posted March 24, 2021 02:55 AM              

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Originally posted by Chanterelle:
👍 thanks!

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Please note that I have changed the email address in my profile (at 03:00am on 24th March 2021), as I can no longer access the one previously listed there.

posted March 24, 2021 03:02 AM              

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Originally posted by Chanterelle:
Graham, can I ask Randall to give you my email address? Now that I’m finally getting a new computer I feel like I’m about ready to ask for your help on a detailed reading, but I’m really not comfortable posting charts online. No hurry, obviously...🙂 Thanks!

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I look forward to receiving your email address from Randall, Chanterelle ... but please ensure he is aware that it needs to be sent to the email address in my profile as at 03am on 24th March, as I can no longer access the one which was previously listed there.

posted April 14, 2021 02:12 AM              

As a result, the first page of my thread (about the LL Forum's natal poleaxe configuration) has been deleted ... and I have not been able to add any further posts today, as it gives a message of "Sorry, we could not post your reply to this topic. Contact your bulletin board administrator and inform them that they may have may run out of available disk space. Their web host may be preventing them from posting new files."

posted April 14, 2021 01:30 PM            

The "formatting" you did was a work of Art.

posted April 15, 2021 01:37 AM              

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Bummer, Graham!! You put some very intense research into that. Pains-taking care. Provided future and current date-spans! I KNOW how much work went into that.

The "formatting" you did was a work of Art.

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As you will know from reading my previous posts/comments around the LL Forum, my own view is that this "fat finger" incident was a SUBCONSCIOUSLY-driven act by Randall. However, I cannot expand upon this on the LL Forum ... because Randall's last post on that corrupted thread warns me that I shall be banned by him for doing so :-

posted April 15, 2021 03:08 AM              

I was planning to read your (the poleaxe of LL's community) thread before page one vanished into the unknown zone

In that thread, I linked to http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/241788.html ... which was a March 2020 attempt by me to explore the effect of the Poleaxe (because I had recently wielded one that had been temporarily created, via a transit of Pluto to my own natal Moon-165-Mars). .... For those are curious about the poleaxe configuration, it is a triangular figure that has two planets semi-sextile as its base and an apex planet that is 165 degrees away from each of the base planets. [You may already know that Noel Tyl described the 165 aspect (quindecile) as "the degree of obsession" - and that his protege, Ricki Reeves, subsequently wrote a book on the quindecile.] However, as explained in that March 2020 thread, we do not yet have enough empirical evidence to determine how the Poleaxe actually works ... so that is something I have been working upon since becoming aware of its impact upon me in 2020.

So ... fast-forward now to the 2021 interaction between myself, AG, Ami and Randall ... which resulted in me noticing the Pluto-Sun-Saturn Poleaxe configuration in the LL Forum natal chart. ... (Pluto semisextile Sun, and both 165/quindecile Saturn).

It was my contention [ on the now-deleted page 1 of the original "forum-poleaxe" thread at http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/242782-2.html ] that ONLY Randall is able to fully weild all three elements of power in that LL Forum poleaxe ... as the owner (Pluto), administrator (Saturn) and via personal charisma/popularity (Sun).

And, from there, I had hypothesised that Randall might be wielding the forum Poleaxe heavy-handedly - if/when matters close to his heart are involved.

Hence, on that corrupted thread, I was attempting to get him to consider the POSSIBILITY that his own emotional-attachment to the principle/practice of "defending the underdog" MIGHT have resulted in him perceiving bullying/ganging-up by members (such as me) which they perceive as being an attempt to help the person.

However ... it now seems (to me) that Randall is so emotionally invested in protecting (those whom he perceives as) the underdog that there is nothing which I (or anyone else) can say to persuade him to be more mindful when considering whom is actually bullying and whom is the underdog/victim of that bullying. ... (For example, I genuinely perceive him+Ami+AG to have ganged-up on me. ... Yet, despite his stated belief that it is the perception of the "loner" which counts, he has not yet made any attempt to view this incident from my perspective at all.)

posted April 15, 2021 03:52 AM              

1. http://www.bing .com/videos/search?q=youtube+12+angry+men+first+vote&docid=607996536873112300&mid=0944D8A3E8A5254640D60944D8A3E8A5254640D6&view=detail&FORM=VIRE

This clip (from 12 Angry Men) shows 11 out of 12 jurors deciding that someone was guilty BEFORE having mindfully reflected upon the facts. ... And I believe that prejudice (rather than mindful reflection/reasoning) is also why Randall has concluded that I am the "guilty party" in the interaction between myself and AG.

2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuYhfCkRxyE

This clip (from scent of a woman) shows George being rewarded and Charlie being destroyed/expelled ... In this incident, Randall has opted to reward AG + Ami and to expel me.

I am ok with that ... but do the forum committee/members also believe that to be "the right path"?

3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM-gZintWDc

This clip (from Good Will Hunting) is about how one's beliefs about "empathy" are likely to be changed by the transit of Neptune to natal Neptune ... which does not happen before the age of 40.

posted April 15, 2021 12:38 PM            

Why would you have tried to post on the unstable thread after we established that it could cause it to vanish? I think I know why, but I thought I’d ask. Could it be that subconsciously you wanted it to vanish? Or were your motives more overtly sinister?

posted April 18, 2021 02:34 AM              

I shall state only that (imo) you, AG + Ami are psychologically co-dependant; have been so for some years before I joined the forum - and each of you is likely to to remain unable to "break free" until after experiencing the square of transit of Neptune to natal Neptune (and perhaps not before its consolidation by the trine). ... That is why I linked to the "Good Will Hunting" clip (about a kid who has not yet the faintest idea of what he is talking about.)

You have a deep-seated need to "protect the underdog", and they have a deep-seated need to be "protected" from those who refuse to allow them to continue with their inability to self-reflect. ... [Hence, on the SPITR board, Ami expresses gratitude when her "protector" condescendingly disempowers her by stating how proud he is of the "progress" she has made. ... And, may heaven help any protector that had tried to pat-on-the-head one of the "feminists" who left the LL forum as a result of the spat which happened here "before my time". ... However, no problem with that now - as they are no longer here. ]

Moreover ... with the regard to the difference between your (ego-driven) and my (soul-driven) perception of me... I can only live in hope that transit Neptune square natal Neptune will (in due course) dissolve the barriers to your current inability to separate truth from fiction/prejudice.

In the meantime, I shall remain convinced that the member you linked to at http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum34/HTML/002333-2.html was (by departing) at least saved from being further disempowered [ by becoming another individual "in need of protecting" by Randall (seated firmly on his white charger, and looking down from the mountaintop) ].

posted April 19, 2021 12:35 PM            

I actually did swoop in to protect her. I gave you a warning.

posted April 20, 2021 03:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Graham:
Hi Randall,

I shall state only that (imo) you, AG + Ami are psychologically co-dependant; have been so for some years before I joined the forum - and each of you is likely to to remain unable to "break free" until after experiencing the square of transit of Neptune to natal Neptune (and perhaps not before its consolidation by the trine). ... That is why I linked to the "Good Will Hunting" clip (about a kid who has not yet the faintest idea of what he is talking about.)

You have a deep-seated need to "protect the underdog", and they have a deep-seated need to be "protected" from those who refuse to allow them to continue with their inability to self-reflect. ... [Hence, on the SPITR board, Ami expresses gratitude when her "protector" condescendingly disempowers her by stating how proud he is of the "progress" she has made. ... And, may heaven help any protector that had tried to pat-on-the-head one of the "feminists" who left the LL forum as a result of the spat which happened here "before my time". ... However, no problem with that now - as they are no longer here. ]

Moreover ... with the regard to the difference between your (ego-driven) and my (soul-driven) perception of me... I can only live in hope that transit Neptune square natal Neptune will (in due course) dissolve the barriers to your current inability to separate truth from fiction/prejudice.

In the meantime, I shall remain convinced that the member you linked to at http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum34/HTML/002333-2.html was (by departing) at least saved from being further disempowered [ by becoming another individual "in need of protecting" by Randall (seated firmly on his white charger, and looking down from the mountaintop) ].

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posted April 21, 2021 09:00 AM              

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Originally posted by Randall:
Don't give up your day job.

I actually did swoop in to protect her. I gave you a warning.

You harassed that person after she asked you to stop, literally forcing your "advice" on her. I posted it merely to confirm that you do what I claimed you do, and you are a repeat offender. Using Astrology as a weapon is unethical. Instead of trying to learn from some self-reflection and introspection, you just hurl more nonsense. How about you realize that when someone asks you to leave them alone, you do so? It's not rocket science. It's just good manners and being respectful.

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Those who MINDFULLY read my comments on that thread will see that I was trying to warn her that (unless she changed her behaviour) she would lose her job.

Your protective-swooping convinced her that I was wrong. ... And, she later stated on another thread that she had indeed lost her job.

You got it wrong. ... I pointed out at the time that you had got it got it wrong. ... So, she lost her job - because your stubbornness, and egotistical/Moon "empathy" with her made you too blind to see the (Neptune) truth.

Don't worry though ... you will understand all of this in the fullness of time ... when the (Will Hunting) boy finally becomes a man.

posted April 21, 2021 09:07 AM              

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Originally posted by Randall:
Regarding your comment about my ego-driven perception versus your soul-driven perception, if you have to brag about being enlightened, you most assuredly are not.

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Again ... those who are MINDFULLY reading these interactions between the two of us will see that I am not bragging about being enlightened. ... I am pointing out to others that YOU "most assuredly are not".

posted April 21, 2021 09:25 AM              

I see from data posted on the LL Forum by AG that he has natal Saturn at 28Capricorn47 ... which is trine the (28Taurus46) Saturn apex of the LL Forum's Poleaxe configuration - that opposes my own natal Sun(at 27Scorpio41).

BUT ... am I correct in assuming that your natal Sun might be exactly conjunct AG's natal Saturn?*

[ *NOTE : If that assumption is correct, how do you think those aspects (involving AG, myself, Capricorn-Sun-Randall and Taurus-Forum-Administrator-Randall) might play out in our interactions on the LL Forum? ... And what would be your astrological reasoning for arriving at that conclusion?]
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posted April 21, 2021 03:22 PM            

You don't have to tell me what has happened in order to understand. I know, because I have been reading. And even if I hadn't, I would still understand and I would still tell you the same thing. That whenever I think of you, I want to think of you as a wise and respectable man. A gentleman.

posted April 22, 2021 11:47 AM              

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Graham...What are you doing?...You are driving yourself to a dead end. And the only person you will find there is yourself. There is not going to be anyone else there. Turn around right now and take the other path. The one that Graham is welcomed by the people he meets in his path, because Graham knows that at the end of the day what really matters and what made him happy was the love he gave to the people around him, right?

You don't have to tell me what has happened in order to understand. I know, because I have been reading. And even if I hadn't, I would still understand and I would still tell you the same thing. That whenever I think of you, I want to think of you as a wise and respectable man. A gentleman.

Now, please stop telling such things to Randall, turn around and walk the path that is full of light and full of people that are waiting to see you there.

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What really matters to me is ascertaining "the truth, nothing but the truth and the WHOLE truth".

However, I believe the truth should now be clear to anyone who MINDFULLY reflects upon the events. ... Hence, my focus is upon learning from the current activation of the Forum Poleaxe (by transit Saturn+Uranus) - from which I am being frustratingly distracted by Randall's defensiveness of decisions which he failed to make mindfully, but no longer matter to me. ... Hence, I am not the one who is refusing to "let sleeping dogs lie".

What is done is done - and cannot be undone. ... BUT, there is still a lot that can be learned from objectively-and-mindfully reflecting upon the heavy-handed wielding of the Sun-Pluto-Saturn poleaxe by the Forum Administrator (who happens to be Randall).
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For the information of all those whom perceive me as attacking Randall, rather than attempting to help him ... my own perception is outlined below :-

1. Randall is a competent and accomplished Law Student, whose stated (and very laudable) aim is to use his expertise to fight for the underdogs of society.

2. Some 7 years ago, an incident on the LL Forum provided him with an opportunity to reflect mindfully upon the difference between underdogs/"scapegoats" and "victims"/those who are the architects of their own apparent misfortune.

3. In my opinion. he missed that astrological opportunity to learn. ... So, a similar event (involving myself) was created by the planets to provide him with another opportunity to learn whatever that lesson of 7 years ago was/is. ... And, I believe that his lack of mindful reflection on the current incident will result in him missing the soul-intended lesson again.

4. Hence ... my concern is that - if the lesson is not learned by the time of his transit Neptune square (or trine) natal Neptune - an event will happen at that time which destroys his dream of protecting the underdogs of society. ... (Or, it might come at the transit Uranus opposition to natal Uranus.)

5. I do not know what the planets are impelling him to learn, and my ham-fisted efforts here may be hindering rather than helping him to make the intellectual effort required to learn it ... BUT, I DO KNOW that my soul-intention is to help rather than to attack.

posted April 22, 2021 01:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
... Graham ...
Now, please stop telling such things to Randall, turn around and walk the path that is full of light and full of people that are waiting to see you there.

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Eternal Energy {{{ }}}
Sending you a warm and stilling Peace...
Gentleness... for your Soul.

I grew up around men and boys (very little female companion-influence in my life). And I was the oldest child/sister to 3 rambunctious younger brothers. You know what?, gently, right now this is kind of ~'guy' thing, EE. Allow them to work it out.

I perceive that this could lead to some Healing that's going on in Graham's life, and simultaneously, good-exercise for a man and student walking towards the path of law.

Usually,
arguments are 'not' about the apparent surface-reasons-- dynamics can go much deeper.

posted April 22, 2021 03:44 PM            

I didn't think about it...I just wanted this to stop. And that's why I stepped in.

Of course. I shall make sure that I detach myself. And stay better in my heart.