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Topic: Signs of childhood sexual abuse
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VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2012 09:32 AM
Hi!Some, not so great things has come to the surface, about beeing sexual abused as a child (from age 2― until about 11) I have been blocking it out, comepletely, until now :-( But i would like to know, it there are any signs of this in my chart - can you help me, please? I have been looking up my fathers chart, but i donīt have his birth time. It would seem though, that heīs got his sun conjunt my chiron in my 8th house, his neptune conjunct my sun, mercury and pluto in my 1st house, and a conjunction of moon, lilith and chiron in my 12th house. (I will submit my chart, if i can remember how to do this:-/) Thank you! :-) http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_2gw_01_d.48699.31500.gif&res=100&va=&cid=2wnfileyAboMK-u1346587494 IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2012 09:40 AM
I would see what happens to your Child Asteroid, Dejanira asteroid and your Moon. The Child asteroid shows your experience as a child. Dejanira shows the victim part of each of us and what that part of us endured. ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2012 09:49 AM
Thank you for your answer :-)Here is my dad and mine synastry, with Dejanda and Child - but i donīt know what it means?! :-( http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_61gw_01_02_d_f.49567.341.gif&res=100&va=&cid=2wnfileyAboMK-u1346587494 IP: Logged |
frankie2912 Knowflake Posts: 1140 From: yep,ks,usa Registered: Apr 2011
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posted September 02, 2012 02:51 PM
I'm so sorry to hear about this..I don't have an astrological answer but I have seen too many times on this forum (and in real life) where a dad sexually abused his daughter. What the f*ck is wrong with men/dads? If my dad ever did this to me I would murder him. Not even joking. This stuff angers me to a breakable, violent point.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2012 02:57 PM
I will look a little later xx------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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vertiver Knowflake Posts: 1995 From: Firey Jupiter Registered: May 2009
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posted September 02, 2012 06:06 PM
I'm so sorry Virgo Sun/ Pisces Moon. I feel for you. My sister was sexually abused and just found out that her other sister was abused by the same man recently. And no charges were ever pressed against him. We are trying to get that evil man in jail. And just like in your cause her sister has blocked the memory out, she has no recollection. I don't know if there are specific aspects that point this out in astrology. I've heard Venus-Pluto hard aspects can indicate this sometimes. But in my sister's case she has no Venus-Pluto aspects, but her Venus is square Uranus and Neptune. Also her Moon is square Mars and her natal Mars is in the 4th house. She is also a Pisces Sun/ ASC. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 02, 2012 06:38 PM
Virgo Sun Your chart expired Sweetie. You have to save it on your computer and then put it up xx------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Beautiful Disaster Knowflake Posts: 176 From: In the stars Registered: Nov 2011
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posted September 03, 2012 03:08 AM
Your own dad. god I'm crying. How dare he. i hate him. i hope he dies a painful death,How dare he do that to you. I am so upset. I am so sorry I wish I had a time machine to change the past ;( IP: Logged |
Beautiful Disaster Knowflake Posts: 176 From: In the stars Registered: Nov 2011
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posted September 03, 2012 03:09 AM
https://www.google.com/search?sugexp=chrome,mod=2&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&q=sexual+abuse+astrology+aspects#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=sexual+abuse+natal+aspects&oq=sexual+abuse+natal+ aspects&gs_l=serp.3...22703.25792.0.25984.13.13.0.0.0.0.290.1375.9j3j1.13.0.les%3Bedymh..0.0...1.nYcJ1vjaRe0&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.&fp=3b6f8a8b840da98e&biw=1280&bih=677IP: Logged |
VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 09:32 AM
Thanks, Ami Anne, i didnīt know that:-/ Hope i did it the right way this time? C:\Users\Gæst\Downloads\astro_2gw_01_d.48162.22672.gif C:\Users\Gæst\Downloads\astro_61gw_01_02_d_f.48291.31240.gif IP: Logged |
VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 09:50 AM
Beautiful DisasterThank you for your support :-) He actually did die a painful death, in 2005, from cancer. Sick for only a year and 61 years old. I think he got what he gave. Im not really sure of how to relate to it, right now, because itīs vivid memories and i "only" have a lot of symptoms and vierd reactions to certen things. But my body and mind are giving me more and more signals, in dreams and so. Im a very spiritual person who have been working intensively with my self for 15 years. I have maneged to get my self out of panic attacks and am know helping others who suffers from that. So im used to doing a lot of clearing og forgiving, but i have been working my way around the abuse-thing because i didnīt know that there was more to deal with then what i already had been through!:-/ Even though it is bad, i guess it had to happen.Does this make any sense? :-) ps. Thank you for the link! IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 09:54 AM
No, I can't access it, Sweetie. You need to save it to a site like Photobucket.------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 11:40 AM
What about now, Ami? :-) http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_2at_01_d.56264.17929.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ymgfileYfyRB2-u1346678561 http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_61at_01_02_d_f.56324.21258.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ymgfileYfyRB2-u1346678561 Itīs me with the blue chart (inside) IP: Logged |
VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 11:46 AM
Ops, forgot Dejanira and Child....should be all there now :-) http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_61at_01_02_d_f.56705.10142.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ymgfileYfyRB2-u1346678561 http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_2at_01_d.56786.13813.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ymgfileYfyRB2-u1346678561 IP: Logged |
VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 01:09 PM
I just got a date where the abuse probably happend the first time. My uncle and auntīs wedding. The party was held at my auntīs parentīs farm. Could there be any signs, like transit lilith on my moon? Transit saturn on my south node? North node on Child? Im just guessing here! http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_24at_01_d_1975712.61048.5098.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ymgfileYfyRB2-u1346678561
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 01:16 PM
Perfect You are a genius 
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 01:17 PM
I will be back, a little later to study them. As to the transit, it should show, but lets look at the others first, Sweetie.------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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popcorn Knowflake Posts: 3287 From: Registered: Aug 2009
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posted September 03, 2012 02:06 PM
Im so sorry for you.I want take a look Because he was an pedophile I checked out your composite and synastry. The chart show many DW pluto/venus and I accept not so tight orb. He had in his natal chart an exactly venus trine pluto. His venus/plutos midpoint consist of uranus. That pedophile man was obsessed with you. His pluto conj your venus. Your pluto quinkunks his venus. Yours composite venus square pluto. IP: Logged |
VirgoSun/PiscesMoon Knowflake Posts: 55 From: Denmark Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 03:32 PM
Popcorn: Thank you for taking a look at mine and his chart, but how do you get his pluto to trine his venus?:-/ (Itīs not his exact birthtime) As much as it breaks my heart to hear it, i know you are right, because he acted like i was "his woman"...even when i was in my thirties, and i have a suspicion that my mother wouldenīt have anything to do with him, sexualy, and in every other way. She didnīt even want to get married to him, but she got pregnant and my grandmother forced her to marry him. He was a alcoholic but he did a very good job hiding it! He tried to strangle my mother - he was a very jealous man - they got a divorce when i was 9. Ami: Thank you for taking time doing this - thanks all of you, i truely appreciate it!:-)
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popcorn Knowflake Posts: 3287 From: Registered: Aug 2009
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posted September 03, 2012 03:46 PM
Venus does not move as fast. Pluto moves super slow. Sometimes venus will be in orb to pluto more than one weeks. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 03:48 PM
Thanks so much for all your wonderful work, Popcorn  Wow Dejanira conjuncts Karma. That is very scary.
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AriesKat Knowflake Posts: 782 From: Brooklyn, NY USA Registered: May 2011
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posted September 03, 2012 03:51 PM
My mom and aunt got abused by their father, they both have their suns In the 12th house, they are twins. I read somewhere that people with their sun in the 12 th house may have difficulty with their father. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 03:54 PM
His Neptune conjuncts your Pluto. He put deception on your primal instincts.OMG His Sun conjuncts your Chiron. That is the exact same aspect my mother who molested me has with me. The planet person wants the Chiron person to heal him Does his Eros conjunct your Vertex? Check and see the degrees on this? Does your moon make any aspects to his chart? I can't see the degrees? ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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popcorn Knowflake Posts: 3287 From: Registered: Aug 2009
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posted September 03, 2012 04:02 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Wow Dejanira conjuncts Karma. That is very scary.
Is it? Ive this one too in scorpio. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 53618 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 03, 2012 04:11 PM
quote: Originally posted by popcorn: Is it? Ive this one too in scorpio.
Were you victimized, Popcorn? How close is yours? With asteroids, the orbs are everything imo ------------------ Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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