posted March 17, 2014 04:13 AM            

It was conjunct my Virgo Mercury (24°48)
No wonder I've been so verbal–or rather–more communicative about my inner emotions lol

posted March 17, 2014 07:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
that is us, all 5 (10) of us.

Keep in mind, that the angles could be of, but honestly I think we are pretty close, when it comes to the birthtimes. At least it surely makes sense to me.

And holy!

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what a group we are, right?

See the NN on the SGC? Conjunct ATLANTIS, naturally. lol

EDIT:

the only soulmate pairing in our combined multicomposite:

Pluto on 16°58 Libra sextile PERSEPHONE on 15.11 Leo

JUNO on 11.56 Scorpio very loosely square Jupiter on 14.51 Leo

ARIADNE on 9.17 Leo loosely trine BACCHUS on 6.45 Sagittarius

Oh I suppose we are - not using the word. lol

TRISTAN on 11.06 Pisces conjunct ISOLDA on 8.19 Pisces (luckily it is on the wide side)and is stabilized by the Saturn-Juno-conjunction

That one looks nice though

BRIEDE on 17.0 Aquarius (on my moon. lol)
sextile
GROOM on 16.47 Sagittarius

we can work with that, right?

ENDYMION on 26.19 Scorpio trine ARTEMIS on 25.08 Pisces (funnily I have an Endymion-Artemis-conjunction from 25-27 Pisces surrounding my Draco ASC and current fullmoon of course. lol)

BTW ADONIS is conjunct my own Adonis and Mr Sag`s as well. We don´t have all Adonis in the end of Libra, do we?

WOW this one, for very personal reasons floors me

ARTHUR on 15.24 Sagittarius
Neptune on 16.41 Sag
GINEVRA on 16.42 Sagittarius

just opposite my KARMA on 16.0 Sag lol

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This is absolutely amazing!!! Thank you for doing this! I guess it confirms we're all connected! That's beautiful

posted March 17, 2014 07:42 AM            

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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
Tgem,

I see quite a lot in your dream chart!

But what caught my eye the most was your dream chart's Asc lining up perfect with you natal Desc!!! Amazing!

Also,

Tr. Venus was conjunct you natal Juno and opposing your natal Mars
Tr. Vertex-Union was conjunct your natal Mars
Nice lol!

Tr. Amor was conjunct your natal Sun
Tr. Juno was conjunct your natal SN
Tr. Alma was opposing your natal Psyche-Vertex

Just lovely

And wow!
He was having a Nodal return at the time of your dream!

There was a grand-trine involving his natal Alma, Tr. Juno, and Tr. Anubis
Tr. Destinn was going over his Vertex, and opposing his natal Destinn-Mercury
There's also a grand square of Tr. Lilith, Tr. Nodes/his natal Nodes, Tr. Psyche-Anubis, and Tr. Mars–Vesta–Ceres

All of that tells me he definitely must have experienced "something" as well.

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I just can't imagine this didn't affect him in some way...with his NN being so prominent I wonder if it could have been a premonition of some kind?

posted March 17, 2014 07:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
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Honestly though, whatever experiences we are having with these men... I feel they are necessary somehow.
I'm not sure exactly what their purpose is, but all I know is that if it weren't for them, we wouldn't be where we are right now.

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posted March 17, 2014 07:52 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
There is something really in the air right now. That PSYCHE-ANUBIS is potent.

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posted March 17, 2014 07:57 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
Don't you two have 27º SAG prominent? I forget. And - yes - angular?

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posted March 17, 2014 12:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
that is us, all 5 (10) of us.

Keep in mind, that the angles could be of, but honestly I think we are pretty close, when it comes to the birthtimes. At least it surely makes sense to me.

And holy!

what a group we are, right?

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Ceri, are Jace and I in this group? I didn't think we had the markers, only just a smidgen of them. Was this data including Morph's? But, speaking my heart, whichever specific people are in this ten, I'm so blessed to be getting to know ALL of you, you, who UNDERSTAND this journey and all of the remarkable experiences and the highs and lows that come with them.

The bonus is that I genuinely LIKE the women that you are.

And I just learned something. I had NO idea you could cast a multi-composite chart. What a lot of work you put into it, Ceri. (Now I wonder what would happen with a multi-composite of our dreams or astral stuff?)

This is going to be an insane week for me but I'll attempt to at least keep up with the thread. Be well, all of you.

PS: I contacted Indigo through Facebook and she is perusing photos of Jace, looking for some visual clues in his features that might indicate a birth time. I think she's narrowing it down.

posted March 17, 2014 12:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
I know exactly how you feel

Honestly though, whatever experiences we are having with these men... I feel they are necessary somehow.
I'm not sure exactly what their purpose is, but all I know is that if it weren't for them, we wouldn't be where we are right now.

We wouldn't have ever known what the meaning of true, deep and pure soul-love was.
We would never have been exposed to beautiful emotions and experiences, the magic, the wonderfully-euphoric highs (and the darkest of lows).
I never would have let go of religion and opened myself up so much.

Even though they may have been the cause of such deep pain for us (without them even being aware of it lmao :laughing), they have served us greatly in awakening and completely transforming us to our cores.

But I just wish they somehow knew too...

Would have been so much more beautiful if we could experience this alongside them, together

Sigh

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Beautifully said, Lavender. I know in my heart that this is the truth.

posted March 17, 2014 12:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Lavender CrystalSwan:
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Honestly though, whatever experiences we are having with these men... I feel they are necessary somehow.
I'm not sure exactly what their purpose is, but all I know is that if it weren't for them, we wouldn't be where we are right now.

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Also who sais, they are not affected, too?
Maybe subconsciously or halfconsciously, but man, sometimes I swear Mr Sag *knows* something or senses something. Maybe I am wrong and he doesn`t or rationalizes it away pretty quickly, but sometimes, I don´t know.
I do not think too much about it though, as it would make me utterly nervous, anxious and scared and tonguetied, even more than usually. lol[/B][/QUOTE]

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I wonder about this one ALL THE TIME. It just doesn't even seem conceivable that one person, ONE, gets all of the psychic/paranormal/intuitive/synchronistic events while the other floats merrily through his life. How could that possibly be the case?

posted March 17, 2014 12:45 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
It's important to note, too, that we don't KNOW anything. Anything. But we're being pushed in certain directions - clearly - and I can't help but find THAT significant.

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THIS.

posted March 17, 2014 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Indigo, was that an event chart of your experience? How do you do an event chart? That really sounded beyond profound!!

I wonder if it had something to do with the full moon? I had a dream about Cusp last night. I rarely dream about him...or at least remember my dreams. But I did this one. Unlike the last one I had of him some time ago, this one was different..so positive. I remember me loving and kissing on his two beautiful little girls. And then I remember him looking at me and for the very first time, kissing me so very gently...like it was our first kiss... I know it wasn't a fantasy..because I daydream about him and have control over those. This one I seemed to have no control over and I was over the moon..when he finally kissed me for the very first time...even if it was in a dream. It just felt too real. I would like to cast an event chart and see what might have been going on...given last night was significant (4 yr. anniversary of our meeting.)

Anyway, Ceri your remarks made me realize something. I cut Cusp out of my life two years ago in May thinking I was better off without him....he was married...there couldn't be a relationship...and I definitely couldn't continue to deal with his jealous wife anymore. I thought it was for the best....I thought I was doing the right thing. Move on, get over him..if he was only a catylast then his job is done right?

But I have been more miserable these last two years (this past one especially) then I ever have! ....and it really makes me wonder..."am I really better off with him not in my life at all?" As difficult as the relationship was when we were friends, part of me would give anything to have some of those moments back...if even just briefly. I don't know.

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That dream has been on my mind so I pulled up a synastry of me and his oldest daughter who was in the dream. I just had to post it. Her birth time is unknown but I have a feeling it's close...take a look at the asteroids, however...especially the name asteroids! I'm on the inside, she's on the outside. 😳

posted March 17, 2014 04:06 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
My thoughts exactly Lavender...I'm ready once again to throw my hands up...I feel like I've gone mental..totally crazy over someone I haven't spoken to in 2 years and not seen for a year. I feel I've made up this imaginary fantasy in my head and honestly if any of my family or friends knew how far gone I was about this...they'd do an intervention and throw me in therapy for sure. You're right...it feels like a cruel joke the universe has played on us...why me??!! What in Sam Hill did I do to deserve this? At least you've been told he your TF for sure. So that helps rationalize things a bit...I have no such proof..just hunches...I think that's the worst..the not knowing...cuz I don't have anything concrete to back up my bizarre life-altering experience.

Once again...I feel the need to throw my hands up and go back to the world of the sane and logic....

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Tgem, (edited: and Lavender too!) I was just meditating and these words of yours came back to me. I'm pretty sure I didn't respond to this post of yours. If it's a double, oh well. That's my spotty memory after fifty kicking in!

You and Lavender used the term "gone mental".

My mom and I are pretty close and she's unconditionally loving and non-judgmental, thank God. I shared all of these things with her as they were happening to me. And while I was sharing them with her, she was watching her beloved daughter WAKING UP. Starting to rejoin the world, lose weight, take an interest in life again. And getting ready to leave her abusive relationship.

I know she was puzzled. (So was I.) I know it all stretched credibility. (It did for me as well.) I know she was worried about me simply because it was all so unbelievable. (Well, yeah, I questioned my own sanity more than once.) But I also know she was relieved. Because she was watching me break free BECAUSE of what was happening to me.

But one thing she said has always stuck with me. She said, "I don't know how anybody can go through all of this and not think they're going crazy".

We all share this. This "I'd think I'm crazy but it IS really happening" stuff.

I suspect on some level, this "thing" has been a catalyst for each of us in some way or in more than one way. Yes, there is pain. There is also wonder. Yes, there is longing. There is also a lingering sense of belonging.

I'm right there with you as I throw my hands up and back off and say, "Screw this. It hurts too much and it's too d**n weird". And I'm right there with you when I remember to actually SEE this amazing thing that is unfolding in my life and realize how blessed I am. However it works out or doesn't work out, very few of us on this planet are having this experience/set of experiences.

I'm with you on wanting the heartache and longing to go away. And on feeling so alone while we wait, wondering if the guy will ever, ever awaken. And following that, have the heart and the guts to follow through.

But although I vacillate between these two states of being, I always come back to gratitude. His soul woke me up and gave me the desire to reclaim my life. I have been blessed. I believe I'm continuing to be blessed even though I don't know how this will all play out.

I'm going to keep choosing Faith, even when I lose it momentarily and throw up my hands in anguish and "lostness" for lack of a better word. There IS a reason this is happening.

We just can't see it yet.

Love to you.

posted March 17, 2014 04:25 PM            

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Originally posted by micole maree:
Tgem, I was just meditating and these words of yours came back to me. I'm pretty sure I didn't respond to this post of yours. If it's a double, oh well. That's my spotty memory after fifty kicking in!

You and Lavender used the term "gone mental".

My mom and I are pretty close and she's unconditionally loving and non-judgmental, thank God. I shared all of these things with her as they were happening to me. And while I was sharing them with her, she was watching her beloved daughter WAKING UP. Starting to rejoin the world, lose weight, take an interest in life again. And getting ready to leave her abusive relationship.

I know she was puzzled. (So was I.) I know it all stretched credibility. (It did for me as well.) I know she was worried about me simply because it was all so unbelievable. (Well, yeah, I questioned my own sanity more than once.) But I also know she was relieved. Because she was watching me break free BECAUSE of what was happening to me.

But one thing she said has always stuck with me. She said, "I don't know how anybody can go through all of this and not think they're going crazy".

We all share this. This "I'd think I'm crazy but it IS really happening" stuff.

I suspect on some level, this "thing" has been a catalyst for each of us in some way or in more than one way. Yes, there is pain. There is also wonder. Yes, there is longing. There is also a lingering sense of belonging.

I'm right there with you as I throw my hands up and back off and say, "Screw this. It hurts too much and it's too d**n weird". And I'm right there with you when I remember to actually SEE this amazing thing that is unfolding in my life and realize how blessed I am. However it works out or doesn't work out, very few of us on this planet are having this experience/set of experiences.

I'm with you on wanting the heartache and longing to go away. And on feeling so alone while we wait, wondering if the guy will ever, ever awaken. And following that, have the heart and the guts to follow through.

But although I vacillate between these two states of being, I always come back to gratitude. His soul woke me up and gave me the desire to reclaim my life. I have been blessed. I believe I'm continuing to be blessed even though I don't know how this will all play out.

I'm going to keep choosing Faith, even when I lose it momentarily and throw up my hands in anguish and "lostness" for lack of a better word. There IS a reason this is happening.

We just can't see it yet.

Love to you.

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Beautiful.

posted March 17, 2014 04:26 PM            

I had an oracle reading done today. The card pulled was "I deserve to be loved." The angels told me they want to send me love but my heart must be open..I must move past the hurt to truly experience the love and give my love to someone who truly deserves it.

So again..releasing my control, my need to know the answers...to walk on blind faith alone. You're right- we few are very blessed individuals who have been chosen to experience something that is truly miraculous in aiding to change the world. That alone, I cannot forget, is a blessing in itself.

posted March 17, 2014 04:28 PM            

We had the largest quake in Los Angeles since the Northridge in 1994, January. Reports are contradictory all over the place, and it's less than 24 hours since my house burnt down in 1993. Freaky.

At exactly 06:25 PDT, I felt the soft tremors which escalated to several hard jolts; imagine someone shoving the mattress several times. The walls shook; the floor vibrated, and things fell teetered over and fell downstairs.

It was reported as a 4.7M by 06:26; epicentre being Sepulveda Pass, which is somewhat closer to the Valley, but nearly equidistant between Los Angeles County (the Valley and West LA - where Venice is) and Orange County (which expands all the way out to Riverside, CA; we refer to it as the Inland Empire because it's the largest metropolis in the Greater Los Angeles area which is not coastal).

It occurred during the major networks' morning news broadcasts, and that footage is quite something to see. Studio City, which is Valley-area, boasts many of those sound-stages, and is nearer the epicentre. They got a shaking so violent it mimicked a 6.0. Windows imploded and ceiling tiles fell.

Miraculously, no injuries; not even that much damage to report across the Greater Metro.

It was downgraded to a 4.4M, with which some (especially me) are taking issue. Evidently, the Northridge Quake was preliminarily reported by USGS as 7.0+. It was downgraded to 6.7. Buildings were destroyed - people died - in that quake. My costar recounts it vividly, as one was his father. He acted quite heroically, though; the late John Neville told him that, were it not for his actions, the casualties would've been far greater.

Today, naturally, I'm all about rallying with my neighbours and close local friends and checking up on our earthquake and general disaster preparedness. (Always the Virgo Rising.)

After all, the location and nature of it indicates a high likelihood of an even larger quake striking in 72 hours. We can only act wisely and stay alert.

But, as my husband asked - why such an interest? While I've always been fascinated by seismic activity, why compile a playlist of those news broadcasts recorded live?

(Here for those curious:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TW1ZfpFI8Z8&list=PLtB556dHlJbwTgLJuWy2_0L0ozK7lZcn1&feature=share )

Why then, on the advice of a friend, look into the incredible effect seismic activity has on wave propagation in water?

( http://youtu.be/jXnp4a1t6y8 )

Is my Scorpio emotionally preparing myself in the event, while my Virgo carefully plans and organises?

I used to know what to look for, in regard to seismic activity, but it's a debatable thing.

What do you guys use?

I've been a bit nervous about CAP PLUTO making harsh aspects to the outers. When does JUP signal 'big' rather than 'benevolent', in other words?

I wonder if VULCANUS (the TNP / Uranian) can be used for quakes as well as, well, volcanic activity. Heh.

Someone once said APOPHIS, I think. I'd think PHOLUS would have to play a role, too.

Seems iQ does a LOT in this area. Maybe I should message him.

Anyhow. I'm here! Just ... y'know ... doing everything else.

I WILL say that last night was quite a powerful energy surge. I was also researching another alleged TF couple which struck some VERY major chords with me - to the point where it sent me into quite a crying spell. Augh! So odd for me!

Their astrology doesn't blow me away, though. But their actual story .... wow.

Nelson Eddy and Jeanette MacDonald

Eddy: 29 June 1901 @ 21:55, EST, Providence, RI
MacDonald: 18 June 1903 @ 06:58, EST, Philadelphia, PA

posted March 17, 2014 04:37 PM            

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Originally posted by micole maree:
Ceri, are Jace and I in this group? I didn't think we had the markers, only just a smidgen of them. Was this data including Morph's? But, speaking my heart, whichever specific people are in this ten, I'm so blessed to be getting to know ALL of you, you, who UNDERSTAND this journey and all of the remarkable experiences and the highs and lows that come with them.

The bonus is that I genuinely LIKE the women that you are.

And I just learned something. I had NO idea you could cast a multi-composite chart. What a lot of work you put into it, Ceri. (Now I wonder what would happen with a multi-composite of our dreams or astral stuff?)

This is going to be an insane week for me but I'll attempt to at least keep up with the thread. Be well, all of you.

PS: I contacted Indigo through Facebook and she is perusing photos of Jace, looking for some visual clues in his features that might indicate a birth time. I think she's narrowing it down.

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Yes, you are in it. I did not have Morph`s data, so she is not in there.

posted March 17, 2014 04:42 PM            

what a scare! I am glad you are okay though.

Strangely I had a quaky-feeling for some days now.

As for the astrology I think IQ had good results with Poseidon as well, for some reason.

posted March 17, 2014 05:10 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
This is absolutely amazing!!! Thank you for doing this! I guess it confirms we're all connected! That's beautiful

Did anyone notice how close the IC falls to fixed star Vega? Depending on how accurate the angle is, it just might fall on it once the exact birth times were found..

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I can't be the only one who's not surprised. Right?

posted March 17, 2014 05:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/203136.html

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Thanks, Ceri.

posted March 17, 2014 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:

Thanks, Ceri.

Yeah, I can imagine you'd be feeling 'quaky'. So have I!

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To be honest I still am.

Not quite a dizzy spell, more a feeling like something is rumbling in the earth beneath my feet.
I sometimes get that feeling, at least since my Kundalini experiences increased.

Actually last night was something strange, I was looking down at my knees and legs, and for some weird reason it was like they were glowing, like there was some sort of light surrounding them (and me). WEll I have gotten used to that sometimes when looking into the miror my hair seems to be glowing a little, or actually the air surrounding it, but seeing it while looking down at my feet? *sighs* I prefered going to bed and close my eyes actually (not that I could not still see the light behind my closed eyes - happens sometimes, not sure what causes this, but it doesn`t seem to be dangerous, at least I am still here, riht?)

posted March 17, 2014 05:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
To be honest I still am.

Not quite a dizzy spell, more a feeling like something is rumbling in the earth beneath my feet.
I sometimes get that feeling, at least since my Kundalini experiences increased.

Actually last night was something strange, I was looking down at my knees and legs, and for some weird reason it was like they were glowing, like there was some sort of light surrounding them (and me). WEll I have gotten used to that sometimes when looking into the miror my hair seems to be glowing a little, or actually the air surrounding it, but seeing it while looking down at my feet? *sighs* I prefered going to bed and close my eyes actually (not that I could not still see the light behind my closed eyes - happens sometimes, not sure what causes this, but it doesn`t seem to be dangerous, at least I am still here, riht?)

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I was in SUPERINDIGO! mode yesterday. Man, it was crazy. I swear my eyes weren't playing tricks - my aura just flat had the sort of cast that was undeniably indigo. Faint, but very much there. I decided, on a whim, to learn to read auras a few years ago. Was blown away when I could.

Huh. I'm still faintly 'glowing', too.

And, we ARE still in a threat-zone. So, I'm feeling shaky as well.

posted March 17, 2014 05:35 PM            

I know you will be alright.