posted March 01, 2010 02:29 AM
Hi MVM,Two of my oldest friends are very skilled Tarot Card readers and psychics. They both teach me Tarot from time to time but I'm a little too impatient (I'm an Aries) and the visuals of the cards are so powerful and immediate that it frightens me. I'm not good with mythology and the archetypes, even in astrology. I have a Mercury-Saturn conjunction and it doesn't deal with mythology and poetry really well. I need things to be linear, straight forward and have rules that work each and everytime. There probably is Tarot technique that does that but my friends don't teach it to me that way. I could go on and on with this story so instead I'll move on to how I created the cards.
I realized at one point that I kept relating real life incidents to the lives of celebrity musicians that I grew up listening to and one day I decided to take 72 index cards and write down the names of the celebrities along with a few sentences or words that came to mind when I thought of those people. For example:
Stevie Nicks - the Spell Caster
Ringo Starr - Peace, Love, relaxed, earth
Cindy Lauper - the wise, monied fool
Roberta Flack - matronly, frumpy, unseductive or La Madama
John & Yoko - edgy, humanitarian, business love, love with strings
Captain & Tenille - Happy relationship, successful marriage
Sting - literary, Mercury, Virgo, Shakespeare
George Harrison - Spiritual Gardener, sensitive, quiet, the youngest, "It's all in the mind."
Leonard Bernstein - The caring mentor, teacher, translator, connecting with source, intense introspection
Mariah Carey - right ideas gone wrong, the right to be wrong, great marketing campaign, faith in the after life.
Tina Marie - Feminine Power House, Rosie the Riveter, Big things in small packages
Marvin Gaye - depression, sadness, concern for the environment
Burt Bacharach - mature taste, mature authority
Joni Mitchell - the TRUTH, The Crone
Peter Gabriel - "Don't Give Up!", The Embrace, Pure Love, Sexual Undertones, The Hope Card
Madonna - Big corporate business; Unexpected success, doing it despite having the talent
Barbara Streisand - Political Power, unrequited love, Yentl & Avigdor
Luther Vandross - weight issues, ups and downs with health, Fighting for continued success, A lifestyle change is needed.
Jermaine Jackson - Puppy Love
Cher - Success with longevity, Decoration, "Moonstruck", the Moon
Quincy Jones - match maker, one who unites, forming a community
Carly Simon - "Clouds in my coffee", Daydreaming, publishing
Stevie Wonder - Deity, Higher Power, All-that-is, Humor, Wisdom (modern day prophet). [The highest card in the deck]
Elvis Presley - Instincts being freed; the spark igniting the flames; A Shaman
Miles Davis - The Death Card, transition, regeneration, chameleon, extreme deep focus, perspective.
Wow, I only wanted to list a few cards, but I just kept going. Well, I wanted to just mention that I picked certain people to be high cards like the Beatles card and then each separate Beatle is a high card, Stevie Wonder is the highest card because I hold him in my highest esteem. The Jackson 5 Card is a high card, Michael Jackson is an interesting card.
Michael Jackson - self-hate; unseen abuse; inner scars; Not seeing how large and magnificent you are; ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW PRECIOUS YOU ARE!!!!
The Beatles - the ceiling, the top, the ultimate untouchable success.
Blood, Sweat & Tears - childbearing, birthing a project, motherhood, "You make me so very happy."
Neil Sedaka - multiple lives, reincarnation, reinvention, successes, "Laughter in the Rain", "Breaking Up Is Hard To Do"
Sonny & Cher - Divorce
Sonny and Cher are the divorce card because they were a part of my first experience with divorce. My closest aunt and uncle got divorced around the same time as Sonny and Cher and that's just how I think of them in terms of divination.
The thing is that my cards and the meanings I assigned to them is very intimate with my own life, feelings and opinions about each artist. One last example is the George Gershwin card:
George Gershwin - guilt associated with art.
Now that may seem strange to your average person but for me it's connected to a story. An aquaintence of a friend loaned me a biography with a lead pencil drawing of George Gershwin that she created. She loaned me the book for an assignment I was doing in college. She begged me to bring it back because she loaned the book to several other people and they never gave it back. Well, circumstances beyond my control occurred and I was unable to give her back the book. Even 19 years later I'm still unable to get my hands on the book to return it to her. I suffered a lot of guilt about it, but I have to let it go until I have the power to retrieve the book and get it back to her. Although I can't help but to feel she cursed herself by telling that no one else has returned their copies of her book.
And that's how I assigned meaning to many of the cards, all 72 of them.
Let me know what you think so far.
I hope I explained it somewhere in all of this mumbo jumbo.