posted April 25, 2014 02:41 PM
... Sigh.Too late.
(As, in my head, I gesture myself out of the way to make room for the haughty, more confident, and completely unavoidable side of 'me'.)
This tired old thing again? Do you recall how an individual of your timeline made famous for introducing sexuality as the root of all things, renounced such things on his death bed? She's quite familiar, having studied psychology for more years than even she knows.
(Really?)
Don't interrupt.
( ... I'll go back to quietly sipping my coffee now.)
[There's no response.]
As I was saying, the entity or 'individual' now known as 'Mel' is in a similar situation. His theory didn't work then, and it doesn't fly now. Allow me to explicate. She likes that word - explicate. But then I do, too.
He and I had a great deal of power, but equal means. She's correct in her stating that it's akin to your American politicians 'across the aisle'. We simply didn't agree. We still don't - on many things. Fortunately, the gist of it seems to be correct, and so I'm grateful he's here. ... If a bit annoyed. At times. Only at times. He contributes far more than that from which he detracts.
(She's 'smirking'.)
You're welcome.
Now then.
Karma. Karma confuses you because you still insist upon viewing it as a single, chronological lines. (Though, not you ... your name isn't really Ceridwen, but that's close. I don't have it yet. But I KNOW you. I bow to YOU. Your wisdom. She is wise to heed it.
( ... Uh, thanks? ... I'm being asked to 'not interrupt'. Again.)
She - this 'Ceridwen' - understands the true nature of time, even if she cannot articulate it. That's all right. She knows. That's enough.
You must understand, that to understand, KARMA, you must GET RID of your previous notions of TIME!
YOU are living, right now, somewhere else. Many, many elsewheres, in what you think of as the past, present, and future. Whether it's Ancient Sumeria or 1971 in Los Angeles, California or 1862 in Barbados - she's interrupting again; yes, you have karma in Los Angeles.
(I knew it.)
That's why she met him here.
(I'm - she's - getting something.)
Tgem, you will meet HIM somewhere else.
( ... Wow. Vague much?)
I don't like referring to you as 'tgem'. It's a falsehood.
(Ouch. Sorry.)
You need to stop hiding. You tell others to cease hiding, but you yourself hide. Stop being a hypocrite. You're better than that.
( ... I'm really sorry for this.)
He's on a different path. Let him be. Let him go. It's not your time. Likely not here, and not even this lifetime. Let him go and be yourself. You have MUCH more to give. MUCH more to do. But you must QUIT. HIDING.
( ... I think she's done.)
I am done.
(Thank God.)
No, you're not schizophrenic.
(Yeah. If you say so.)
You remember Jane Roberts. Who do I sound like?
(You're not him.)
No, I'm not. But we are very similar. I'm going to continue, as this is a terrible waste of what you measure as 'time'.
(Ouch.)
The more lives you live in elsewheres the more confusing it becomes for the higher mind, or soul - whichever term you choose to use. She's insisted upon several as there's a lot of KARMA for her to settle.
(I DO sense that.)
You would not be incorrect. And you will be erasing all of this once we're through.
(I will?)
Others will not understand. The message will be received, and then it must be removed.
( ... If you say so.)
I do. It's for your own good.
( ... Gotcha.)
They - you, the ones who are being addressed at the moment - you must understand this notion of that which you refer to as Twin Flames - here, we refer to as Twice Soul, for they were born onto the Earth, twice, within the same moment of time upon the same frequency, carrying what you consider the same 'vibration' -
(I always wondered about that.)
Now you know. The Twice Soul - or 'Twin Flame' - can most certainly have karma because no design is ultimate perfection. Apologies that you may think it so. You give the Universe far too much credit. Nothing is infallible, and it isn't 'easy' being pulled in so many directions, satisfying hundreds of billions of trillions of intentions across this planet, this dimension, and more others than you could begin to process.
This leaves room for error. 'Human error', you may call it, but also 'design flaws'.
(Like a glitch in the Matrix.)
... Somewhat so, yes. Something very, very bad happened, and I can't tell you what - it's Against The Rules.
(Nice cop-out there.)
Believe what you will. You are all suffering the reverberations of that cataclysmic event, and each of you - each Oversoul - remembers it differently, because it was a different EXPERIENCE. What happens when you slice a knife through an accordion and expand it? Yes, the slice took place ONCE - but its damage - its effects - are MANY.
( ... That makes a lot of sense.)
It should. It's what you've been trying to understand since you were very, very young. These Souls were not ripped apart due to punishment. 'Time' - as you know it - is running short. Damage control is being done, and many here are at the front-line. That's why she found you. She knows this. That's why she stays.
(I'd like to think I'm simply becoming a more dedicated, focussed person.)
No, you know it's important. You ONLY dedicate your time to what's of great importance. That is your 'failing'.
(You've put it in quotes.)
Humanity is too myopic to understand the time constraints of multidimensional beings. But those of you who are here now for a great purpose - you know. You can feel it, somewhere deep within, that you're running out of time.
And you are.
Those of you who have been gifted with the tool of astrology (yes, it is a gift you have been given in order to better understand your place and your purpose - as are certain connexions you've been afforded; cherish them for the insight they bring - however wonderful, however painful) there are certain things you can and must do.
Your most outstanding 'karma' will be present in your natal charts. This includes the 'twin flames'. You may be the 'cleaning crew' - to use one of his favourite analogies, (oh, yes, he's had that one awhile) -
BUT YOU ARE NOT EXEMPT.
(Wow. All caps.)
It's VERY important they understand this. See it this way. You went through a sort of 'cosmic application process', if you will. You offred to return to Earth in this time of human need in order to settle outstanding debts!
When you matriculate in a traditional collegiate system, you don't study ALL things. No, you select a major. Your focus is then LIMITED to THAT area of study, and you graduate upon completion of THAT area of study. You have not mastered the university's curriculum in its entirety.
(Hang on, that's why we return. Over and over and over.)
Correct. And if you had completed EVERYTHING, and there was NOTHING outstanding - you wouldn't have even heard 'the call' so to speak. You'd've been far too busy elsewhere. As such, you are all (here) fairly new graduates of your individual programmes. Some very much attuned to the Earth, others from distant stars. But you're NEEDED - NOW, and to fulfill a mutual benefit contract, if you will.
(What if karma - )
Let me explain.
( ... I guess that means I'm right.)
You are. Some of you are here due to the ties you have to others who are here. Think of the opportunity being awarded to one who is indebted to a system in which they have little control.
( ... like the Borg?)
Like the American military.
(Oh. So, same thing.)
... Please refrain from airing your issues with militaristic systems on the public forum.
(Okay.)
There is a time and a place. But it is true that this is YOUR karma. The FBI, after all, is a system.
(And I didn't accept the offre because I refused to be beholden to a system that would shuttle me hither and yon without my say.)
And your Guardian at this time is one who has also been so shuttled.
(Ahhhhh.)
That's karma. One of the forms with which you're dealing. The cosmic system, if it should so be called, is similar. Its Oneness is a concept mostly foreign to human individuality. As 'twin flames', you have two tracks: be born, grow into individuals, connect. Everyone's 'timeline' is different. Something with which the 'Mel' individual and I DO agree, wholeheartedly, is that no one has any patience here! It's infuriating!
You have been part of a greater whole for longer than you realise. NOW is your one chance to be individuals. Why do you insist upon squandering it to find the greater whole again? Everything in its time!
(Wow. Struck a nerve.)
Yes. Value your humanity. Explore your karma, settle your debts. Learn. Grow. Stop being afraid. Let go of this notion that you 'MUST' anything - outside of those two things.
Growing as an individual and resolving your outstanding karma WILL connect you to the greater whole.
Telling someone they have no karma with their 'Twin Flame' is akin to giving one access to a vehicle with no engine! Useless.
She's being bombarded by clients.
(I am.)
We'll table this for now.
(Thanks. Sorry!)
We all have to make a living here. Well, you do.
-
And I think that's it. For now, at least.
I've become better at discerning what's 'coming through' and what are my own thoughts. The two blend with astonishing frequency, though, and it can be tricky to appropriately separate out.
Anyhow, there you have it. 'Her' thoughts on the whole 'Twin Flames and karma'. For what it's worth.
As I WILL be editing that out - read as you can, and I'll clear it in about ... 24-48 hours.
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Lindaland
posted April 24, 2014 03:51 PM
posted April 25, 2014 11:18 AM
and that things are going so bad. Are you in this place because you hope to meet him, for him? I think you should be surrounded by friends and family, especially now, I don't think it's a good idea to "confront" him, go back where you feel you belong and don't worry, if you are to be together, he is the one who will be looking for you, he will find you. This is my feeling.