posted June 25, 2012 10:54 PM            

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Originally posted by Pennylane:
0_0 unvelieveably accurate. So dead on. Thank you so much, you are awesome

As much as i *HATE* to admit it im constantly worrying about what people are thinking about me. Lately ive been feeling more comfortable with being myself, as in, if i want to wear something or go for spmething, i do. What i struggle with the most is having conversations with people who i dont know very well. I hold back making a joke or making a comment i would make with people who know me and who i feel comforable with, for fear of looking stupid. Its like im almost searching for the "right" thing to say/ way to act instead of just relaxing. As a result im pretty aloof and probably come across as snobby or unapproachable which i hate being perceived that way. I just wish that i could not be afraid to be me and just not want to be a people pleaser all the time. Also im a waitress so when someone is rude to me i take it very very personally and it gets to me more than it does to my coworkers.

Also youre very right about the creative thing. Im an aspiring actress. But more than anything i love music. Its almost like i get a high off a really good song and i literally listen to it hundreds upon hundreds of time.

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The hard aspects to the ASC are the roots of your struggles. You can't really help it. I find that just accepting our hard placements helps a lot. They are kind of hard wired. I have Mars in the Fall in cancer. I stuff my emotions into my stomach. Assertion is hard. I am accepting it and JUST that, helps.

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posted June 26, 2012 08:14 AM            

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posted June 28, 2012 08:43 AM            

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posted June 28, 2012 12:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Earthbowl:
I'm really excited!!!

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Awww, you are so dear
I just got here and will give it my best effort!

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posted June 28, 2012 12:59 PM            

When one meets you, you may seem mysterious. You may hold back, if you are in a new situation, such as a party. You would not be jumping into the middle of the group, telling stories or dancing with the lampshade on your head lol

Inside, you are a solid and stable kind of person. You may like working with your hands and doing things that involve using the elements of the earth which which to make things such as gardening or carpentry etc.

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posted June 28, 2012 01:02 PM            

For Earth(son)
Moon: Leo
Mercury: Taurus
Venus: Cancer
Mars: Cancer
Jupiter: Leo
Saturn: Aquarius
Uranus: Capricorn
Neptune: Capricorn
Pluto: Scorpio

AS opposed to your secretive exterior, you are NOT like this, inside. Inside, you are warm,generous and even childlike with a kind of innocence, which is very beautiful and precious( and rare)

You love home and comfy things. You don't need a fancy home. You just want it to be yours with your own things.

You may struggle with expressing anger as well as any drive. You may put your emotions into your stomach as they may overwhelm you and you may be afraid of direct expression of them. You may fear people's anger to you.

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posted June 28, 2012 01:03 PM            

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posted June 28, 2012 08:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
In what house is your Chiron?

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If I am reading my natal chart right, this is what I got:

Chiron Cancer 24.32

posted June 28, 2012 08:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Earthbowl:
If I am reading my natal chart right, this is what I got:

Chiron Cancer 24.32

I'm new to all this so I have a hard time reading deep into my charts. Although, your reading was quite accurate. I often have relationship struggles because I crawl into my shell a lot and don't express anything, as well as having some anger issues.. lol.

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No, Baby, which of the 12 Houses holds Chiron? There are 12 pieces of pie, on the wheel, so to speak lol

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posted June 29, 2012 08:31 AM            

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posted June 29, 2012 01:01 PM            

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posted June 29, 2012 02:59 PM            

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posted June 29, 2012 08:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

No, Baby, which of the 12 Houses holds Chiron? There are 12 pieces of pie, on the wheel, so to speak lol

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Ohh ok I see, my Chiron is in 9th house

posted June 29, 2012 08:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Archylas:
Lol I'm female XD I wonder if this is important though? Hehe.

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yes, the Aries Venus needs a gender to figure it out imo

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posted June 30, 2012 09:48 AM            

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posted June 30, 2012 10:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Earthbowl:
Ohh ok I see, my Chiron is in 9th house

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posted June 30, 2012 10:34 PM            

Way down deep, you are tender and love family and being part of a family.
You may not have had your dreams for a wonderful family met, as you may have had a lot of pain in your early home ,perhaps with your mother.

If you like a guy, you can be quite assertive. You may love to get dressed up and go out. You may love glamor and jewelry with bling xx

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posted June 30, 2012 11:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You may have been deeply wounded by religion or too strict of a religious home or some trauma having to do with long distance travel or even higher education.
Does this fit?

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I wouldn't say deeply wounded, but I do think that the religious view my family had, pushed them to frown on me and my sexuality. It's hard to deal with the stress of your own family looking at you differently because of the way you are born to live your life.

There is also an ongoing (adult) argument with me and my current relationship. Religion is a huge part of his life and he tries to pressure me into his beliefs and his views on religion when I want nothing to do with religion.

Long distance travel has never been a problem. Higher education is good, but I do see my student loan payments being a deep wound in my future. LOL

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