posted October 09, 2016 10:13 AM            

edit...wanted to show you the video I was referring to in case you got any intuitive insights. But it was up too long.

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So, perhaps your ggfather needs help, its no accident you saw your gmother. The clue may be in your dreams and you can ask your gmother for a message. If you'd like to solve this story, I mean.

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Can't imagine having a conversation with my grandmother. We never had a real conversation when she was alive. I'm not sure if she even knew my name, she had over 30 grandchildren and was emotionally cold and distant.

It's a strange family. Maybe if my dead relatives linger, they are looking for some kind of earthly love that they never really got while here.

posted October 09, 2016 10:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Novabronte:
I think this is more related to invocation. I've not heard about a rupture in veil, other than Cern trying to open a portal to the next dimension. And using extraordinary amounts of energy to achieve it. Whatever they do or did so far, is not permanent.

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posted October 09, 2016 02:54 PM            

The part where you see the old staircase standing at the top, there is a room to the right that ...well I feel a contract was made there, which he regrets and this makes him angry.

It doesn't matter how your gmother was when she was alive. We take a temporary personality for each incarnation, and the rest is shielded by veil of forgetfullness, so it is not the entirety of the soul. If she has reached to you, there is a reason. Perhaps only you have this ability, or a purity of heart capable of helping with this. Just simply state that you'd like her to help you understand what the problem is and see what comes up.

posted October 09, 2016 04:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
What's Cern?

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The European Organization for Nuclear Research, known as CERN, is a European research organization that operates the largest particle physics laboratory in the world.

many interesting videos on youtube...

Here is one of a strange portal over Switzerland (2min) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHgxI7oVm9g
Spiral portal with black hole over Norway and Sweden (3min) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G77nRwfnyeY

This great one about vortexes and world's navy rushing there (15min) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fi-1ot1xv9A
http://www.iflscience.com/physics/large-hadron-collider-might-reveal-extra-dimensions/

posted October 09, 2016 10:29 PM            

You know, you might be right about that contract. You reminded me of a dream that I think I had, centered in that room as well.

And the last photo ever taken of my ggfather shows him looking unusually, deeply bitter. His wife (ggmother) looks like she's been taken under by his heavy cloud. In all other pictures he looks confident and happy. So fraud or business regret could have taken him under.

I'm sorry you caught my family's cold, even for a moment. But it's a relief that someone from the outside gets it! I'm not lying when I try and communicate just how eerie family events could be, when I was a child.

I harbor negative feelings towards my grandmother but I guess I should try and look at it from a different angle, focus on the positives. It's not like she ever was directly rude to me. Just imposing and psychically potent and controlling (her sun conjunct Pluto in Gemini, conjunct my Psyche...conveying a lot without even saying a word).

Weirdly, her handwriting looks just like mine. Once or twice I've also felt like my subconscious decided to inform my conscious of more of what she was actually like, providing a strong sense of family and blood ties...things that are normally far outside my scope of awareness. Well it's something to think about and maybe work on, as you said.

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CERN is really interesting, I've checked three of the links. I started telling my husband about it, but he already knew everything and more.

As I said at GU2, I am a political burnout and so is he. So even though he knew that, we just don't talk "conspiracy theories" like we used to.

But this CERN stuff will keep me busy for a while, I do want to catch up on this!

posted October 12, 2016 10:47 AM            

I wanted to tell you, the oddest thing happened. The other night after we talked about this I had a dream, and my father was there. (This is my father's side of the family I've been talking about.) He's deceased. I haven't dreamed about him in a long time.

Honestly I was surprised because I didn't think it could be so easy as holding an intention and dreaming accordingly.