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posted April 08, 2010 01:08 PM            

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Just starting this transit, not even exact yet...already had my biggest secrets suddenly expose...intense desire for secret communications a fighting point in my marriage...power struggle in marriage over secrets and who I can talk to (*ahem* and how)...began studying NLP (neuro linguistics) hoping to have a positive outlet for this transit.

BUT IT'S STILL A FEW DEGREES FROM EXACT! How in the world will I get through it once the storm really hits? I can hardly believe how strong will, obstinate and self destructive I'm behaving!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? (I've only hit the tip of the iceberg so far~YEECH*)

I'm considering duct taping my mouth for the next year or so....God gave people 1 *sshole, what makes me think I have the right to rip people another one??! I'm normally such a meek mouthed creature! Who flipped my switch??

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posted April 08, 2010 01:08 PM            

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I feel so sorry for me...*blah*

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posted April 08, 2010 01:10 PM            

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...this is the kind of creepy self communication I'm into lately. I can carry whole conversations with myself. It's like the communication channel just doesn't want to turn off........*grabs hair, running into dark tunnel*

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posted April 08, 2010 01:25 PM            

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It's about 3-4 degrees away from my mercury. It has been ok. I may just be used to pluto's energy after it conjuncted my mars, jup, nep, moon, and venus (!!). Or it just isn't close enough.

I find it has been changing how I handle myself -- I am more plodding. I get off on stress now too -- I actually revel in the challenge of it all and I don't (usually) feel stress in a bad way. haha.

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posted April 08, 2010 01:33 PM            

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It was 3 degrees away from Opposing my Mercury. I'm curious and freaked out as to what it might mean. Natally I have mercury trine pluto so I'm not used to the harsher energy.

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posted April 08, 2010 01:38 PM            

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I'm pretty used to pluto's energy too. I have it in my 1st house *puffs up with ridiculous pride*....*grin*
BUT!! it is opposite saturn and that keeps a nice rein on it, I keep my pluto hidden and to myself. Most don't suspect how truly plutonian I am. NOW it's like BOOM! Pluto doesn't want to be kept secret any more and I'm having to own up to my pluto stuff. WHICH I DON'T WANT TO. Kicker is... I'm so willful that I will own it if comes down to it. But um...it ain't gonna be pretty for the other folks in my life~ *sigh*

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posted April 08, 2010 01:42 PM            

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ps...and mercury rules my virgo rising sign. (I have taken back to going to the gym, wanting to muscle up the power I feel. Have it show physically. I'm athletic built and always disliked it. Now I'm going to actually exaggerate it because I feel it. If someone tells me I look butch...((my fear)).. I may just have to beat them up *giggle*)

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posted April 08, 2010 01:43 PM            

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Hi Good Girl, long time no see

I have Pluto conjunct Mercury in my natal, and I would say this aspect is very good at verbally wounding others (at its worst). At its best it's going to make you look at things deeply, and not be scared of looking at the darker stuff within.
I ALSO have t Pluto squaring my natal Mercury right now, so it is like accentuating it.

I don't know why this aspect is considered negative. I mean, I can see why, kind of. It is good in that, if you have a focus or a passion, all that Plutonian energy is going to be channeled into it obsessively so that you will master this passion. If you don't have a passion or an interest, it will start to chew away at your mind and make you feel like a crazy person. So find something to channel it into.
Find something, latch on to it, and put your whole being into it.
As someone with this natal aspect, I can assure you it is NOT a bad thing!!!!

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posted April 08, 2010 01:44 PM            

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PS - I also studied NLP, years ago
Be careful with it. Especially with a Pluto transit like this one.

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posted April 08, 2010 01:52 PM            

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Hi MVM! Yes, long time!

Yes, I need an outlet for passion...and I have developed a passion for writing. I'm going to try and give it direction (yeech~ that word left a bad taste in my mouth).

I actually love that I have the opportunity with this aspect to experience it through my mercury. Exactly where I need focus! (still, it's been a bit rough so far...)

NLP~ loving it so far!!

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posted April 08, 2010 01:59 PM            

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I am very plutonian but I never knew it.

When I had that looong pluto transit it brought it out in me and I couldn't handle it at all. It activated all my natal plutonian-ness, so I guess now I am the owner of all that, so it's easier. If you haven't embraced all the pluto in your natal, you will have a hard time, like you are now.

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posted April 08, 2010 02:07 PM            

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Good Girl - writing is EXCELLENT for Pluto transits!
With my Pluto/Mercury conjunction I managed to write a book and publish it. I thank Pluto for that remarkable feat. I also have to thank Saturn because although it squares my Mercury, it gave me incredible concentrating powers which I never knew I had. And of course my Taurus Mars which sticks stubbornly to whatever it chooses (once it gets going) and just will keep going in the face of all odds.

I would suggest keeping a journal as well, and just doing automatic writing. Let the stuff flow right out of you. Pluto with Mercury is going to be like some kind of mental/emotional roto-rooter. It's got phenomenal powers in that regard. And while a lot of the stuff you might write now may at times seem horrible or just creepy or whatever, it's really black gold.

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posted April 08, 2010 02:37 PM            

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hello good girl. just passing by, and while watching a chinese epic and drinking some wine. seeing u fills me with joy!
not drunk, truly

good luck

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posted April 09, 2010 09:03 PM            

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thank you Pire! Your kind words made my day!

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posted February 25, 2018 08:22 AM            

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Bumped an old post.

Ayone else going through this?

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