posted April 10, 2014 08:30 AM            

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Originally posted by SableKnight:
I have this in my natal actually, and what you probably found is usually true. If the relationship with the mother is good it indicates an overly close relationship possibly involving Lillian themes. Or, like in my case if the relationship is bad or lacking, you may hold much rage and resentment for her, but have repressed sexual fantasies involving well...Ceres themes. You get the picture.

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Don't think I'm lesbian. lol

I'm close to her but I don't want to be in her face, neither of us do really. She's very maternal and I am quite nurturing myself so maybe we have a natural urge to take care of each other.

I read somewhere else that Darkmoon Lilith gets a bad press, painted as some kind of venomous "bad girl" whereas in fact she is just spirited, challenging to the man, and magnetic (can't find the link now, I didn't bookmark it). Because of that she might try to take advantage of her power, especially to point out men's weaknesses. (I think I do that sometimes, which I know is wrong). Once when I about 21 I was doing a gig (I'd lost a lot of weight after being generally a bit tubby as a teenager/kid) and my mother, who was at the gig, commented to me afterwards "you're aware of the effect you're having on men". I took that as a disparaging remark really. I probably WAS aware of it, but after years of being self-conscious of my weight and maybe a bit shy about my body, I thought "why not enjoy the attention for a bit?"

With it conjunct Ceres I think it brings an element of nurturing for me in relationships, which many men don't particularly welcome.