posted April 23, 2014 02:39 AM            

Hopefully, someday soon, things will lighten up enough for me to catch up on roughly forty (FORTY!!!!) pages of posts here and join in again.

posted April 23, 2014 09:38 AM            

My strongest psychic aspects (I think):
Pallas in Sag trine mercury exact, conjunct neptune (3.5), parallel my venus, jupiter and ASC!

I also have Kassandra prominent- and it has definitely played out true to form:
Kassandra 1 degree off Aldebaran, widely conjunct moon in the 12th and parallel sun.

posted April 23, 2014 09:40 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I just been made aware of a new film by Joss Whedon "In your eyes".

IMDB describes it like this "Two seemingly polar opposites are deeply connected in ways neither could have ever imagined."
Apparently a metaphysical connection.

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posted April 23, 2014 09:52 AM            

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Originally posted by micole maree:
I just wanted to pop in to say hi and that I hope you're all doing well. I have sincerely missed you. I've been tied up with an unexpected full-time, estate-related project for nearly a month - AND - New Guy is very much a part of the scene as well. I popped in here about three weeks ago and was so woefully behind THEN, with no let-up in the time commitment in sight, that I pretty much sighed and went home with my tail between my legs!

Hopefully, someday soon, things will lighten up enough for me to catch up on roughly forty (FORTY!!!!) pages of posts here and join in again.

Love to you all.

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Hey Michelle!
I'm glad to hear you're well

posted April 23, 2014 10:32 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
@ Michelle - Hi!!

My strongest psychic aspects (I think):
Pallas in Sag trine mercury exact, conjunct neptune (3.5), parallel my venus, jupiter and ASC!

I also have Kassandra prominent- and it has definitely played out true to form:
Kassandra 1 degree off Aldebaran, widely conjunct moon in the 12th and parallel sun.

Just for flavor I'll add my angel/spirit conjunction in the 1st sextile sun exact, trine psyche/VTX conjunction exact, square mercury 1.5 and opposite Aura 1. It also is the apex of a t-square involving Urda and Anubis as well.

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Thank you! I'll friend and invite you to the group. Goodness, now I'm wondering who the other ... 15 people are!

posted April 23, 2014 11:38 AM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Guys, I feel a little hurt that no one wants to comment on my composite... Even if it's extremely ugly I can handle the truth promise lol

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posted April 23, 2014 11:55 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
FireMoon, I'm sorry I don't see a composite...did you post a chart? I would be more than happy to look at it for you. Can you post the composite chart again..if you could add the following asteroids, that would be better:
Eros
Psyche
Amor
Valentine
Union
Karma
Alma

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Hey thanks tgem, and sorry I must've been editing that at the same time you posted... But sure no problem, I posted the composite on p. 140 but I'll re-post with those asteroids. Thanks for the offer, I know it seems pretty terrible lol. I'd love to see your charts too if you want... it's just hard to keep track of everyone's stories with so many pages! Also sorry to edit again but here are the asteroids from both of them condensed... I've wanted to add more but have been having technical difficulties

posted April 23, 2014 12:09 PM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Guys, I feel a little hurt that no one wants to comment on my composite... Even if it's extremely ugly I can handle the truth promise lol

edit, if not that's ok too, I haven't been able to read all of your stories in depth yet either, but hope you're all doing well!

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Could you link me, FireMoon? I'm presently catching up with my clients (back from vacation - 11 - 20 April) writing the pilot episode, dealing with my husband's violent mood swings, (damned Cardinal Cross!) spring cleaning, trying to convince the kiddo's mother that she does NOT need to go to a ridiculously expensive 'special' school for a single year and that kids with ANY level of autism (Asperger's in her case, like her father) DO NOT need their routine interrupted!, arranging my father's newest song (it's about Twin Flames! He just happened to write it for my mother a few days before our trip ended. It's beautiful!), of COURSE, catching up here, and cleaning up my network, as there was some spamming in my absence, since I had to up the security - which I've done.

Actually, I think that's enough.

So, where's your composite?

posted April 23, 2014 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Could you link me, FireMoon? I'm presently catching up with my clients (back from vacation - 11 - 20 April) writing the pilot episode, dealing with my husband's violent mood swings, (damned Cardinal Cross!) spring cleaning, trying to convince the kiddo's mother that she does NOT need to go to a ridiculously expensive 'special' school for a single year and that kids with ANY level of autism (Asperger's in her case, like her father) DO NOT need their routine interrupted!, arranging my father's newest song (it's about Twin Flames! He just happened to write it for my mother a few days before our trip ended. It's beautiful!), of COURSE, catching up here, and cleaning up my network, as there was some spamming in my absence, since I had to up the security - which I've done.

Actually, I think that's enough.

So, where's your composite?

EDIT: Nevermind! It's been reposted. Thank you!

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Ugh sorry you are dealing with all of that IndigoDirae!! sounds like a nightmare... the grand cross has been difficult indeed. Except for the part about your father's song, that is lovely! Anyway yes no worries, just check in whenever you're able to, wishing you the best!

posted April 23, 2014 12:28 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
FireMoon are both birth times exact? Are the angles accurate?

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posted April 23, 2014 01:40 PM            

Yes, you have a lot of squares in your composite but squares mean action and growth...they can present problems but not always. I do see some hard aspects of Uranus to your personal planets. This is tough and will be something you need to work though...although I don't see any hard Uranus aspects to the luminaries so that's helpful. What's interesting is that you have some hard Saturn aspects to help with this...Saturn is the glue- for good or bad...it can hold the relationship together over the Uranus aspects but if the relationships end..it's going to be hard as hell to get over eachother. IMO though the Saturn outweighs the Uranus so the glue looks pretty strong. On top of that you do have a Cinderella linkage, two actually..Chiron opposite neptune and square venus...though they are wide..they are hard aspects giving them power- don't discredit these. Ok so that's my two cents...I'll let the others do some contributing as well. Since you do have two soulmate pairings, you should add:
Isis
Osiris
Siva
Parvati

To see where they fall..

posted April 23, 2014 02:02 PM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Hey thanks tgem, and sorry I must've been editing that at the same time you posted... But sure no problem, I posted the composite on p. 140 but I'll re-post with those asteroids. Thanks for the offer, I know it seems pretty terrible lol. I'd love to see your charts too if you want... it's just hard to keep track of everyone's stories with so many pages! Also sorry to edit again but here are the asteroids from both of them condensed... I've wanted to add more but have been having technical difficulties

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Wow, that is some composite!!...the Cardinal Cross...but I have the feeling the angles might be a little bit off, I think Sun is in the 1st house. Venus in 7th, Mars/Vesta in the 8th. I also like that middle rectangle, Mars/Pluto, Venus/Sun, it's like a channel or an avenue. Do you guys have anything in your natal in the first degrees of Scorpio and Taurus?

posted April 24, 2014 01:42 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Ok..well then I'm going to assume the angles here are pretty accurate. So here are things I noticed right off the bat- you have two soulmate pairings in your composite: eros quintile psyche with Eros making a nice grand fire trine with your composite venus and IC. Venus in the composite 7th makes for a loving partnership and is a fortunate placement. You also have a jupiter trine Juno soulmate pairing with Juno conjunct Valentine which is lovely! With your composite vertex on the DSC, this was definitely a fated relationship that is meant to bring ALOT a growth to you you both- however, it doesn't mean it will be blissful or long-lasting. Your moon is also conjunct Destinn (another key for a fated relationship) that will have a lot of emotional romance as you both really enjoy being together. This is a fortunate placement for the composite moon. Mars is in 8th house Taurus so there will be a lot of sexual chemistry, HOT sex in sensual Taurus but probably some obsession and passionate arguements..especially with that mars opposite Pluto! Union conjunct pluto: this relationship will be very transformative/soul-growth for both of you..again another karmic indicator of a fated relationship. You have a sun/Kaali conjunction which can evoke a kundali awakening in both of you! This happened to me as I have a sun/Kaali conjunction in a composite as well. Having the composite sun in Libra is nice for a loving partnership and would help balance out having that sun in the 2nd house which isn't the best placement for a composite sun.

Yes, you have a lot of squares in your composite but squares mean action and growth...they can present problems but not always. I do see some hard aspects of Uranus to your personal planets. This is tough and will be something you need to work though...although I don't see any hard Uranus aspects to the luminaries so that's helpful. What's interesting is that you have some hard Saturn aspects to help with this...Saturn is the glue- for good or bad...it can hold the relationship together over the Uranus aspects but if the relationships end..it's going to be hard as hell to get over eachother. IMO though the Saturn outweighs the Uranus so the glue looks pretty strong. On top of that you do have a Cinderella linkage, two actually..Chiron opposite neptune and square venus...though they are wide..they are hard aspects giving them power- don't discredit these. Ok so that's my two cents...I'll let the others do some contributing as well. Since you do have two soulmate pairings, you should add:
Isis
Osiris
Siva
Parvati

To see where they fall..

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Sorry for the delayed response, I hadn't had the time to respond in depth earlier... and thanks for your analysis, makes a lot of sense! It did all feel very fated and intense.. I'm really curious to hear your experience with composite sun conjunct kaali? Is this with the same guy? For me I know it sounds ridiculous but I really did feel in some ways like he's a male version of me and vice-versa. Especially with his Cancer sun in my 1st opposite mine almost exact, such a gender paradox lol. And I think it did invoke a kundalini rising which I may or may not have been spiritually/emotionally ready for, but I do have natal moon conjunct kaali... Also the sexual chemistry was very hot which is weird to talk about I guess but you're right it was more sensual or "spiritual", even tantric (although I didn't exactly understand what that meant yet or know how to handle it lol)

You mention Mars/Pluto and obsession or passionate arguments, (which the obsession part is probably true lol) but honestly it's things like this that make me question how to interpret "good vs. bad" aspects. With that T square involving the moon too you'd think we'd be ready to kill each other sometimes, but we honestly very rarely argued. I've been in toxic relationships (which had much better looking synastry/composite) but with him there was always too much love/acceptance for things to turn into anger. If anything we were so afraid of hurting each other we avoided talking about things that should've been discussed, which ultimately built up to a point where things ended on "bad terms". But we've recently made amends which puts things in a weird place I guess. But yes the outer planets have always made things weird... Anyway I added those asteroids:

Siva: 25.11 Aqua
Parvati: 4.18 Leo
Isis: 10.14 Aries
Osiris: 3.25 Pisces

So Siva makes a trine with Sun/Kaali although probably too wide to count. Parvati conjunct SN. Osiris square Psyche and Valentine/Juno... I could ramble on forever but thanks again, also if you want to re-post your synastry and composite or tell me what page they're on I'd love to see it!

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Originally posted by tgem:
BTW FireMoon, you said he was definitely a Scorpio ASC. Can you elaborate on that? Which physical/mental/emotional characteristics do you see in him that points to this? I'm not doubting it at all, I'm just wanting to compare notes with a guy I'm pretty sure is a Scorpio ASC but I don't have his exact birth time either.

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posted April 24, 2014 01:53 AM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Wow, that is some composite!!...the Cardinal Cross...but I have the feeling the angles might be a little bit off, I think Sun is in the 1st house. Venus in 7th, Mars/Vesta in the 8th. I also like that middle rectangle, Mars/Pluto, Venus/Sun, it's like a channel or an avenue. Do you guys have anything in your natal in the first degrees of Scorpio and Taurus?

EDIT: and you actually have an 8-pointed Star with Eros

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Thanks LeeLoo and I agree I've always thought sun in 1st in mars in 8th makes more sense, which would mean his Asc is slightly earlier in Scorpio, but I'm not sure so haven't wanted to just pick a random degree... Also yes lol his mars is 1.46 Taurus, I have some asteroids in early Scorpio.. why do you ask?

edit, ok I'm posting the synastry with a few asteroids (again my laptop literally refuses to show all the asteroids I listed for some reason lol but if you want to know the degrees of any others I can list them individually since they seem to show up in the natals...)

posted April 24, 2014 06:10 AM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Thanks LeeLoo and I agree I've always thought sun in 1st in mars in 8th makes more sense, which would mean his Asc is slightly earlier in Scorpio, but I'm not sure so haven't wanted to just pick a random degree... Also yes lol his mars is 1.46 Taurus, I have some asteroids in early Scorpio.. why do you ask?

edit, ok I'm posting the synastry with a few asteroids (again my laptop literally refuses to show all the asteroids I listed for some reason lol but if you want to know the degrees of any others I can list them individually since they seem to show up in the natals...)

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posted April 24, 2014 08:05 AM            

@FireMoon- yes he has that deep penetrating stare that wants to strip you down to your soul. His eyes are brown but a bit watery....yet that stare! Oh My! Anyway, he has dark features, dark hair. He's the type of person that can get very defensive, moody and is actually pretty
Sensitive. He can snap back on a dime when hurt even if it wasn't intentional. He's pretty private but wants to find out everything about you..good and bad. Does any of this sound like your Scorpio Rising?

posted April 24, 2014 08:37 AM            

I can't tell you about whether he experienced it or not (and what it was like...although he HAD to have) but I can tell you about mine. First, I believe you absolutely need something to activate that sun/Kaali conjunction. For me, it was meeting him and having it in our composite. I noticed things started happening maybe 6 months after really starting to get to know him. The biggest thing I noticed was my awakening to a multi-dimensional realm..as in, I started being visited by ALOT of spirits. And the fact I lived in an area of old battleground..didn't help things either. I was definitely being contacted a lot and it instigated the gift of clairaudience for me...I could hear them. Another thing it did was open my heart chakra...of course I didn't realize this at the time until I started to experience the "pulling on the heart strings" that people talk about and the incredible pain of a "brokenheart" when our friendship/relationship ended. It was unlike any other pain in had ever experienced...I almost thought I was going to need to go to to the doctor for chest pains. And when I did see him afterwards, my heart practically jumps out of my chest, and the idea of having "butterflies" is amped up like 1000%. It almost feels like a complete anxiety attack.

This experience is said to happen after meeting one's TF...and it is one of the strongest indicators to me that he is my TF...or at least a VERY high level soulmate...because no matter what he felt on his end, I KNOW these things happened to me..and yes, I'm still visited and the heart strings still get pulled etc. etc.

posted April 24, 2014 12:28 PM            

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"Well he just has the Scorpio Asc eyes... it's a pretty distinct stare that seems like it could burn into your soul and know all your secrets lol. Also his mannerisms and even the way he dresses give an impression of wanting to be secretive or "hidden". It's hard to explain but even in casual situations Scoprio Asc's are defensive but sneaky about it, they'll try to understand your intentions before revealing their true thoughts/feelings. What makes you think your guy is a Scorpio Asc? I'd love to hear your thoughts!"

@FireMoon- yes he has that deep penetrating stare that wants to strip you down to your soul. His eyes are brown but a bit watery....yet that stare! Oh My! Anyway, he has dark features, dark hair. He's the type of person that can get very defensive, moody and is actually pretty
Sensitive. He can snap back on a dime when hurt even if it wasn't intentional. He's pretty private but wants to find out everything about you..good and bad. Does any of this sound like your Scorpio Rising?

The thing is he has a Pluto singleton in his chart which can give off that Scorpio energy. Not only that, he has a Cap stellium (sun, mercury, mars) so he gives off a lot of Cappy vibes as well. So it's hard to really pin down what his ASC really is, without knowing the exact birth time. However, after knowing him pretty closely for two years...my gut just yells Scorpio rising. I'd actually be shocked if he wasn't.

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As well as PLUTO on the ASC, or even parallel. In some cases, adding a support aspect to it, like chartruler in SCO, and the same effect is created.

My mother and I've both got 'it'. She's PLUTO rising in LEO; I'm PLUTO parallel VIR ASC with SCO MERC.

I'm honestly not sure what 'makes' someone SCO Rising. Lemme check those who I know have accurate times and do some personal research.

posted April 24, 2014 03:45 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
About the sun/Kaali conjunction.

... And the fact I lived in an area of old battleground..didn't help things either. I was definitely being contacted a lot and it instigated the gift of clairaudience for me...I could hear them.

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I was tapping my lip in pensive thought as I tend to get when I'm 'channelling' one of my soul-sisters (Blind Writer). She's the one more connected to the aethereal side of things, with that MOON-ATLANTIS (on my SUN 2°).

You returned there for a purpose, and much of it had to do with clearing karma in regards to the life in which you were not only a General, but also Infantry. You've lived several lives in THAT battle. Likely switching sides. Unfortunately, that's all I know.

I believe that you and Cusp were connected in those lives - some of them, at least. One of you refused the orders of the other. It left a heavy, heavy karma. I believe, in that one, you were men. It ... MIGHT even be how you and I became connected here on Earth. Not sure yet.

Either way, that came through VERY strongly. I half-wonder, if there were Civil War battles, if your UNION-SUN conjunctions don't have a double meaning.