posted February 08, 2014 08:03 PM            

Pallas on 9 Aquarius trine Pluto on 9 Libra, sextile Atlantis (!) on 8 Sag, Neptune on 9 SAg, NN on 10 Sag, ASC on 7 Sag.

Mr Sag has Pallas on 24 Aqua conjunct Psyche on 25 Aqua, widely trine Pluto on 21 Libra, square Uranus on 23 Scorpio, sextile Sun on 26 Sag.

His Pallas conjunct my Psyche exact, sextile my Mercury and Sun (1-2).

My Pallas sextile his Mercury-Musa exact. Quinkunx his Amor.

the composite has Pallas on 16 Aqua (on my natal Moon), trine Pluto on 15 LIbra and Atlantis on 14 Libra and sextile the Mercury-NEptune-Sappho-conjunction from 15-17 Sagittarius.

posted February 08, 2014 08:15 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
I know it puzzles me too..I was just thinking to myself writing my last post, "ok is this for real or am I just grasping at straws here desperately trying to find connections?"

Mercury is extremely prominent in my chart so I investigate/analyze every little thing...numerology is significant for a reason. so one one hand I feel the number connections are valid and there's no way this can be a coincidence but on the other hand I'm going, "get a grip, it's just a coincidence...." UGH, I don't know.

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You were an analyst, tgem. Numbers, patterns ... you had to find connexions ....

Do you resonate with the concept of royal astrologers? Of those in service to nobility whose profession was astrology, or mysticism?

In other words, where it was your duty to find and report patterns? That it was of extreme importance to be accurate and timely?

posted February 08, 2014 08:19 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Trine my mercury and neptune exact and parallel my ASC.

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Uhh ... yeah. I'd say that's prominent. 😉

posted February 08, 2014 08:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Pallas is part of a talent-triangle in my chart.

Pallas on 9 Aquarius trine Pluto on 9 Libra, sextile Atlantis (!) on 8 Sag, Neptune on 9 SAg, NN on 10 Sag, ASC on 7 Sag.

Mr Sag has Pallas on 24 Aqua conjunct Psyche on 25 Aqua, widely trine Pluto on 21 Libra, square Uranus on 23 Scorpio, sextile Sun on 26 Sag.

His Pallas conjunct my Psyche exact, sextile my Mercury and Sun (1-2).

My Pallas sextile his Mercury-Musa exact. Quinkunx his Amor.

the composite has Pallas on 16 Aqua (on my natal Moon), trine Pluto on 15 LIbra and Atlantis on 14 Libra and sextile the Mercury-NEptune-Sappho-conjunction from 15-17 Sagittarius.

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Talent triangle? I've never heard of this.

And ... wait a sec ... Mr Sag born in '80? I'm guessing, from December and 21° LIB PLUTO. You both have your SUN close to Fate's (28°).

My SUN is 19°, too. Oh, and my ASC is 10°. Fate's is 0°, where my VX is.

posted February 08, 2014 08:30 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Uhh ... yeah. I'd say that's prominent. 😉

Any PALLAS, MINERVA, or MERC ties to 12H?

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Pallas conjunct neptune (natural ruler of 12th) in 6th house Sag. Minerva 3 degrees from 12th house cusp sextile my first name asteroid in Pisces exact. Parallel my last name asteroid, venus (in 12th), jupiter (second ruler of Pisces) and ASC.

posted February 08, 2014 08:32 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Talent triangle? I've never heard of this.

And ... wait a sec ... Mr Sag born in '80? I'm guessing, from December and 21° LIB PLUTO. You both have your SUN close to Fate's (28°).

My SUN is 19°, too. Oh, and my ASC is 10°. Fate's is 0°, where my VX is.

My PALLAS is 29° ARI in the 8H. Retro. Square my VX, opposite APHRODITE, square SAPPHO. I dig patterns, too.

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posted February 08, 2014 10:29 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
LOL well if I remember right, I have the asteroid ASTROWIZARD conjunct my NN exact! A royal astrologer? Ummmm, I would place You and Ceri in that category, not me😊

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posted February 09, 2014 01:42 AM            

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@ Morph- what's your opinion about the "other signs and symptoms" that have been used to validate TF's? I know there's a lot that Mel and Nicole say are not true that so many others say is a key? For instance the numerology, 11:11 concept, synchronicities, parallel lives etc.?

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Well, one must be aware of the tricks the mind/imagination can play when heavy emotions and ego are involved, which can lead one into subjective validation and delusions...They (heavy emotions/ego distraction) actually make it difficult to communicate with spirit...

That said, I do believe it is a very real part of the experience. I can say that I've experienced this aspect too. I just can't deny that. I wasn't aware of this stuff (terms/labels/theories, etc.) prior to uniting with my DC (who did already had an awareness of all of this), it just happened. The stuff I've experienced is just too solid to consider it just a "coincidence", or simply the result of some sort of "cognitive bias". Still, even after I became more aware of the synchs and all, it wasn't until some years later that I actually started finding material that served to validate what I'd already experienced (and continue to experience). I do think a lot of these things are a part of the (re)awakening process, the process/result of spiritual growth/ascension, and not necessarily exclusively indicative of a "TF" experience.

Specifically regarding parallel lives, well I do think this is more specific to "TFs" and/or those belonging to the same soul group.

posted February 09, 2014 03:40 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Morpheus, 😉

You're a special sort. That comes through very loudly from somewhere - I never know where. It made me misty, that you said my being here for my stepdaughter is impacting enough. That means more to me than I know how to express.

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Aww, thank you so much! I meant so much what I said, I'm glad you felt that. And there's definitely a connection here...

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It's funny about the hashtag. Fate got me into it. In 2011, he was hashtagging all over the place. It's going to be all the rage, he told me. Me, sans Twitter, and only Facebooking for professional networking. But that's just how he is, in his infinite Sagaquarianness. I was fortunate to be born to a man with both 24° SCO on an angle (which became my MOON, thanks, Daddy! 😝 and a MERC RX, if not in SAG, but AQU.

So a lot of Fate's genius quirks are familiar to me, since I watched them growing up. Aaaand he has a LEO Mom, too. 'Nuff said, there! 😉

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Hmmm, I have the Aqua-Leo MC/IC and a Gem-Sag Asc/Dsc. (DC has his Saturn-MC/IC there) with Uranus close to my Dsc...Actually, Uranus squ. my my Moon, which is opp Pallas-Lilith by a degree, and my DC's Moon conj. them by a degree (with his Ceres on my Moon, and interestingly, his Pallas-Mercury conj. sits on my IC by a degree.). Both our Moons squ. our angles, so I guess it's a grand cross. My Mars, Saturn, and Vertex are in Scorp. My bio Dad had the Scorp Moon, as did my DC's bio Dad...My Dad was also very smart (and it seems genius is on that side of the fam), even got a full scholarship to Harvard, but drugs/severe depression ruined him...

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So a part of me sits back and pays attention to his bizarre Jobsian insight into where technology and even humanity are headed.

Which has had me frustrated he's been allowing himself to do the dead-end entry-level job thing. But there's a reason. He's getting something from it. Something that will become important. Just as I have by going the opposite route. He's done the no-connexion, sport sex and dead-end job thing; I did the entrepreneurial and marry a divorcée and become a stepmom thing. Especially by marrying an entrepreneur - with a chemistry BS.

They're quite a lot alike on certain levels. It's eerie.

So, Fate started using hashtags in 2010. By 2012, it was the expressive sort of thing I'd later pick up, and which would become ubiquitous. #sheep #hatetoadmitit #havefunandbesilly.

Of course he'd do it #LikeThis. So we both do that, sometimes. It's become a secret code.

Example:

Jesus. Calm down. #GoingToTheMattresses.

He's saying to me that I'm overreacting, but his hashtag reveals he's equally angry and doing something about it.

To that end, hashtagging reaches into a part of our subconscious. So, tagging '12thhouseissues' is oddly perfect. We can communicate in that code, which might even link us to people we don't even know yet. But we share something already, because we're speaking the same code, using the same code word. [/B]

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This is true! When I think about that, I guess I don't feel so bad about using them, lol.

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Naturally, a lot of these goofy innovations took place in our work, as he'd put them into his creation, 'creating dynamic, take-charge characters who we're confronting their destiny, whereas I felt fearful and my life was stagnating.' Hell of an insight for a teenager, which was when he'd started collaborative writing.

I sense you're feeling that same crossroads anxiety.

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Yep (at the bold)...

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But the areas of interest you hold are clearly indicative of some great things you can do. Just don't be overwhelmed. Remember that Morpheus acted in many ways as a muse; he inspired and created action through delegation. It allowed him to be more places than he could ever be acting as a corporeal man. The Internet gives us that amazing disembodiment, and ability to reach far and wide, no matter where we are.

Fate's taught me a lot of this, whether it was through understanding how he saw that hashtagging would become a language all its own, and revolutionise the way we network or connect, or the mere fact we chose to meet via this medium, undergoing what so many do when those relationships both fail AND are successful.

It's like living multiple possibilities in many lives simultaneously.

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Soul families...And I really appreciate what you're saying here. You and Mr. Fate really are something...I do hope things work out for you.

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It inspired me to pick back up something I'd let go out of fear in college: quantum physics. I got to astrophysics as a freshman, and stopped, returning to and focussing on psychology. It'd turn out I'd NEED that, so I'm very grateful.

But I'd NEED the quantum physics, too, in order to make these discoveries, and to consolidate my theories. He gave me that confidence.

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Yes, Quantum Mechanics! That was (and still is) one of my favorite subjects. I'll never forget the feeling/thoughts I had when I began getting into that subject...Since getting more into spirituality and metaphysics, I can see a connection there...

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I think soulmates work in tandem with your Twinflame, (on a purely theoretical level here, as my own experiences are simply that - my experiences) but I feel there's a dynamic synergy taking place.

I can certainly say I've seen that sort of energy at work here, should that be the case. Whether my husband was testing me, making me grow in ways I had to, and Fate would in turn be inspiring me, helping me remember who I was, who I need to be again; or vice versa - Fate and I being at odds, and my husband learning to be emotionally supportive, wanting to grow, in order to maximise the benefit for all involved.

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Interesting, I've had thoughts about this myself and it's something I've been looking into lately...

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And I haven't even told you about a very special type of soulmate that I feel are crucial to a Graduate's evolution at the earthly level. Something Jo B touched on brilliantly, that resonates very much with me.

But in short, I thought I'd relay my thoughts on hashtagging, heh, and how much I appreciate your saying what I do for my stepdaughter matters. She's such a special soul, and she definitely needs support and freedom to become that exceptional person she's here to be. So I do what I can to do that.

A lot of it's my own development. Learn how to produce transmedia - she's gonna need it. Learn how to navigate the pitfalls of Aspergers - because I knew she was from a young age. It's only recently been confirmed. Teach her mother the value of neuro-diversity.

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This is precisely the sort of thing I'm talking about in regards to assisting children...

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Help my husband understand the power of Eastern philosophy as it relates to masculinity, and possessiveness and entitlement are just Western attributes that've become synonymous with 'being a man' because of dysfunction. Not health.

But I've had to learn ALL of these things. Some very fast - only a few years. Some longer - a decade. Some have been with me since my childhood - astrology. It'll be 25 years this year. I don't recall the month. 😉

But that's why I feel astrology is important on all of this. That's likely why I learnt so young, and it's been a passion of mine all my life; no matter the atheist and non-metaphysical men to whom I've been bonded. They've been here to teach me to hold tight. To believe in myself. They've challenged me.

Fate is a part of that, most certainly. The way we challenge each other to grow is remarkable. But it's a kind of bizarre marriage from which there's no option of divorce.

In the story, we explored that by having the two characters go through a magic(k)al ritual that would release them from the bond. They'd no longer have the empathic or psychic ties, and be freed from their destiny.

So they go through it, and then later feel horrible. They 'miss' it. They 'wish they could have it back'.

'I'm really sorry,' the wizened old sorcerer / attorney, says. 'Guess you should've thought of that.'

They decide, okay, I'm sure it would've made things a lot easier, to have this connexion to each other, and the support of the universe, but we CAN'T turn away from our destiny. We just can't.

So they stick with it, and work to become closer, and start to feel the connexion again: the empathy, the psychic bond; he needs her, and she's able to locate him telepathically.

Afterward, the younger wizard goes to the older mage and tell him that he didn't do it right; it came back. He just laughs.

'You're adorable in your stupidity, you know that?' And they just stare at him. 'I'm flattered you think I have the power to control universal forces, but, newsflash, sport. I don't. Neither do you. We may be able to do a lot of really phenomenal things others can't, but NOBODY can sever that connexion. You're stuck with it, and not just 'til the day you die. Oh, no. It's the gift that keeps on giving, so you'd better get used to it and quit being a selfish prick.'

I loved that scene. It conveyed so much I'd wanted to put across. I just had no idea these 'magical bonds' were a metaphor for a Twinflame connexion.

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It really does...These words remind me of things spoken to me by my DC... By now, I know exactly what he meant.

There were times when I felt like I wanted to "turn my back on it", but on some level I knew that was pointless/impossible...

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He warns them to not be so careless, either. That they didn't feel it for awhile because they were squandering the gift they'd been given, by cursing and hating it. Instead, they needed to see the beauty of its power.

But two people who have no clue what to do with the concept of pure unconditional love are bound to screw it up.

Welcome to humanity. 😉[/B]

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It's only the truth...

posted February 09, 2014 03:53 AM            

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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Ok I got the hint.
I will not share any views or experiences of mine here any longer.

I chose to participate in hopes of finding like minded to discuss things honestly and respectfully with.
I've had experiences of my own I really wanted to get off my chest and I felt this was the right place to do so. However, it seems I was wrong because instead of acceptance, I was treated with prejudice and looked down upon just for my experience not quite fitting in.
I'm disappointed to have even tried.

It makes me feel guilty to even feel this connection with him, all because it doesnt fit in with the so-called "norm" of how such connections SHOULD take place.

I thought this was about sharing freely, but some of you are ready to jump the gun at me and dismiss my experience as "invalid", all because I haven't met him yet, and he's an artist.
It still doesn't make my experience any less valid than your's, or that girl whose story I decided to share.
Anything is possible.

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I hear you.

posted February 09, 2014 05:44 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
LOL well if I remember right, I have the asteroid ASTROWIZARD conjunct my NN exact! A royal astrologer? Ummmm, I would place You and Ceri in that category, not me😊

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Don`t underestimate yourself!
Imo one of the traits of a really good astrologer is being able to synthesize what he finds. To be able to do that he or she has to be capable of seeing patterns. (there are some other traits of a good astrologer of course, but that is one I place much importance on, along with consistency, consistency, consistency).

posted February 09, 2014 06:07 AM            

"Talent triangle?"
It`s the little brothr or sister of the Grand Trine.

A trine, and both ends are connected to a planet, being sextile both ends. If it is really close in orb (and I only care for those) it also is a midpoint pattern.

In my case, Atlantis, NN, Neptune are all on the Pallas/Pluto-midpoint.

In Mr Sag`s case the orbs are too wide for a midpoint picture to occur.
His Pallas/Pluto-mp is on 22°51 Sagittarius, too wide for his 26.59 Sun to be considered on the midpoint.
(lol actually my Kleopatra is on 22.56 Sag).

In our composite the talent Pallas/Pluto-mp is on 15.59 Sagittarius, Neptune is on 15.12 Sag.

Actually if we are REALLY generous, we could say in his his chart Neptune is on the Pluto/Pallas-mp, too, but the orb would be 2°14.
Usually I wouldn`t consider that at all.

However, in my chart the Neptune= Pallas/Pluto is quite close (0°49), therefore it comes up in the composite, too.

talent triangles therefore look like they are pointing at the sextiling planet, as it is the peak of this little pyramid.
Since it contains a sextile and trine, it is a 6th harmonic pattern, as the sextile is a 6th harmonic aspect. It is rather a 6th harmonic than a 3rd harmonic pattern, since the 6th harmonic does include the trine. But the 3rd harmonic does not include the sextile.

The differnce between the 6th harmonic and the 3rd harmonic or sextile and trine is, that it might be a bit less stable or calmly flowing,b ut has a little more "spunk". 6th harmonic aspects are a bit more quicksilvery, a bit less cocntent and more seeking.

<And ... wait a sec ... Mr Sag born in '80? "
End of 79

"My PALLAS is 29° ARI in the 8H"
It might be close to Andromeda then.

In my chart Andromeda is on 27.31 Aries. Since you are younger, it might be a bit later in your chart, though I don`t know if it cut the one degree orb for being near your Pallas.

I was always fascinated with Andromeda, ever since seeing this TV show `Hello Spencer` as a kid.
At the end of it, sometimes, often this extraterrestial (angel) would appear to assist the people there, she was purple, and was announced as "Galactica from far away star Andromeda".
And I was more than fascinated with her.

And just a few days ago I noticed that my Draconic Isis and Osiris are conjunct Andromeda in my chart.

(orb is 0°10 and 0°52).

And my heliocentric Alma (soul) is on 28°06 Aries, conjunct Andromeda by 0° 35.

And of course 28 Aries is one of my most favourite Sabian degrees.

The Music Of The Spheres

posted February 09, 2014 08:10 AM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
LOL well if I remember right, I have the asteroid ASTROWIZARD conjunct my NN exact! A royal astrologer? Ummmm, I would place You and Ceri in that category, not me😊

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Very prominent placement of Astrowizard.

For me it is not that amazing.

Astrowizard on 17 Sagittarius in 1st house, opposite Karma on 16 Gemini, sextile Moon on 17 Aqua and quinkunx Saturn on almost 17 Cancer.

Well, it is part of a Yod with Moon and Saturn (12th harmonic pattern), but actually the peak here is Saturn.

(It is conjunct Astrometria interestingly)

URANIA is exactly conjunct TALENT on 22 Aquarius and also conjunct SUMERIA on 21 Aquarius and PSYCHE on 24 Aquarius.

It seems that most of my intellectual, or psychic asteroids end up in Aquarius. lol

I also looked up STARGAZER, and it falls onto 28.58 Leo only half a degree off Regulus, and in my 9th house. It opposes true Lilith exact, and trines my CIRCE-SEKHMET-REIKI conjunction on 27 Sagittarius, on the GC.
Interesting.

Actually my MINERVA is on 1 Virgo widely conjunct Stargazer and exactly trine Vesta on 1 Cap and of course sextile 3rd house ruler Uranus on 1 Scorpio, right on 11th house cusp.

And ARCADIA is on 29.47 Leo, even closer to Regulus.

I might have done some stargazing in Arcadia. LOL

Oh I just realized:

KING on 26.37 SAgittarius, 7 minuts of GC and of course conjunct my Sun, Mercury, Nofretete, Caesar, Sekhmet, Circe, Reiki, Jung, Robinhood, Tesla and some others. lol

QUEEN on 28.11 Aquarius, conjunct NEFERTITI, true Lilith, opposite Stargazer, Arcadia and the others and so on.

I always found it strange that KING is conjunct my NOFRETETE and QUEEN is conjunct my NEFERTITI.
Nofretete and Nefertiti are just two different names of the same person, and Nefertiti is actually more known under the name Nofretete here in Germany. lol

posted February 09, 2014 08:26 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Lovely modesty, tgem, but it's clearly a part of your past. Which, in some cases, may provide certain clues to your future. Hence the NNODE. That's quite an aspect! Which house?

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It's sitting on my NN in 4th house Libra, also square my jupiter by 2 minutes and trine my moon by 1.

posted February 09, 2014 08:29 AM            

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Originally posted by MorpHnStorM:

Well, one must be aware of the tricks the mind/imagination can play when heavy emotions and ego are involved, which can lead one into subjective validation and delusions...They (heavy emotions/ego distraction) actually make it difficult to communicate with spirit...

That said, I do believe it is a very real part of the experience. I can say that I've experienced this aspect too. I just can't deny that. I wasn't aware of this stuff (terms/labels/theories, etc.) prior to uniting with my DC (who did already had an awareness of all of this), it just happened. The stuff I've experienced is just too solid to consider it just a "coincidence", or simply the result of some sort of "cognitive bias". Still, even after I became more aware of the synchs and all, it wasn't until some years later that I actually started finding material that served to validate what I'd already experienced (and continue to experience). I do think a lot of these things are a part of the (re)awakening process, the process/result of spiritual growth/ascension, and not necessarily exclusively indicative of a "TF" experience.

Specifically regarding parallel lives, well I do think this is more specific to "TFs" and/or those belonging to the same soul group.

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posted February 09, 2014 08:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Don`t underestimate yourself!
Imo one of the traits of a really good astrologer is being able to synthesize what he finds. To be able to do that he or she has to be capable of seeing patterns. (there are some other traits of a good astrologer of course, but that is one I place much importance on, along with consistency, consistency, consistency).

And you definitely are capable of that.

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posted February 09, 2014 09:27 AM            

Stargazer is conjunct my sun, kaali and anti-vertex on the Taurus/Scorpio axis.

posted February 09, 2014 02:09 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Thanks Ceri- that's so nice to hear. 💙💙
Ya know, your ASTROWIZARD still has some really interesting placements, especially being opposite karma and part of a yod. To me that's pretty significant. You brought up some cool asteroids that I never even heard of so I'm going to check those as well. That's really cool you mentioned the Egyptians because myself (and my entire family) has had an ongoing fascination with that culture for years. My parents even spent a significant amount of time in Egypt visiting the pyramids and tombs.
What part of Germany are you from? I am significantly German in decent. My great grandparents came over on the boat last name Lueck.

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I was never in Egypt, but have been fascinated since being a young child. Well, maybe my aunt was even more fascinated, and she WAS in Egypt.

It was also then, that this sensation in the pit of my stomach started, that would usually be like a dull background noise, except for some peak moments where it became this almost piercing pulling pain, like a hole or void open up inside my core, and at the same time pulling me somewhere.

I described it in a story I once wrote (it became quite painful to write, for it seemed to hit very close to home, and I was the last to realize that! lol)

That pulling sensation actually became unbearably strong just a few weeks prior me seeing Mr Sag for the first time and it resulted in this deeply felt outburst of mine: "I want to go home."

Home - in this soul-fulfilling sense - that was theatre, musical-theatre, and though I had forced myself staying away from it for so long, at that point I couldn´t do anything but "going home".

After that open air, this painful ache subsided, not like a dull pain in the background I even and specially could feel when being around friends and family and people I truely loved and cared for, but it was really gone.

HOwever the pulling sensation - now for that, it has become very strong lately, it intensifies.

Actually it was responsible for the two times I approached mr Sag and talked to him, there was just no other way, that is what you do if someone pulls your strings, I suppose.

Anyway that feeling,t hat ache of longing, yearning, missing someone, it started early, and I remember I had a book about history, and I stumbled across the biography and picture of Echnaton, and I sat there, and the tears started streaming down my cheek, and I was MISSING HIM so much. Words can never describe how much.

I was missing a pharao of how many thousand years ago? LOL

But that was it. That feeling of ache just became so strong and so unexpected of course.

However, I clearly remember that moment.

BTW Echnaton also hears to the name of Akhenaten and amenhotep.

I also remember in 2000 I was in a museum in Berlin, and I have no recollection about what hapened when I entered the Egyptian section. I remember that I went in there, and I remember that I stepped out there, and there was a mentioning of Tutanchamun on my way out there, but during my walk through the section. I cant remember anything, but when I came out it felt so surreal, I did not even initially know what all these noises were about. For a splitsecond I had forgot in which century I was living and what cars and planes were!
I also had the feeling as if I had been crying, I felt so emotionally raw coming out of that section. It was odd.

I do remember everything else,t he Greek section, I remember that I had a very strong past life recall about the temple of Marduk and the Ishtar-gate, but at least I was conscious about it. lol

As for the egyptian section it felt like for a moment I got "lost in time".

posted February 09, 2014 02:37 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Thanks Ceri- that's so nice to hear. 💙💙
Ya know, your ASTROWIZARD still has some really interesting placements, especially being opposite karma and part of a yod. To me that's pretty significant. You brought up some cool asteroids that I never even heard of so I'm going to check those as well. That's really cool you mentioned the Egyptians because myself (and my entire family) has had an ongoing fascination with that culture for years. My parents even spent a significant amount of time in Egypt visiting the pyramids and tombs.
What part of Germany are you from? I am significantly German in decent. My great grandparents came over on the boat last name Lueck.

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I was never in Egypt, but have been fascinated since being a young child. Well, maybe my aunt was even more fascinated, and she WAS in Egypt.

It was also then, that this sensation in the pit of my stomach started, that would usually be like a dull background noise, except for some peak moments where it became this almost piercing pulling pain, like a hole or void open up inside my core, and at the same time pulling me somewhere.

I described it in a story I once wrote (it became quite painful to write, for it seemed to hit very close to home, and I was the last to realize that! lol)

That pulling sensation actually became unbearably strong just a few weeks prior me seeing Mr Sag for the first time and it resulted in this deeply felt outburst of mine: "I want to go home."

Home - in this soul-fulfilling sense - that was theatre, musical-theatre, and though I had forced myself staying away from it for so long, at that point I couldn´t do anything but "going home".

After that open air, this painful ache subsided, not like a dull pain in the background I even and specially could feel when being around friends and family and people I truely loved and cared for, but it was really gone.

HOwever the pulling sensation - now for that, it has become very strong lately, it intensifies.

Actually it was responsible for the two times I approached mr Sag and talked to him, there was just no other way, that is what you do if someone pulls your strings, I suppose.

Anyway that feeling,t hat ache of longing, yearning, missing someone, it started early, and I remember I had a book about history, and I stumbled across the biography and picture of Echnaton, and I sat there, and the tears started streaming down my cheek, and I was MISSING HIM so much. Words can never describe how much.

I was missing a pharao of how many thousand years ago? LOL

But that was it. That feeling of ache just became so strong and so unexpected of course.

However, I clearly remember that moment.

BTW Echnaton also hears to the name of Akhenaten and amenhotep.

I also remember in 2000 I was in a museum in Berlin, and I have no recollection about what hapened when I entered the Egyptian section. I remember that I went in there, and I remember that I stepped out there, and there was a mentioning of Tutanchamun on my way out there, but during my walk through the section. I cant remember anything, but when I came out it felt so surreal, I did not even initially know what all these noises were about. For a splitsecond I had forgot in which century I was living and what cars and planes were!
I also had the feeling as if I had been crying, I felt so emotionally raw coming out of that section. It was odd.

I do remember everything else,t he Greek section, I remember that I had a very strong past life recall about the temple of Marduk and the Ishtar-gate, but at least I was conscious about it. lol

As for the egyptian section it felt like for a moment I got "lost in time".

posted February 09, 2014 03:06 PM            

Me and you had different experiences in our lives at age 19 and prior to that.
Our life paths and soul purposes aren't made from cookie-cutters.
Everyone's life experiences and soul agendas differ.
Just because some individuals may have gone through their awakenings in their mid-years or later on in life, it doesn't mean it'll be the same for everyone else. It has already happened to me when I was 13/14.

But all that aside,
since when is age even a factor anyway when it comes to spiritual transformation/coming across one's soul-connection?
It can happen to anyone at anytime and any age, whenever the higher self intends to brings forth that experience in one's life.

In fact, its becoming more and more common now for younger individuals (those born in the late 80s/early 90s) to go through these awakenings/kundalini experiences as well, so that they may prepare for their future spiritual work/purpose.

And again, I know you and everyone else on here have good intent and I really DO appreciate you giving me advice.
But I just wish you would keep a bit of an open mind as well and not be so quick to make assumptions about me or anyone.
I am capable of sound judgement myself and healthy scepticism.
(After all, I am a Virgo Sun & Mercury with a lot of Saturn aspects lol).

And no, I'm not implying that I know everything at this point either or that I am enlightened.
I obviously still have a lot to work through and a lot to learn.
But please, don't assume that just because I'm "young" and he is who he is, that my experience is only a temporary silly obsession and a lesson, because it is not.

Maybe if I was more closer to your age and he wasn't an artist/performer but a "normal" person, you would think otherwise and perhaps be a little more open and accepting?
But I know what I've been through and that's all that matters to me.
You may not understand because you aren't in my shoes, you have your own experience, I have mine, and that's OK.

Trust me, I have natal Venus square Neptune so I know first hand what an unhealthy fantasy/illusion feels like, I've already been through those in my more younger days.
Plus I have plenty of Virgo and Saturn aspects to help me clearly differentiate between what's practical reality and what's not, what's fantasy/illusion and whatever "this" is with Virgo guy (which is something else all together).
I can't describe it in any way, other than that it has given me a sense of deep, profound meaning and purpose. It has allowed me to see the world, life and love through different and "newer" eyes.
It feels uplifting, heavenly, and Devine.
It gives me hope, faith, and allows me to strive to become a better individual, to work on my fears/insecurities and grow, as opposed to the previous connections which were extremely draining and unhealthy.
Those were what you would call obsessions/karmic connections/unhealthy one-sided attachments/fantasies, NOT this.
Sort of reminds me of the Ariadne–Bacchus/Dionysus myth, a story which I identify with very much.

posted February 09, 2014 03:11 PM            

I already am taking steps towards that.

"So while I understand your wanting to wait for 2016, are you intending that your merely being there will incite a meeting? Based off of dreams and an intense psychic connexion?
I'd like to inject a little practicality."

No, you misunderstood me.
Where did I say that I am moving for the sake of him?
And nor have I ever said that the psychic connection and dreams are the reason. There's a lot more to it that you don't know.
I have always wanted to live there even before I knew of him.
I resonated with that place for some reason, it felt like home to me.
My plan to move there was long before I even knew that that's where he was going to be living right now.

I am doing it for personal reasons, to live my own life, to be my own person, and for my own career.
And right now thats not possible for me due to certain circumstances. But by 2016 I will be ready.

I am practical. And I know what I'm doing and where I'm headed.

"I feel YOU have to move this forward. YOU must make the first step in order to get things going in a new direction. You've got to grab the bull by the horns. Fate (ha, ha, but not 'mine') will take you to the door in many cases, but you have to open it."

You are right about that, and I am working on it.

"I think you're standing at that door now. You can likely be clever, too. Rather than waiting for a destined meet-cute. Sometimes all the universe does is make us aware. We have to create the context and do the footwork."

I am not waiting for any "meet-cue".
If it happens, then so be it, if not, then it does not.
He has already served his purpose in awakening me and triggering my kundalini and shown me what the meaning of pure, real LOVE is.
He's already set me on my spiritual path, to learn and further grow.
There is nothing more that I demand.

I am not waiting for him to come on a galloping white horse and marry me and have babies with me and live happily ever after with me.
I got better things to do.

"Where's t-SATURN for you right now? Is it making some strong aspects to your angles, their rulers, or your MOON? It's right on my MOON now, and hitting Fate's KARMA-SATURN. I had my first Saturn Return a few years ago. So t-SATURN being on my 3H MOON shows me it's time for me to teach. To share. To inform, educate - and learn!"

Tr. Saturn is just 2° from making a conjunction to my n. Pluto (IC–ruler).
Its also exactly conjunct my Draco Moon and Mars right now.