll be a good investment into your future. If you don't for yourself, then do it for your kids. All Education transfers across in some way. Business, is Business. I think he'll be coming to a place near you next year ~~? Well, at least to me it's a closer distance for you to travel? haha, closer than across the planet to Bali??? .... hmmmm, but then again, we DID plan on our suitcase with wrap skirts, Sunglasses and good Sun-block, right? ... LOL) .... haha, and with RANDALL paying for it? (oooo, I KNOW he reads this thread! He just bumped it. *roll*..... LMAO!!! Just think about it..... (if you hadn't) (humorously) then consider sending me a few free-products for promo. I 'noticed' this about you, and mentioned how much I liked your work, already?! nahhhh, just do it because You Love Me and you wanna ... {{{I'll bump this thread when you're famous some day... to remind you??? LOL LMAO}}} (Back to being serious...) Faith, you don't need anyone to "say" how good your work is. You already demonstrate it. Your work, especially over these past two months here, just blows me away with the 'quality' you present. LOL I have a theory?, that the reason your husband doesn't want you into astrology business practice is that he'd be jealous of all the Time it would take away from HIM? I mean, c'mon.... Even if you two are side by side, aren't you sometimes checking your 'air' charts in your imagination?? Hoooo, not giving away your Secret??? I KNOW you have to be doing that, if you have the astro-bug! I could see you being in business sooooo many ways with this. You'll be a customer magnet. You can't help it! *Heart* *tsk, it's just gotta be that 6th House Sun, and 5th House Venus? Shines a light of care and quality into all it does, all it loves, day by day. * ((omg, I'm noticing the time... we have a synchronicity thing going on!!! LOL)) __________________________ (*)ref your thread in LL Asteroid Forum http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/004014.html IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 76360 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 29, 2015 03:13 PM
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Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 30, 2015 10:49 AM
Thank you mirage. The HNN is Seimei's speciality, I just wanted to jump in and explore. So far, not much activity on the thread. But thanks for telling me the potential academic value of such a study. Nope, my husband would never go for me attending astrology school. Restrictive. :-/ But I will have to find a way to see Rick Levine if he comes to my area. Here's wishing you many, many good things in the New Year. IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 30, 2015 03:02 PM
omigosh Faith! You didn't "see" that? Yes, what you are doing all over LL HAS VALUE.I remember thinking 'efficiency' in college. There especially was one Independent Project I had taken on that actually combined my two separate Majors (Psych, and Music). -- But I couldn't finish those degrees, and I know that you all have read those posts, about the domestic-abusive situation I'd been in, and got rescued from... but it halted my education, and when I tried to go back to school when I was pregnant with my kids, I had lost many credits, and pregnancy flu-symptoms never relented (not as bad as Kate Middleton, but just-short of it). Add the combo of a bit of *ahem* focusing-deficit *grin* with a super-low thyroid function that didn't get properly recognized then treated until my later 40s/50s.) I spent a few years of time researching my project, while trying to keep up with the rest of my courses. Totally nuts for 'trying' to do 22-credits one semester. But during that time I took one of my FAVORITE courses. "History & Systems of Psychology"... I jawdropped myself studying and reading about all the research in mid-1800s to 1920s. And, I had taken that at the same time as still working on an independent research project. (Topic was Synaesthesia, and this was in the mid 1970s when there wasn't a whole lot of research on it, as there is now.) I was soooo thrilled when I had been given unique 'special privilege' by librarians to go into certain locked rooms and caged areas where there were antique books and paper vaults to pursue my search leads. Many of the sources were from late 1800s to those 1920s. ASIDE: (Just realizing in the past few moments here, 'the synchronicity' occurring between the class I loved, and 'feeling' the thrill there, WITH the feeling thrilled to pursue my Color-Music Project in synaesthesia at the time.) I just 'loved' those original documents. They not-only smelled good (~like a perfume in my nostrils!!), but they 'felt' right to hold in my hands. It was in its own way a divinity-call to me!!! LOL And you know, I wonder now if perhaps I might have been touching the actual manuscripts that I (in a past life) might have had an input to Creating. Maybe THAT was part of the unconscious thrill I felt when I 'handled' all these antiquities. My Unconscious mind was remembering where my Soul had left off, and my present-self not knowing 'why' behind the fascination. I felt like I was touching the old-soul of the cosmos. Probably too, humorously, I was one of those astrological Monks who decorated charts, composed musical scores, and decorated some with Gold Leafing and the wonderful wonderful artistry of Pen and Colors. The thought of it just makes me weep.... ~~How wonderful GOD is. The Soul of an Old Hermit, An old Seer, An old Prophet, An old-and-Present Lover of GOD. Someone who DID Touch The Face Of God then, and soooo looks forward to Being a Part of the Humanity Team that brings it all back online for ALL and every-Soul living now in a body, and those who walk the close-liminals now, to HAVE that Awakening for ALL Beings. Not just special-folk, but for everyone at the same-time. We're Bringing it in.... What 'we' saw only 'in part' WE SHALL ALL Behold: Face-to-Face, face-to-Face, Face-to-face, and face to face. (music) We Shall Behold Him (Sandi Patty, 1983) [5:51] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56ovSaoWpOM **Mountain** *slaps self, omigosh!!!! Okay, Okay. I'd better be a bit more careful to keep my Seat-Belt fastened today. LMAO!!!!! I'm having one of my Inspirational type Days. Had a day like this yesterday, and I guess it is to continue today. Too much resisting my Muse makes her WAY too sad and she cries-- but then unrestricted flying might bug a few people, *~sorry?!* I need to ~sorta make-sure my GPS is on too. LOL Luckily!!! God put several GPS-type asteroids *grin* already in-place for me because in His Wisdom, He knew He had to place them there for me to find, as He Gave me the ability to sense the swells of Songs in my Heart. Gps-trackers switched-ON: Have these asteroids in Capricorn, Virgo, and at the cusp of my 8th Cancer. So, it's all Good, and already there for transcendental transitings. (laughing) I'm soooo glad that you all Understand and give-Space and latitudes for your expansive inspirational-musing Mirage, here. Thank you sooo much. *Heart* Oh such Beautiful Energies in the subtle-Skies today.* GOING ON with my Story....
I'm genuinely surprised that you didn't realize that, Faith. And equally-sorrowed to hear that your Husband wouldn't be 'ready' to accept having SUCH a Gifted-Person's Talent. But you know what?? I saw it in your chart when I studied it a bit before..... (was a matter involving your 8th house) (your transits to 9th would bring the higher-education energy and learning focus to you). Makes me soooo happy to see you INDULGE your astrol-muse here. You'll reach great heights, Faith. Already have. You know what I noticed, too? Is that I can 'see' what other people can do with their talents. I seem to have that as part of my way of destiny. Often I can have a sense of what another person needs for them to develop as an even-more successful person. I may 'seem' unimportant and obscure, and actually remain hidden in the backgrounds of things-- but I know I bring riches to others that aren't usually recognized.
I kept questioning and grueling over what I could do??? I know a WHOLE lot about a variety of areas, but (don't really know, but guessing) that I don't have 'enough' talent to spill-onto being called into being 'a performer' IN those fields??? I seem to know what it takes, and understand the discipline required, but wonder if it's ENOUGH talent to 'take me to the top' of the heap. Sure as heck makes me a good candidate as someone else's background person. (Who knows what God is up too, right? ... I've got tPluto poised at the cusp of my H2, ready to plow itself into unearthing some Talents that *I* didn't know I had!! LOL And tSaturn's ready to develop that as part of my Image I own in House 1.)
Don't be so heavenly-minded that you're no earthly good: but then, don't be so flat-doubting of oneself, that you don't See the Possibilities... One foot on the clutch, hand on the parking-brake, and other foot on the gas-- making the Climb up that hill and bridge during times of heavy traffic... Wishing YOU many good wishes for the coming year, too. IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 30, 2015 04:04 PM
Thank you mirage!I loved your post! Needed it, too!! I've been anxious and heartsick. quote: I'm soooo glad that you all Understand and give-Space and latitudes for your expansive inspirational-musing Mirage, here. Thank you sooo much. *Heart*
The pleasure is all ours. We are the beneficiaries. quote: I may 'seem' unimportant and obscure, and actually remain hidden in the backgrounds of things-- but I know I bring riches to others that aren't usually recognized.
You never seem that way to me. You seem the complete opposite. Yes yes, you bring riches. I'm in awe and indebted! Wish I had more energy to feel more exclamation points, but tr Uranus is preventing me from sleeping lately. So I'm kinda slumpy...but sincere, regardless! Your post is very psychic, in a few respects: 1) I have been doing calligraphy daily, and my instruction book talks about ancient manuscripts (of course.) It includes directions on gold-leafing and working with color. Actually the type of lettering I'm working on is called the Uncial script: quote: Uncial letters are capital letters (majuscules) that appeared in the fourth century C.E. and remained an important hand until the eighth century.
Says my book. So your timing is synchronistic, though I enjoyed hearing about your whole educational journey. This part just dovetails with my own. And in the past I've also felt connected to a past life by a "breakthrough" of thought about the alphabet, but that's a long story that triggers some heartache. Suffice it to say, I've been in the monk-copying-manuscripts frame of mind, and THIS is amazing: quote: And you know, I wonder now if perhaps I might have been touching the actual manuscripts that I (in a past life) might have had an input to Creating. Maybe THAT was part of the unconscious thrill I felt when I 'handled' all these antiquities.
Fabulous! I think I can imagine what that feels like. 2) You quoted the Bible verse my Virgo moon friend and I were discussing on our lunch date Monday. We only talked about that one verse: For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face. (1 Corinthians 13:12) As if you heard us, LOL. As usual I am just enthralled with the psychic stuff, but that's not to overwhelm my simple gratitude that you are well and inspired, and writing genius posts. Many thanks also for your encouragement! Maybe you're right and I'm going places...hope so...the glass looks kinda dark at the moment. Leaving you with a Kandinsky: Which, I hope, sounds good to you! IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 31, 2015 12:55 AM
^ omg, you are soooo FUNNY. ! Pretty "sharp" of you to 'pick-up' on that?? Not to brush anything else aside, of course. Just dabbling in all that creativity. LOLThank you SOOOO MUCH for your feedback, and validations. When I truly care about people, I'm a radar unit, without realizing it. I go through thoughts and body-symptoms that do NOT belong to me, too. I've just learned (on my own in the past few days) that when I'm in the thick of symptoms, to ask the Angels to go heal that person. (AND heal the effects on me!) So we better stay healthy-- for BOTH our 6th House sakes! LOL Just caught your post on Solar Flares too. How utterly fascinating! Sometimes I think about the types of people who would read our posts? ... Yes, insurancecompanies taking lots of electronic notes. You're a bunch of 6th House hypochondriacs.. Start talking about something more interesting!! haha. But that's not 'really' the truth. Maybe they're employing broad language-labels as a put-down. Just convenience for people who are the 'denser' individuals. We Be Fine, my dear Faith. And, we'll be just fine!! Have a more refined nervous-system than most? It's been a while since I looked at your chart and thought of it in terms of health and wellbeing. I seem to recall that your chart partially suggests underlying nerve-system communication problems as the basis of your body-breakdowns among your organs... (those are the parts I read). ... Mars in Gemini, in Uranus' natural house 11. Mercury ruler of Gemini in the 6th. That's a lot of 'nerve'-involvement. Mercury square Uranus. I have had other ideas about health in your chart (that would need to be restudied, for me). I've thought that one of these days it would be interesting to check out with you, but gosh, we're BOTH busy people. (WAY long time schedule into future for that-- gotta let our lives settle back into their more predictable patterns. Then rm will be HOME vacationing starting night of Jan. 11th(?), for several weeks straight. Always a disruption (for me) because he sets himself in front of TV (with his phone in hand, so that's nice for me in freeing up time on this computer). Most times he sleeps in front of TV and after a number of days has begun (before) to get a nasty streak, 'cranky' tempermental side of him coming out.. won't bathe sometimes. ~Can get ripe-smelling in here?) So, I worry sometimes that these are my days for having a sense of freedom. I try to take it a moment at a time. Taking as much computer time as I can while I have fewer disruptions to deal with. With your Hygeia in water Cancer, I'm sure your water Moon is a trigger for you. (I've barely scraped the surface of some of this, so I better be more reserved about what I'm saying. You know how that is, I'm sure?)
You're about to have your Birthday (YAY!!!!) with Pluto on your Sun. Wow, what a powerful solar-chart. With Sun Pluto, you ought to be able to have some EXCELLENT penetrating views on what's going on with whatever matters that 6th house represents to YOU. (I know there are the traditional meanings of the houses, but then there's the personal 'experience' of the energy in that house for YOU too.) Manifest some GOOD things for yourself.... (Prayer that your husband accepts your interest in astrology and becomes more supportive of you wanting to be professional at it, having your degree. What if you were to try to pitch the angle of the astronomy part? .... There is a program out of UK that gives degrees in Astronomy-astrology. I think they allow online classes? Please look into it. Entice him (with your son) to take some of the astronomy modules?? Your talent is so evident! I'd hate for you to pass up on that kind of opportunity.) (And *ahem* if you 'think' I have psychic ability, THEN *tapping foot* you'd better be pursuing this line of thinking for yourself! just sayin' ...) Laughing so hard!! Rick was right, about the Mercury Gemini TOTAL infosluttiness-factor. Recently I looked at interpretations of a SN-Mercury. hoooo buoy. Infoslutt who can't always hang on to words. At least for me, it has to ground somehow in my body, or be able to relate to and master it via emotionally in some way. Mercury->Mars? (my stellium 8th, and aspects). I remember an astrologer's words to me after he studied my particular chart: GO by the way of your VENUS. Always focus on fulfilling that Venus!! Doing Venus would be the key to my chart. Look at Venus Taurus... They need to experience touch and hugs. When they are 'touched' they remember. They're healthier (ruler of my 6th taurus, as well as happier? as 5th). Have Mnemosyne close to Venus too... I was researching Toastmaster asteroid so I could add to Seimei's thread, and found some thrilling-juicy tidbits for me. Gosh, EVERY time I researched an asteroid these past few months, I get breakthroughs in complex understandings of myself. Must be that cumulative effect of learning piece by piece, and assembling parts of puzzles... Every once in a while you get to join some of those larger systems, and get sections of the larger picture to be had. (People in my f.o.o. were into puzzles, on several card-tables in the house.) Well, my sluttishMercury Gemini-- needs to periodically make~out with some good info, like a gourmand needs to eat delectable good meals. Virgo Moon, ruled by Mercury also, totally 'analyzing' everything--- I figure that 'analysis' sorta works like baby-spit. If the baby can't drool on it, then how could it possibly fit into the world of Reality... Yes, 'spit' helps us with breaking things down, in the process of 'digestion' (virgo? Moon? Cancer(foods)? .... ) mercury "Words" are 'food' for 'Thought' virgo, to be connected up to my feelings (moon)??? oh yes, we got that. .... Have to go to bed now. This must count as a midnight 'snack' of words?.... hmmmmm. *Back to the 'Drawing' board to paint* (music) Colors of the Wind (Pocahontas Disney) [3:23] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4vkq2ztxSw IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 31, 2015 01:11 AM
And didn't mean to overlook the fact that you haven't been feeling so well, feeling heartsick, anxiety. {{ }} *Angel*I really hope and pray that you'll be able to HAVE the right outlet for yourself, to be able to do the kinds of things you want to, (while being in relat with a husband). It will work out, you'll see.... We'll hope and believe the best outcomes. Sometimes, as a person nears their birthday, they can feel tired and not at their greatest. Add to this the holidays you just spent loads of emotional as well as physical energies to deal with. And, I'm bringing it up, this is an anniversary period for you, for some things that hurt you so bad. Sadness... That's how we got into the Elvis asteroid thing too.... Have a great New Year's celebration... let go of old baggage some more. Let those nasty solar flare particles whisk you clean. No more pain; thoughts, but much less pain. {{ }} See you next year! IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted December 31, 2015 11:48 AM
ROTFL quote: Well, my sluttishMercury Gemini-- needs to periodically make~out with some good info, like a gourmand needs to eat delectable good meals. Virgo Moon, ruled by Mercury also, totally 'analyzing' everything---I figure that 'analysis' sorta works like baby-spit. If the baby can't drool on it, then how could it possibly fit into the world of Reality... Yes, 'spit' helps us with breaking things down, in the process of 'digestion' (virgo? Moon? Cancer(foods)? .... )
Do you mind if I quote that?? Funniest thing I've read in a while. And so true! Aww, you should be an author. Somebody has to open the genre of astro-memoir, astro-autobiography, and I think it should be you! Memoirs are some of my favorite types of books. I don't read much fiction. Maybe one or two books per year, in a busy year. Anyway....if I'm set to become a real astrologer someday...I hope you will be a Real Author. It would be AMAZING and groundbreaking! REvolutionizing everything. Cap Pluto (embodied here, with my sun) is begging your Taurus Venus to do it. I still feel kinda like a balloon full of sparklers lit off, pushing at my skin from the inside, while my heart is holding up an iron weight of Troubles. So...pardon me for keeping this short...will try and reply more later. Thanks for talking to me about the nerve-wracking aspects of my chart. It's a little hard for me to be objective about my own chart and I don't really see things clearly. But it makes sense that I'd have sensitive nerves, for the reasons you point out. Thank you HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Be back later! IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted December 31, 2015 03:27 PM
Oh Faith!!! {{{ }}} You have Blessed me today AGAIN!!!!! Thank you for ALL your Words. You have more than blissed-me-out today. Thank you for your suggestion. That would BE Cool ... I'm so glad I was able to give YOU insight?! *jawdrop* .... I think we have a mutual-admiration/inspiration appreciation going there. I wish you Beautiful Dreaming and Aspirations this coming year. You're a Beautiful Soul, and you've touched my life in a unique way. Thank you once-and-Again! IP: Logged |
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posted December 31, 2015 03:44 PM
About your body-talk?... I know. I feel 'worried' for my own self here too. Having scary symptoms. Wrote my 'final' words and legacy into my Labors of Love posting thread. Mayn~~~ This 'stuff' and being in the 'cross-hairs' of some astro-transits can be scary to the Minds who WANT and NEED more astro-education so we can 'deal' with finer-Selves here. LOLSo, I'll pray for you, You pray for me, and WE'll get on the other side of all these planet-transits like kitty-Cats who Land on their Piscean Footies, WITH Lives intact!! and MORE Life-Power generated. We're Living, Breathing, Walking, Incredible MIRACLES, Faith. We PROVE that astrology works, and Life is Beautiful!!! Raising a Toast *To Friends, and the Miracles Available as we Share 'Who we Are' with Others* *Okay, NOBODY's Body comes in Pluto or ANY transit's or Solar Ray's Demise Tonight* I MEAN IT!!! ROFLMAO!!!! Higher and Higher Love!!! (music) I Need You To Survive (Hezekiah Walker, gospel music *of course?*, lyrics) [7:49] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMcJL_UDAvw IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 76360 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 01, 2016 01:00 PM
Toast! *glasses tink*IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 01, 2016 02:33 PM
Thanks so much...ah, you know how great it is to read your posts, mirage! So unbelievably clever. I'm down, down, dowwwwnnnnnnnnnnn Trying to push emotions back and just focus on practical things. Moon semisquare Mercury if astro.com's wide orbs are legit. But I'll be back when I'm centered enough to be. Yes, keeping you in my prayers, and appreciating yours! Welcome 2016, whatever you are. IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2016 11:11 PM
Faith {{ }}...Yes, Randall. Glass of Good-Spirits raised. *tink* Toast the New Year.... " " IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 76360 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 02, 2016 12:27 PM
To 2016!IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 02, 2016 01:30 PM
^ Aye!Feeling better for now so I wanted to catch up a bit. If only we were communicating in person...I want to answer point for point but that would take so long! Just know I've read with interest, awe, and gratitude. quote: Sometimes I think about the types of people who would read our posts? ... Yes, insurancecompanies taking lots of electronic notes.
LOL =) quote: I seem to recall that your chart partially suggests underlying nerve-system communication problems as the basis of your body-breakdowns among your organs... (those are the parts I read). ... Mars in Gemini, in Uranus' natural house 11. Mercury ruler of Gemini in the 6th. That's a lot of 'nerve'-involvement. Mercury square Uranus.
Thank you for seeing that. I think Mars and Uranus aspect each other in a novile way? Trine plus forty degrees...is there such a thing as quadrinovile? *keeps dunce hat ready* I should know more about medical astrology, too, but as a 6H hypochondriac it's hard to keep my focus. It does make sense though. Which is why my main goal for 2016 is peace. Maybe if I just keep saying that word and obsessing over it, I'll get it: peace peace peace. > Like a mantra. Things have to change with my husband so I can have more peace. My nerves cannot handle all the ups and downs of our Uranus-square-Uranus synastry WHILE Uranus is squaring my sun. Mercy! Plus Chiron on my moon...hurts. quote: Then rm will be HOME vacationing starting night of Jan. 11th(?), for several weeks straight.
:-/ Men. LOL sorry...I'm not sexist...scout's honor. Just seems like typical male/female tension though. Which I'm starting to think is unavoidable, hence, the sexes ought not to cohabitate! Just visit. But I'll pray that it's better than you worry it will be. Much better. quote: Wow, what a powerful solar-chart. With Sun Pluto, you ought to be able to have some EXCELLENT penetrating views on what's going on with whatever matters that 6th house represents to YOU.
Fingers crossed. I hope I can use it wisely. quote: What if you were to try to pitch the angle of the astronomy part? ...
Wanna hear the funniest thing ever? I'll delete this later, too. My husband just started his own astronomy-related forum. He's there and I'm here. We have Scorpio NN-Mercury-Neptune and I think I was wearing off on him, psychically, since he doesn't know I'm here. And I hope he never does, at least not before he has some massive healing and is a more enlightened, positive, gentle, forgiving, full-of-light person. quote: There is a program out of UK that gives degrees in Astronomy-astrology. I think they allow online classes? Please look into it.
Thank you. Well I told my husband the other day that I want a divorce (will erase this later, too) and we haven't talked much since. I said that after an intense argument but it's not about the argument, it's that I'm sick (literally) and tired (literally) of this incompatibility. It's not really against him, he's fantastic in so many ways...we just butt heads. To put it very very simply. But the divorce law is overwhelming to me, the process looks impossible as my husband would fight it and make everything difficult. And I don't have family to turn to. Really all I want and need is peace. He is tired of fighting as well. So why can't we call it quits and remain friends or even boyfriend/girlfriend...I just don't want to live with him. I need freedom & no more shocks to my already tattered nervous system. I love him but I need to heal...and I need distance. Repeating the word "need" to convince myself, since there is no one but me to decide what these needs are. quote: I remember an astrologer's words to me after he studied my particular chart: GO by the way of your VENUS. Always focus on fulfilling that Venus!! Doing Venus would be the key to my chart.
I love that! Hmm...I wonder if we should all follow Venus? Make it our "north star"? Because I SURE would be happy catering to my Sag Venus, traveling and meeting people from all over, and studying metaphysics. That sums up my desires in a nutshell! And doing it alongside my kids (5H Venus) so they grow along with me. quote: I feel 'worried' for my own self here too. Having scary symptoms. Wrote my 'final' words and legacy into my Labors of Love posting thread.
Sorry you're feeling that way, too! I never go to Labors of Love so I didn't see it. Will check. I have to admit I've often thought the very worst...it's hard not to when your father, mother, and brother all had cancer. But I'm learning that I am capable of healing beyond my hopes. I try to keep that hope alive, by striving towards health. I'm drinking multi-green kombucha with algae in it. See, I'm drinking ALGAE. Looks like algae too, LOL. But that is how far I'll go, trying to do my part to keep this body a-roaming in this dimension, in this place. Thanks for the music...will listen later when I feel more hearty. For some odd reason I feel too weak to hear music lately, or music that I've never tried before. It overwhelms me. I was like this when I was younger, never listening to the radio or wanting music in the car. Hungry for silence whenever I could get it. Strange, strange. Well I love you and want you to have a good weekend & a good year! Thank you for making me feel normal and conversationally flexible again. *hearts* *rainbows* *incense guy* Incense guy belongs everywhere! The world needs purification. =) IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 21731 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 02, 2016 02:28 PM
Wow, mirage!!!! I think I have only clicked on Labors of Love once, when I first signed up here. Imagine my astonishment to find that whole huge thread! I'd love to explore it more right away, but as you noted there, the connection is very glitchy today, and I can't even get pages to load to see how much text is there. But...it's almost as if...you DID write the book!! I kinda don't want to interpose myself there. I don't want to break your flow. I'll just be reading, if that's okay, and probably mention things from there, over here. Otherwise my endless-talking, out-of-bounds Gemmy Mars cuts into your territory, and I just don't want to do that. But I am so happy you wrote that much!! It's like finding a secret treasure!! I saw that you were feeling so out-on-a-tether just recently. I'm giving you a hug and asking you to stay longer, holding with all this positive energy you've been generously showering on me. I hope all of that returns back to you, and then some. And I hope you feel overall better and more at home in this life, and that I can help be a lifting influence, never a dragging one. Praying.
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted January 05, 2016 12:59 PM
*bump* ... To 'open' ourselves to ~Divine Diversities during our computer-glitch challenge here, where we can 'open' pages unless we've favorite or boomarked or left urls around LL to.I Love You, Faith.... I left an url to here from my 'Good-Performs' thread. Just saying I read this, and will be back later... Have a GREAT DAY, a Great INSPIRATIONAL Day to you! .... torrowwwoooooo~~~(merc-rx now!) hmmmm, could there be something or someone special about 'tomorrowwww???' let's see.... For Whom could THAT be???? {{ }} IP: Logged |
mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 7153 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted January 06, 2016 01:10 AM
It's here!! Happy Birthday, Faith!! Have a great day!!! http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum25/HTML/005222.html IP: Logged | |