posted June 27, 2009 01:00 AM            

Is this astrological in some way?

8th ruler Mercury opposes Moon.

Long time time to wait...not like that has ever been a problem.

posted June 27, 2009 02:25 AM            

Now I am older, I do.

This is quite a breakthrough as on my natal chart I have Mars in Aqua Square Venus in Taurus. What does that mean? Well, it means let loose without societal control who knows what I would get up to - I am not wired the same way as the Earth Mars people on here with their quality control.

But as it is I was married young to someone with Virgo Rising and Leo Mars. This is all about quality, he is a man of high standards in many ways. His Sun/Saturn on my Mars is also a containment I need to channel the Venus/Mars energies. The stone sharpening the sword.

posted June 27, 2009 02:37 AM            

Yeah...it wasn't funny at the time. I actually cried. of course,now I see it as very funny.

it was also in a preschool ran by nuns too.

hahahaha

posted June 27, 2009 02:42 AM            

thank you very much for the knight story and your overall kind words.

Of course, I was always into knights. It makes me wonder if I used to be one in a pastlife. my Mars-Neptune seems to fit with my interest in knights. Maybe my Pisces Moon conjunct Mars in Aquarius too.

hugs

posted June 27, 2009 03:44 AM            

ARIES sun
mars retro in skorpio
venus in taurus

i know im an Xtreme b!**h

in the younger years sex was like a hamburger wtf i m in the mood for it

but now.. i became super selective and the requirement is... has to be the Connection man. the total package. if the man i love is not available i rather go w/out

posted June 27, 2009 08:43 AM            

In my younger years I worked as a prostitute for a while (yes, I feel ashamed/ I guess my sun in 12 and retro-mars are in the head responsible
I even became later on in my life an A-sexual being triggered by all those emptiness in sexual intercourse.

Although I know right now what I really want to feel, it seems that it's still a rare thing to find this beauty...

Aqua-mars in 6th

posted June 27, 2009 03:07 PM            

It wasn't until I started dating others that I realized how difficult it was for me to actually be truly sexually attracted to someone. It does seem that my Eros needs to be directly stimulated for sex to be something I really DESIRE from another. I've had great, healthy sexual relationships without a strong Eros aspect, but it wasn't the same caliber of desire at all.

posted June 28, 2009 08:51 AM            

"However, though i appear to be an 18 year-old version of Dr. Ruth, i have actually never had sex before. In fact, i've never gotten past, what? Second base? Is that what they call it?.. Anywho, i contribute that not to lack of potential partners, but sex is an emotional connection- a spiritual connection, almost- in my eyes. I cannot make that sort of bond with just anyone."

I can relate very much. At 22 years of age I still have not got to that stage with anyone yet. Some people find it strange or wonder how I have stayed like that. But for me it has to be with someone who i'm connected with in all ways not just anyone for the sake of it.

posted June 28, 2009 12:42 PM            

Mind posting your chart? We could look for similarities between us which would ellude to our "picky" feelings.

posted June 28, 2009 01:20 PM            

We have quite a few similarities in the Planets that are aspected to one another. The aspects themselves may be different (square, trine, etc) but the planets they touch are similar. Not so much the houses though... though i do see your Venus/Saturn conjunction in the 8th, which i think makes sense to this topic.

posted June 28, 2009 02:04 PM            

Also I recommend this book "The Hades Moon" by Judy Hall. This is a good read for anyone with strong/hard aspects between Moon and Pluto.

posted June 28, 2009 02:12 PM            

That book sounds like something i should pick up- does it just deal with Moon/Pluto? Or all things Moon?