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LEXX
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posted March 25, 2009 02:15 PM
  
OK..l..
Sorry I have taken so long to get back to all of you lovely sweet folks! 
I will try now to catch up at least a little before I get too far behind.OK...starting from the latest and going backwards... leapinglemur14 
Yes, I feel a bit better but still not much energy. Early Spring is usually a bad time of the year for me. good girl quote:
Hope you're feeling better soon, Lexx.
Thank you...slowly but surely. quote:
I'm going to give the looking for my aura a try. Sounds interesting.....I wonder if you can will your aura a certain color, and if you do how will it in turn effect your mood/health/whatever.
To a degree, yes. Our aura reflects how we feel. Change inside can affect the aura and in turn it can reflect back the positive change, a reinforcing looping feedback. That is the seat of positive thinking and optimism at active work!leapinglemur14 quote:
i can't seem to see the images just yet. I let my eyes go out of focus but all i see is the picture "breathing". Sounds stupid I know but it seems to shift occasionally and "breathe" in time to my breathing..will go back and try again.
It is harder for some to relax and let it happen. And get in real close helps.
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posted March 25, 2009 02:20 PM
Quinnie & leapinglemur14 
I will cut and paste into a memo the previous 3 posts and reply ASAP!
They require more in depth replies. 
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posted March 25, 2009 07:35 PM
I haven't really been able to see anything other than like a white-ish blurr surrounding the body. But I think that may be light reflected off my body. I have to find something darker to stand infront of.LEXX, do you know of any good books on auras? And again, crazy how the thread goes and comes back- weird! IP: Logged |
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I also meant to ask: are you going to post anymore pictures? IP: Logged |
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posted March 25, 2009 09:20 PM
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I haven't really been able to see anything other than like a white-ish blurr surrounding the body. But I think that may be light reflected off my body. I have to find something darker to stand infront of.
The whitish blur could indeed be an aura, you are just not seeing colors yet.
Remember, it is your inner eye not your visual, which perceives the colors. quote:
LEXX, do you know of any good books on auras?
No, I have never read/needed them. quote:
And again, crazy how the thread goes and comes back- weird!
Well, I found and retrieved it, it did not come back on its own. quote:
I also meant to ask: are you going to post anymore pictures?
When I have any. I need to scan in my younger ones.
My current ones I posted already.
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posted March 25, 2009 10:06 PM
Quinnie! quote:
Lexx Thank you You are so my mentor now!
 You have been rather amazing yourself! quote:
Ok then I get you about the auras. I can see with my physcial eye, the smoke (or the mist desribed by the Bible?) is easy to see. The etheric outline and sometimes it like I can copy it for a few seconds and the outline of my etherinc body imprints itself and I can double it etc. to see more than one outline especially if I close my eyes, then it's there.
When looking for colours I can see yellow usually around the head (indicating brain activity?) and thats about as far as it goes.
Exactly! Very good! quote:
The rainbows and green/purple colours are like waves throughout the room so I don't think it's to do with anyone else's aura except my own. I see it in the dark too, with no light.
The waves are the energy always present that most folks cannot sense or see. The fact that you see even when it is dark and or your eyes are closed...tells me you are definitely tuned in! Excellent!
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Yes I got your answers in the lost but found original thread but don't worry I have more questions.
I love that you are now posting in the astrology2.0 forum, I think you have so much to contribute there.
I am such an novice when it comes to astrology.
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So is a soul connected to the body during conception or at birth, does the foetus have a soul?
In my research the soul enters at approximately 12 weeks. This also has an astrological component! For example, A child born a Scorpio (assuming full term, not premmie or late)...would be conceived (the body only) three months before the opposite sign of Taurus. The soul moves in when the Sun is in Taurus, and the Moon is in Scorpio. At birth, a full term Scorpio child will be born when the Sun is in Scorpio and the moon in Taurus.
In my case, I was born early....so my opposite sign is not Taurus, and I was conceived when the sun was in Capricorn, and Moon in Cancer, my soul moving in whilst the Sun was in Cancer. So even though a Scorpio, my opposite soul Sun sign is Cancer.
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I know Linda said that the foetus does not have a soul and thats why she was not against abortions.
She was very very very wrong on that note! I have been pregnant over 26 times...with 26 pregnancies medically confirmed. I miscarried all but one, betwixt 3 and 5 months gestation. I have communicated with the unborn. How a person supposedly as enlightened as Linda was purported to be, and having borne children herself....could have not known her children were in soul within her before birth. The time of the soul moving into the body is known as the quickening. I disapprove of abortion from 12 weeks onward because there is indeed a soul occupying the foetal body then.
On another thread someone said:
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I think abortion should remain legal, except in the third trimester,
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I cannot agree to that. 
Why?
Because I was born at the end of the second...or very beginning of the third.
They were not sure.
I also know quite a few folks born in the mid to late second trimester.
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posted March 25, 2009 10:08 PM
Quinnie!
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According to Samuel Sagan, M.D. , some Indian masters had said that the soul of the baby arrives around the fourth month of the pregnancy (roughly the 12th week as LEXX has indicated) and that's when the mother starts having cravings, which is a sign showing that the astral consciousness has arrived in the unborn child in the womb. However, Dr Sagan also mentioned in his book "Entity Possession" (initially published in Australia under the title "Entities, Parasites of the Body of Energy") that such a theory is quite ancient and sometimes a pregnant woman would have cravings in the first month of pregnancy, indicating the particular soul/astral consciousness may have already arrived during the first month of the pregnancy, proving the aforementioned theory to be invalid
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I highlighted some of that quote.
The key words here being:
"Entities, Parasites of the Body of Energy"I see these as walk-ins/body thieves, which come in BEFORE the proper time of "the quickening" and preventing the soul which was going to occupy that body, from entering it.
I feel that is one reason the miscarriage rate is so high before 12 weeks. ( up to as high as 33% of pregnancies are lost and often the woman has no idea she was even pregnant, or felt something was not right)
The mother's soul recognizes the entity is an invader and not the soul waiting to come in at the proper time, and with luck her body rejects the walk-in/invader/body thief.
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To consider miscarriages are the result of ridding parasitic entities would be biased presumption. As for the timing of the arrival of the baby's soul/astral consciousness, it truly depends, and varies from one case to another. Any hasty conclusion would be misleading.
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I did NOT say ALL miscarriages were the result of parasitic entities or walk-ins, or body thieves. Most of the times it just happens.
As to cravings....I do NOT feel that is an indicator of a soul having moved in. THOSE cravings are the result of requiring something the mother may not have enough of to aid in the growing of the PHYSICAL foetal body whilst keeping her from suffering malnutrition.
I have had dozens of miscarriages.
Fortunately most were before 12 weeks.
The ones at 16 to 20 weeks brought me much grief because I felt/sensed/knew, that someone was indeed "home". Until quickening I sensed no "mind touches", no dreams that were not mine. After 12 weeks and at 13 weeks I did.OK..YOU said:[quote]In my regression I felt like I was in space within SPACE and so took it as the place the soul goes in between incarnations and I kept pushing myself further trying to get past all the colours. I also saw a triangle circle and star. and felt the presence of Jupiter and Saturn. During my dejavu's I thought I was in Jupiter and Saturn by the feel of it and the colour emanating as well as the presence of souls?
Sounds like past lives. quote:
In between life do our souls experience the planets in some way?
They can, but most do not. quote:
If so can you connect with souls there who are also experiencing on the planet and then during Earthly incarnation recognise that soul right away?
Not sure what you are asking me here. Sorry. quote:
I remember staring, staring up at the moon and it became larger until within a flash I felt that I was within it's consciousness and that lasted for about a second so I couldn't translate any of that consciousness.
Few can touch the moon soul, or the sun or any planets' soul.
Very good! Very rare! quote:
I had a dream one night and I woke up screaming and in total panic thinking that Aliens were coming to take my family. Psychologically I thought it was just a dream emphasising my fears starting a new school but the fear was so real... Do aliens visit you in your dreams?
Can some people protect others from alien invasions or interruption?
Past life rememberings I feel, from long long ago.
Alien mind touches and trance state contact I do and have experienced. Most are discarnates however. Refugees here, who cannot incarnate yet on this planet, the human form is not compatible. And they are not feeling ready to try yet.continued next post..... ------------------
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posted March 25, 2009 10:12 PM
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Looking at your aura links now YOur eye exercise link reminded me of the fact that I was born with a hole in my heart (they had to operate when I was two)... Does that mean anything to ya?
Yes! That was why I chose that particular magic eye picture with the heart! I was hoping it would have meaning to you!
Thank you for verifying it!
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posted March 25, 2009 10:40 PM
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grrr..sorrry. ok clarification: *crosses fingers hoping it will work*
I don't have past life memories like i have read here where people and you have described suddenly being transported to another time, place and body.
It is not always like that. It is more often a deja vu, or a feeling about a place, or food, or person you know nothing about. quote:
However i don't feel new..ok let me try to explain that. I sometimes feel so old...much older than 20. That may be due to my life at home making me grow up faster than usual but i think thats only part of it...*sigh* not sure i explained that well but it's the best i can do for now.
I also sometimes get "past life" feeling from people...not really an image in my head...i don't see anything. I just get a gut feeling. For example i started dating this guy and all of a sudden i got hit with this feeling that we where really old friends and we needed time to "catch up".
Yes! That can indeed be a past life vibe!
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posted March 25, 2009 10:41 PM
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Also this older guy i met online; within 5 minutes we clicked and just started talking about everything under the sun. I ended up telling him my life story after knowing him just these 5 minutes. I felt like he must've been my father in a past life or some sort of family member. Maybe i had been his mother. Then when i looked at our charts we had a lot of connections that where family oriented...saturn conjunct ascendent is one.
Hopefully i made sense.
Wonderful! Yes you made perfect sense! quote:
Cool that i get to stay in my body I'm going to take that as a really good sign..but I'm not so sure i know of what just yet. I also wanted to say that when this psychic told me that it was an eggplant color right now but it's supposed to be lilac colored I smiled. For some reason this felt so at home to me. It felt so right.
It was so right! You are doing very well in that arena! 
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posted March 25, 2009 10:42 PM
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i can't seem to see the images just yet. I let my eyes go out of focus but all i see is the picture "breathing". Sounds stupid I know but it seems to shift occasionally and "breathe" in time to my breathing..will go back and try again.
Look at them up very close. Look into the center and kinda cross your eyes and then relax and let them slowly uncross, and relax relax relax.
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posted March 26, 2009 11:10 PM
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ok will follow your advice.
Some folks cannot relax enough to see the magic eye 3-D effect. Or like one of my exes...a slight cataract prevented it. quote:
any advice on cleansing auras?
I am not sure what you mean.
However, I will explain a bit about auras and what folks think is contamination which needs cleansed.
OK...first off, your aura cannot get dirty/contaminated like most folks think.
Your aura is a shield surrounding your body which in turn houses your soul.
It keeps out resonances and negative vibrations.
Yes, its surface can become gooey so to speak, or dust covered, or static covered by outside influences. However....except for certain rare cases...it cannot in and of itself be contaminated, any more than a glass sphere can.
It can only get dirty on the outside.
However....like hearing a noise through a wall....or seeing/sensing something....you can process the information psychologically and emotionally and in essence, make it your own. You then project it out to your aura and
create a pseudo contamination from the inside. If even your own thoughts are negative, you can cloud the inside surface of your auric shield.
When you encounter negativity from outside, from the emanations/emotions/thoughts of others, tell yourself...these are not of myself, all that is not of me I banish. Do it every day or as needed. Eventually your shields will do it automatically.
Next....image in your mind a clear energy...not white light or any of that new age hype....think crystal clear energy washing through the interior of your auric shield. Think of it transmuting and degaussing any negativity and replacing it with pure clear energy.
Do this once a day, or as needed.
I hope that made sense.
OK...if you do any OBEing or astral travel, you must tell your auric shield to reject anything not of your own being.
Living in a city or in close quarters makes it harder to repel the negative energies of others. I would give you living space degaussing advice, but it is hard to do when your space is not your space. Being a twin can also complicate things. quote:
also thank you for taking your time to respond, its not easy to do when you're feeling sick. so very much appreciated.
Thank you for your understanding and patience. I am disabled, and that puts a bind on me...but when sick to boot...arrrghhh....I can only do so much.
I also type one finger hunt and peck.
If you have more questions, please feel free to ask.
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posted March 27, 2009 11:55 AM
gosh LEXX, your into so many intresting things, wonder why I never meet people like that in real life *sigh*IP: Logged |
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posted March 27, 2009 01:42 PM
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gosh LEXX, your into so many intresting things, wonder why I never meet people like that in real life *sigh*
OK....firstly, thank you for the compliment!
OK....please do not be offended.
You and your circle of friends are mostly (all?)
Christians if I understood you correctly.
I generally try to keep clear of folks who actively follow any religion.
I have had too many bad/even horrific experiences concerning/at the hands of, mainly Christians.
My theories and experiences also usually clash radically with theirs....especially when it concerns the one they call Jesus and the title (NOT a name as they often believe) Christ.
As a young child I fought with ministers and my mother about it all. I was severely physically punished many times for my refusing to accept their beliefs which even to my young mind...did not make sense. My experiences/past lives' memories paint a totally different story than the popular one(s)...both as when I was a little child, and even more so nowadays.So.....perhaps you do not meet folks like me because they do not run in your circle....
and because they are rare....
I mean I only know of a few in my offline life who kinda understand me...but only one who totally gets my theories.
I doubt you and I would have met in offline life even if we lived closer to each other.
I do not have a group of friends or otherwise, to hang out with.
And especially not women.
That is what makes LL so nice.
I can get to know folks and interact....
most of the time without a problem.
The ones who have given me the worse times here at LL have been Christians. (and people who fight with me about Lexigramming because I refuse to do them LG's way, as my way predates hers and is not illogical)
You have not tried to push your beliefs on me, nor insulted me, nor harassed me, nor tried to hurt me, and so forth.
So we are friends here at LL.
In the offline world I seriously doubt your family and or circle of friends would accept me.
So there you have it...why you do not meet folks kinda like me. I have only met one much like myself, in my 54 years to date.
We must be uber rare.
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posted March 28, 2009 03:50 PM
katatonic
On your thread you inquired about my health.My kinda good body times (I am never totally normal, just not as bad at times) come and go and return to repeat the cycle. I cannot predict easily from hour to hour how things will be.
My symptoms mimic MS and Lupus, but are neither. Add in several other problems, severe Osteoarthritis, Palsy, severe IBS, and so forth, and toss in a cold or flu, allergies, whatever....
Well there you have it.
So I post here and there when I can.
It is a rare day when I can surf and post to all forums I visit....and e-mail often does not get answered right off, and my blogs and MySpace do not get enough attention.
And I do have an offline life which comes first.
Again thank you for caring!
Love
LEXX
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posted March 28, 2009 03:55 PM
i am glad your offline life comes first!! as it should. i have a funny work situation which generally allows me plenty of online time when i am here...which is currently about 12/6!!IP: Logged |
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posted March 28, 2009 04:09 PM
I know some may think I am on 24/7 but it only seems so, because my body does what it does, and I could be on or off any time day or night.------------------
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posted March 28, 2009 04:27 PM
i understand or seem to have picked up on another thread, that your problems come at least partly from chemical damage? have you tried fenugreek? you are so knowledgeable about so many things, but i have found and seen this herb to be AMAZINGLY effective at ridding the body of toxins..even foreign matter!IP: Logged |
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posted March 28, 2009 04:36 PM
The industrial poisoning has long since left my body. The damage is done.
Yes, I have tried fenugreek.
It did not help much.
I posted a bit about my body woes here:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum23/HTML/000067-4.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum23/HTML/000067.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum6/HTML/000071-2.html I do have a good Homeopath.
Yet even she cannot find much to help.
Chiropractic, Tens unit, help a bit but it is only temporary.
Attitude keeps me from losing it and going mad.
And of course my much younger wonderfully caring and understanding husband of over 11 1/2 years to date!
He takes care of me when I am at my worse, and cannot even dress myself or barely walk...
He is a true beloved and wonderful man!
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posted March 28, 2009 05:08 PM
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posted March 28, 2009 05:33 PM
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posted March 29, 2009 01:21 PM
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That's exactly what I meant about cleansing auras, the goo and static. Thank you very much for the info.
I hope I explained clearly enough. If not, please feel free to ask me more questions.
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I'm not sure if this is a morbid thought but I think you're like an artist that is appreciated by few in their lifetime but by many and in high regard after.
I am endeavoring to not have that be the situation! No, not morbid, but the way it often goes down. quote:
I look foward to ur books and will buy all of them!
Thank you!
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I wish there was something I could do to help ur body. Its hard to say what I was feeling as I read ur posts; a lot of compassion, is the best I can explain.
I have at least my memories, of being very fit, athletic, and active and stronger than most men. I have not given up on becoming at least somewhat normal. But for now, I must take things as they come and continue to appreciate the little things and simple joys of living and being.You asked me to read you some time back.
I sense a deep sadness within you. Yet a sense of strong optimism.
You seem to have a strong sense of who you are and are open to evolving that self identity further.
You think in ways much older than you are yet are able to indulge and let run free your inner child.
I find you a fascinating and intriguing young woman.
Your wisdom exceeds your years in this incarnation.
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