posted August 10, 2009 03:25 AM
I want to defend and explain myself for the very last time. If nobody understands, ah well......I tried. I feel like I am being misunderstood.
the following is from Jacob Schwartz's asteroid http://www.astrosoftware.com/AsteroidSignatures.htm
"You'll discover an awesome level of personal connection between asteroid names important to you and important dates in your life when those names connected."
That's the thing. It's about if an asteroid has importance and meaning in your life. There is no telling what asteroids are like that. Just because they have importance and meaning in your life doesn't necessarily mean that they will be important and have meaning in other's lives. Just because a certain asteroid is named after a place,person doesn't mean that it can't have a personal meaning in your life. I found certain asteroids are important and meaningful in my life and showed strong themes in my life and events happen during transits involving those asteroids. Some of asteroids could be seen as controversial because of certain concepts they might be connected to that might offend others that are connected to the names of these asteroids. There is relativity when it comes to asteroids. The asteroid in a person's chart might be their nationality,birthplace,or heritage but for others it might be dealing with certain views,events connected to concepts with some of them might be controversial. It's not your fault that you relate strongly to this asteroid in a different way compared to others. That's the same with planets in astrology. We relate to certain planetary aspects differently. Not everybody with hard Neptune aspects are drug addicts nor psychotics. Not everybody with hard Pluto aspects are obsessive powertrippers. It's all relative. Everything in Astrology is relative.
the view of looking at an astrology chart is relative
because there are so many ways to look at chart because there are more than one coordinate
for example
ecliptic longitude
ecliptic latitude
equatorial longitude aka Right Ascension
equatorial latitude aka Declination
horizon coordinates
declination longitude equivalent
there is geocentric
there is heliocentric
there is barycentric
Niger is an asteroid that has deep meaning in my life. It's very personal to me. It's a strong theme in my life
Like I said before...just because an asteroid has a certain meaning in one's life doesn't mean that it has that same meaning in another's life. Just because a certain asteroid is named after a certain place,person,thing doesn't mean that it can't have personal meaning of another way in a person's life.
My Niger is in 13'47 Scorpio in 3rd
sextile my Ascendant in 13'27 Virgo
squares my Vertex in 14'48 Aquarius/Leo in 5th and 11th houses
I also check the geocentric and heliocentric Niger Nodes
asteroid nodes too....they are astronomically relevant, and so they are astrologically relevant.
astronomers record the nodes of objects other than the moon
if it wasn't for astronomers,we wouldn't be able to calculate these asteroids and use them in Astrology
that's the same for the outerplanets,kuiper transneptunians,centaurs,and deep space objects
Therefore,astronomy greatly factors into our Astrology
geocentric asteroid nodes move quickly
they return to their positions in about a year.
they relate to personal matters/karma
heliocentric asteroid nodes move up to 1 degree per century.
they relate to collective matters/karma
Roy MacKinnon's take on asteroid nodes http://www.bsa.bristolastrology.net/asteroid_nodes.html
My geocentric North Niger Node is in 16'19 Scorpio in 3rd house
My geocentric South Niger Node is in 27'32 Taurus in 9th house
My heliocentric Niger Nodes in 19'32 Scorpio/Taurus in 3rd and 9th houses
conjunct/oppose my 1st/10th house ruler Mercury in 18'21 Scorpio in 3rd
The asteroid, Niger figured prominently in my life as a person who is part black that was called "nigger" numerous times.
Niger in Scorpio indicates that being called the "nigger" created intense,emotional reaction in me, and it did. Being called that racial slur always creates intense,emotional reaction in me.
3rd house is early education and the neighborhood as well as communications
I was first called the n'word on my 9th birthday by a girl that lived in the same apartment complex as me. She was the same age as me. She and I went to the same school.
I was also called "nigger" by a boy that lived right under me in the apartment complex.
In 7th grade, I was called a "nigger"
in 9th grade, I was called a "nigger" and I was treated like one...things like being told that I have naps,nappyheaded, and other things....it made me kinda ashamed of my looks a part black person...I wanted that "good" hair and not the frizzy hair. I didn't want my nose to be so big. I didn't like being so dark. Heck...I thought "If only I was like my mother"
I also got touchy when people told me that I didn't look like my mom because I looked too black to be her son.
I was called "nigger" in online chatrooms in the 2000's....the latest was 2004 by a white man from Florida in yahoo astrology chatroom. I had confronted him because he was calling arabs in the chatroom "sandniggers", and I felt that was wrong. I couldn't stand bigotry against arabs. There was a lot of prejudiced attitudes against arabs in the chatroom.
Niger sextile my Ascendant indicates that my black ancestry is evident in me, and so that leads to some people calling me "nigger"
also...some blacks that can tell that I am black might call me "nigga" as some type of brotherhood thing even though I don't like that. That's happened to me more than once,and I don't like it. There was even a white guy that was into black culture that called me "nigga" and I didn't like that either.
Niger square Vertex/Antivertex can mean fated meetings with others that called me "nigger"
the 5th and 11th house is involved....so children and friend's could be called that. I had black friends that were called that. I could have children that are called that.
I had a hunch that Niger was in significant transits to my chart when I was called a "nigger" for the very first time which happened on my 9th birthday. My hunch was accurate.
here was a post that I did in 2007 on Eris in regards to being called the n'word for the very first time:
I remember the first time that I was called "nigger". It was on my birthday,and so that made it easier to remember. I got into an argument with a blue eyed blonde girl who lived in the same apartments and attended the same school as me. She called me "nigger". I was in shock,and I asked her what did she call me. She called me "nigger". I walked away very hurt. I was only 9 years old.That event was like the reality check of what it's like being black. It even kinda made me ashamed of being black and made me wish that I was white like my mother. They see that I have brown skin and frizzy hair with other Black features,and they can see that I am "Black"
I checked Eris
I also checked the asteroids, 11207 Black,1193 Africa,6391 Africano,8766 Niger for Blacks/African Americans
The time when I was first called "nigger"
October 29, 1980
4:00 PM
Sacramento,California
birthdata October 29, 1971
3:20 AM
San Francisco, California
Transiting Eris in 14'26 Aries Retrograde in my 8th
Secondary Progressed Sun in 14'21 Scorpio in my 3rd
Transiting Africano in 14'18 Gemini Retrograde in my 10th
Natal Ascendant in 13'27 Virgo
Natal Niger in 13'47 Scorpio in my 3rd
Transiting Mars in 12'48 Sagittarius in my 4th
Natal Africano in 12'38 Aries Retrograde in my 8th Retrograde
Natal Eris in 12'15 Aries Retrograde Aries in my 8th
Secondary Progressed Mars in 0'29 Pisces in my 6th
Transiting Jupiter in 0'30 Libra in my 1st
Natal Pluto in 0'51 Libra in my 1st
Transiting Niger in 1'37 Virgo in my 12th
Secondary Progressed Mercury in 1'39 Sagittarius in my 3rd
Natal Neptune in 1'48 Sagittarius in my 3rd
Secondary Progessed Venus in 3'00 Sagittarius in my 3rd
Natal Moon in 3'11 Pisces in my 6th
Transiting Saturn in 4'38 Libra in my 1st
Natal Sun in 5'20 Scorpio in my 2nd/3rd
Natal Heliocentric Eris Nodes in 5'30 Taurus/Scorpio in 8th/9th and 2nd/3rd houses
Transiting Africa in 19'37 Taurus Retrograde in my 9th
Secondary Progressed Midheaven in 19'29 Gemini
Natal Mercury in 18'21 Scorpio in my 3rd
Natal heliocentric Niger Nodes in 19'32 Scorpio/Taurus in 3rd and 9th houses
Transiting Uranus in 24'41 Scorpio in my 3rd
Transiting Ceres in 25'04 Cancer in my 11th
Natal Mars in 25'54 Aquarius in my 6th
Solar Arc Mercury in 27'21 Scorpio in my 3rd
Natal Black in 27'40 Aquarius in my 6th
8th harmonic aspects (semisquare,sesquiquadrate used in Cosmobiology)
Solar Arc Mercury sesquiquadrate Natal Eris in my 8th - '06 Separating
Solar Arc Mercury sesquiquadrate Natal Africano in my 8th - '17 Applying
Transiting Venus semisquare Natal Niger in my 3rd - '41 Separating
Solar Arc Mercury = Natal Black,Eris,and Africano
(8th harmonic configuration)
My Solar Return:
Eris in 14'27 Aries Retrograde in 5th
Africano in 14'26 Gemini Retrograde in 8th
Midheaven in 14'59 Leo (conjunct my antivertex exact)
Africa in 19'56 Taurus in 7th
Mercury in 17'43 Scorpio Retrograde in 1st
Black in 22'42 Virgo in 11th
Pluto in 22'14 Libra in 12th
Neptune in 20'46 in Sagittarius in 2nd
Declinations:
Jupiter 0'55 North
Black 0'24 South
Saturn 0'09 North
(on equator) objects on the equator are strong energies
the positions of the asteroids and asteroid node placements
can be calculated here http://www.true-node.com/pos/
so I have used the asteroid,Niger to look at race relations events in regards to Blacks....especially ones that have to do with racism. Like I said before, there was a grand trine of Mercury,Uranus and Niger when Michael Richards was on a racist rant, calling black men that heckled him on stage, "nigger". Both Mercury and Uranus were stationary at that time too.
Mu'Min Bey's sociological astrology focusing on race relations matters in regards to blacks inspired my interest in sociological astrology. He is like the only black astrologer that even does that. I do think that these things are relevant to look at in Astrology, but these things can be too sensitive to some people. I feel that many white astrologers can get put off with astrology related to race relations matters including things on racism,black rights. Heck..there even were people that tried to make me out to be an angry black man just for posting sociological astrology in regards to Eris. Also my exgf who is white was also annoyed because of my sociological astrology in regards to Eris too. This is the same person that pointed out to me later on that black men got the vote before women did. After Reverend Wright fiasco, she said that Obama can't run USA because he's too biased like he is only going to help black people out. That stuff really made me uneasy.
I didn't see what the big deal was about my sociological astrology posts. I was just doing astrological research and researching Eris in regards to civil rights stuff and minorities.
I extended my sociological astrology to Asteroid Sociological Astrology with the use of the ethnic asteroids to look at sociological matters. They work in my chart and the charts of relatives and friends. They have worked in events that I looked at. Therefore, I use them regularly now.
that's all I am going to say.
Peace.
Raymond
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“It is absolutely the perfect name,” Dr. Brown said, given the continuing discord among astronomers and the public over whether Pluto should have retained its planetary status.
In mythology, Eris ignited discord that led to the Trojan War.
“She causes strife by causing arguments among men, by making them think their opinions are right and everyone else’s is wrong,” Dr. Brown said. “It really is just perfect.”
http://www.nytimes.com/2006/09/15/science/space/15xena.html?_r=1