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Topic: Distrustful and suspicious
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scrappydog Knowflake Posts: 430 From: Texas Registered: May 2009
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posted December 31, 2010 04:04 PM
I hate to admit it, but I am a Very, very distrustful person. I am suspicious and paranoid of everyone and their motives and I always think people are lying to me. Now while I am good at ferreting out a rat and not being a victim of others deceit or schemes I still think these qualities do more harm than good for me personally. I take it overboard. Waay overboard, I sometimes think the people nearest and dearest to me are lying or doing something behind my back when they are not, I make outrageous accusations just to find out they were completely unfounded and the person was telling the truth the whole time. I hurt people and make myself crazy. Not to mention I make myself sometimes look like an idiot, lol. Now astrologically I think this can be shown by a strong pluto/scorpio influence. Also saturn can be very distrustful especially when in adverse aspect to the moon, which i have. I also have sun conj pluto and mercury conj uranus in scorpio on the desc. I think merc in scorp probably contributes to this the Most though. Sorry for the rant, but I was wondering if there are any other crazy lindalander's with this behavior and how they think their chart may contribute...Peace!IP: Logged |
VenusDiSirius Knowflake Posts: 287 From: Praha Registered: Aug 2010
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posted December 31, 2010 04:45 PM
Mercury in scorpio has that,to me delightful,tendency to put a question mark after every sentence and,of course,digging in for motives all that is emphasized by uranus conjunction making it a talent,giving it completely different dimension why don't u just use,make some huge money and establish some CIA type organization? generally,i'd say strong cappy... Has this astro potential been backed and developed to maximum by some unpleasant life experience? Have u been hurt? Trust issues...IP: Logged |
Lonake Knowflake Posts: 2829 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 01, 2011 12:16 AM
You're right, Saturn = suspicionIP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Knowflake Posts: 47 From: France Registered: Dec 2010
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posted January 01, 2011 10:24 AM
I am the same. Scorpio Mercury conjunct Sun, and a Mars-Pluto conjunction widely conjuncting my descendant at 3° Sag. I am also very Saturnian, and I too have a Moon/Saturn aspect. According to the Walter Pullen chart delineation, Mercury, Saturn and Pluto are my 3 most prominent planets. My mum has a Mercury-Pluto conjunction in Virgo and she can be very suspicious and distrustful.IP: Logged |
maira Knowflake Posts: 149 From: Registered: Jun 2009
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posted January 01, 2011 11:43 AM
Me too! Saturn on the asc from the 12th, Pluto in the first, opposed to all my personal planets. I also feel that my Moon in 8 has a need for not sharing.IP: Logged |
lechien Knowflake Posts: 611 From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat! Registered: May 2009
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posted January 01, 2011 05:37 PM
i think the transit really messed me up in that area. Saturn is conjunct my Pluto at the moment, it had been squaring my Capricorn Mercury. Transit Pluto is heavily sitting on my Mercury too, just finally started passing over.i used to be the most naive, trusting, nice, giving, people-loving person anyone had ever met… i went through a series of experiences that truly made me distrust others. i don't want to meet new people because i developed a fear they will turn out to be the kind of people who will just take advantage of me. i don't want to have guests in my house because i think they will steal or break my belongings. currently, i have no social life and i'm glad (!). unimaginable! i NEVER thought i could turn into a person like this! but i want to blame it to the transits and just hope that i learned a lesson but go back to being normal again… i better! i feel like Scrooge.  IP: Logged |
scrappydog Knowflake Posts: 430 From: Texas Registered: May 2009
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posted January 03, 2011 02:30 PM
Venus, yes i've been hurt and I seem to be a magnet for liars and scoundrals of all sorts. I'm always getting decieved or stolen from it seems, but I think the suspicious character started before that in childhood though, so I don't know if these experiences account for that..IP: Logged |
lechien Knowflake Posts: 611 From: my 30 cubic square meter room with a rat! Registered: May 2009
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posted January 03, 2011 04:03 PM
Scrappy, what Natal aspects do you think attract people like that to you? my mother and aunt had on occasions told me that i have a nature to attract scums & losers who try to use me... (yikes).IP: Logged |