posted May 01, 2022 04:56 AM            

The below transits were common in 3 suicedes..

transit north node square sun
transit neptune square sun ( one of them was on prescribed meds - the day before he committed suicide his pyscohologists increased the dose of his antidepressants. Almost everybody thinks it is the meds caused him to take his life )

In all of them Uranus was active in adverse aspects...

I have Pluto squaring Venus, Mercury, Sun, Asc in my natal chart. Except Sun all off them are opposed to Saturn.

Death has always been at the center stage of my life... I lost so many people... I withnessed so many loved ones dying...Since childhood... And I have always had suicidal thoughts...

I think if Jupiter was not making sextiles and trines to my horrible combo of Saturn and Pluto I could commit suicide. A very healthy Uranus is helping as well...

But to be honest, I am always contemplating on taking my own life before I get too old. If I can not take care of myself due to age or some kind of sickness, I dont want to live.