posted September 26, 2016 03:05 PM            

Yes I understand those crises. I have them too regularly and it always feels very existential. I feel quite plagued sometimes by this mentality of "What does it all mean? Nothing!" Haha. But I think it is this anxiety about the potential meaninglessness of life. That is a very general and hard to pin down feeling and can make us eventually question everything.

I feel a lot more able to pull myself out of that mentality now, though. As I said before, I do think I am approaching the end of a cycle and shedding many of the negatives of my Saturn. And yes transiting Pluto has hit my Saturn and has played a big role in that.

I think Saturn in the 12th House people just need a feeling of purpose and structure that is not dependent on the everyday world: art, spirituality, solitude, divine compassion. I think that is why we often don't seem that serious, on the surface, because we have the deep inner wisdom to know that many things of this world are ultimately meaningless and not to be taken that seriously. And when we express our inner maturity, it is on another plane of consciousness.