posted November 28, 2010 01:40 PM            

This is my stuff:

Asc libra
moon in taurus
merc scorpio
mars cancer
venus libra

posted December 03, 2010 02:03 PM            

I thought so.

Have a nice weekend! I always enjoy my free days.

posted December 06, 2010 03:11 PM            

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"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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posted December 06, 2010 05:35 PM            

I remember my Mom always asking me, "What kind of cake do you want on your birthday?" and I would always say a mint chocolate chip ice cream cake from Dairy Queen.
To which she would wrinkle her nose and reply, "ick, nobody likes that, how about white cake with white icing?" (gag)

I said, "IT'S MY DANG BIRTHDAY WHY DO I HAVE TO PLEASE EVERYBODY ELSE, WHYYYYYYY?"

lol. dramatics.

posted December 06, 2010 05:55 PM            

Oh my goodness - I'd never heard of it, but it looks deeeeelish. Will she make one for me too, just pop it in the post?

posted December 07, 2010 12:19 AM            

I am coming around, yes, thank you for asking. I went to the doc on saturday and got loaded up with shots and scripts. So, I feel a difference.

posted December 07, 2010 03:54 PM            

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I miss my cupcake
where has it gone
i wish it were here
at the wave of my wand

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posted December 08, 2010 04:41 AM            

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I miss my cupcake
where has it gone
i wish it were here
at the wave of my wand

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posted December 08, 2010 09:38 AM            

Pluto square Moon: Subversive tactics

Mid January 2010 until mid November 2011: This influence produces very intense experiences in your emotional and personal life, and it will test your innermost psychological workings. You may be forced to dig down deeper inside yourself than you have ever done before to get the answers you need at this time.

On the psychological level, this influence dredges up past behavior patterns that may be quite inadequate for the present. Or it may bring up memories from the past that somehow affect the present. Driven by compulsions and irrational drives, you may do things that you would not do if you were entirely clear about yourself. Deep psychological changes are taking place that should not be ignored or swept under the rug. Instead, you should understand them.

In your personal life, this influence can bring an emotional power struggle with someone. Such a struggle can be quite destructive, because the tactics are very subversive, perhaps including manipulation of guilt, jealousy or sense of duty. You will not attempt to wield power directly and nakedly, which your opponent could fight easily. It takes extremely clear perception to see exactly what is happening.

This influence also may signify a relationship in which you feel fascinated by the other person, even though you feel that the relationship is bad for you. You seem unable to get away. Actually you are experiencing a repressed aspect of yourself through the other person.

In your domestic life there may be significant changes, which are external reflections of your inner change. Your most intimate life is the most perfect manifestation of your inner psyche and is therefore most affected. You may find that considerable tension builds up between you and those closest to you, and there may be some very emotional confrontations. You may also change your residence or make significant changes in your present one, and these will reflect changes within you.

posted December 15, 2010 07:52 AM            

I think I have been around The Scorpio too long. Yes, it's possible. He has me thinking jaded and negative thoughts that I would not normally come up with on my own.

I am thinking a break is truly in order here.

So, apparently it annoys him that I do not text every day, and every few hours. ??? What does he expect from a Sag I have to wonder??

My own Mother lives 9 minutes away and I only see her a half a dozen times a year!!! Why doesn't he understand that every second I do spend with him is totally sacred to me. OH, cuz I don't tell him??

There is something about the going around 'telling' stuff that really puts me off.

I mean, don't you find someone suspicious if they are always going around telling what they are thinking, or is it just me?
I think that's kind of .... OFF.

He wants me to be like his Mother, calling and 'checking on him' all the time. I mean, he really values that, he brags about it! "so and so called just to ask how I was doing, blah blah" I mean, isn't that just social niceties? He's a Scorpio, he should have the biggest BS meter on Earth, but yet he falls for the strangest of things...

I'm scared to move on. I am.
I hear his voice in my head all the time.
He has a most soothing voice.
What will it be like to not hear that voice anymore?
I just don't know... arggghhhhhh.

posted December 15, 2010 09:28 AM            

APRIL IN OHIO

Chasing the afternoon sun
I had to move to the four p.m. spot
which happens to be located under
my clothesline
My face receives the warm rays
but the rest of me must wrap up
in my gray nubby mexican blanket

Even though my eyes are shut
I sense the shapeshifting kaleidescope
of my drying laundry
A pastel arm waves a greeting
a pair of jeans stubborn in their wetness
a sheet snaps like the voice
of a wandering childs mother

And I sigh because
I am at home in the sunshine
home in my backyard
home in my skin.

~gypsee~

posted December 22, 2010 12:07 AM            

Wow, what a weird few weeks. Roller coaster anyone? The eclipse has me emotionally exhausted and I feel sort of.. what is the word.. resigned?

I talked to my scorpio today Mel.
I forget sometime that he is a person too and not a Rubik's cube.
We are really good with the Mexican Standoff.

But when he lets down his defenses, even for a few minutes, which is usually how long it lasts.. i see how sweet and genuine he really is. That's what keeps me around I guess.
Well, we were fighting since my bday, and I didn't think we would talk before Christmas. Then I got a notification that someone prepaid 500 minutes on my phone, and when I checked it was from his number. So, I texted him.
Turns out that his vehicle has been trashed and so that was why he hadn't been around, and I guess I could of saved myself grief and just ASKED a few weeks ago, but this is the dance that we do..
sigh.
Anyway, just greatful for his quiet presence in my life. Always there, always alive behind my eyes. Always running through my veins.
Whatever happens, happens. I no longer attach myself to outcomes.

It was my lesson in 2010 to go with the flow.
What was everyone else's? I think I'll ask that on LLC2.

posted December 26, 2010 08:40 PM            

I miss swimming, and going to the park. Waahhh!

CHARM! I keep forgetting to say thank you for that pic, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT TO PEICES!!!

posted December 27, 2010 08:35 PM            

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Originally posted by GypseeWind:
Oh No, Evanski! Are you saying you didn't get a present?? Not even ONE? That is awful! Everyone should get something, anything, even if it's just a card or a nice note. I hope you were joking cause that really bums me out.!

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Well I WAS fine with it lol.
Should I be bummed out?

I spent the day with family which was all I needed. We buy for the children only, it's a lot easier on the wallet