posted November 13, 2010 01:22 PM            

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I think Nessus/Deja aspects are TNT.
They are so deeply gut wrenching, gut involving.
They are the stuff of which romances/ tragedies/ great passions are made of, I think.
That and Pluto

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posted February 14, 2011 06:24 PM            

Deja is 29 Capricorn retrograde in my 4th house with no aspects that I can see.

However my sun (12 Gemini) is conjunct Nessus (13 Gemini) in my 9th house. Eek.

I have a history of totally bizarre childhood abuse from my mother (she was/is psychotic, poor soul) and have been in therapy for some years because of it. However, I am getting there - in fact, more than one psychologist has told me I must be exceptionally mentally stable otherwise I would have ended up in a loony bin *cough* mental hospital by now. My Dad was kind of there but not there - he did not intervene, and I realise now that it would only have gotten even worse if he had.

I don't think I have any violent or criminal tendencies myself at all.

posted February 14, 2011 07:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Dear Alderica
Come on my Nessus thread

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posted February 15, 2011 01:12 AM            

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Originally posted by specialistangel:
Aldercia and Ami Anne, LOVE the quote btw, do you want people to think you're cute?

I also think that girl is cute.

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posted February 15, 2011 01:58 AM            

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Originally posted by specialistangel:
Totally, you're cute only when it's necessary and follows the set pattern. Best plan ever

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posted May 02, 2011 09:52 PM            

maybe i can make an example out of the synastry i share with guy to whom i lost my virginity. fated, strange. my amor is exactly conjunct his sun.. we share the same birthday. i don't have his time of birth, but i did our synastry charts with relevant asteroids regardless.

this is a person who choked me with intent to murder. i laughed as it happened. he convinced me i was a sociopath. i forgave him immediately, and even apologized for antagonizing him to the point- don't ask me what i did, though! haha

it's convoluted, that's for ******* sure. this person has haunted me for years, sometimes literally. i have not been able to have a relationship since we were together last (met in '08, reunited in '10) there was a guy i was totally into in every way, until we got into bed. all i could think was "you're not him" you know??

he called me in '09, of all people, when he was having a crisis. being with him was dizzymaking, at times i felt uber content and comfortable.. i'm talking percepted soul-mate vibage- which he reciprocated on several levels. other times i felt totally unsure of myself, insecure, vulnerable, and shame here and there.

without a doubt, there're a hell of a lot more instances i could give to help illustrate. how about: on our recent birthday i drove to his house and gave him 67 four leaf clovers(yes, i found them all) and a drawing of bob dylan. we hugged, you know, crazy tangible energy, fought the urge to kiss... dud. he texted me after i left and it eventually turned into him telling me i would "beg for anal if i wanted it to be a beginning"

allow me to quote him-
"i've gotten good at using people and lying and still managing to make them feel like it was them that is ****** up"
circa Jan 2009 (appx five months following our initial clash) after our last words [[which involved him telling me via text he was going to commit suicide because of how terribly ****** guilty i made him feel- me sending the cops to his house when he didn't call and assure me he wouldn't do it- culminating two hours later with him texting to say if i ever contacted him again he'd get a restraining order against me]] I CAN CERTAINLY VOUCH FOR HIM ON THAT ONE!!

i am totally certain our relationship is karmic, and that we will continue meeting in future lives (our composite true node is conjunct the AC) so that he may rectify his actions, so to speak. i forgive him completely, of course. in my opinion, unrequited love is only foolish, esp. directed toward someone who makes such a heinous gesture against you. but i love him unconditionally. why? because he exists. i don't know... :/

listen to tom waits' "grapefruit moon" and you'll get a pretty good feel for where i am about all this NOW.

SO LET'S LOOK AT THE CHARTS UNDER THAT LIGHT, SHALL WE?? if anyone thinks some other asteroids should be added, tell me. any myths in which dude/god/deity/male chokes lady/goddess/muse/female for nearly knocking over his hookah when she was tipsy?

posted May 06, 2011 10:37 AM            

Nessus and Vertex are the only things in my house 7 out of all those asteroids and planets.

If we count less than 2 degree orb,

Nessus is square my Ceres
square my saturn

What could all this mean? Is is bad to have Nessus in house 7?

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Dejanira is in Scorpio, house 9

less than 2 degree orb
conjunct my pluto
trine my pallas

posted May 06, 2011 02:43 PM            

My Nessus is in libra in 7th house..
İt conjuncts My Ceres!!!
Does that mean i get nurtered by abusing:S haha
this explain why i love fights in relationships...
İt sextiles My Jupiter..

what does it mean? thx.

My dejaainira is in aquariaus and in 12 house, opposites my Jupiter, squares My PLuto in 8 in scorpio
İt trines my Nessus....

posted May 09, 2011 12:13 AM            

conjunct your ascendant
conjunct your jupiter
sextile your uranus
trine your neptune
sextile your pluto
trine your chiron

and their dejanira is
sextile your ascendant
sextile your jupiter
conjunct your uranus (at 0)
sextile your neptune
conjunct your pluto
opposite your chiron (DW - my dejanira is conjunct his chiron)?

posted June 04, 2011 03:48 AM            

His Nessus exactly conjunct my Mars (in Cancer in the 9th house)

His Sun exactly conjunct my Dejanira (in Gemini 8th house)