posted April 17, 2017 12:24 PM
At 2008 I had big fight with person and this row ended our friendship & left me with boiling hate and spite towards her etc. But didn't end our relationship completely (unfortunately) as we are part of same creative group. We just didn't work together anymore. She hasn't done almost anything regarding this during the time and of course blaming us 
Last spring brought her back to my life as we are making celebratory zine about our work. I didn't want her in but my friend forced me due her bad concisence and fear that she will trash us all around. It been hard!
Currently my hole eastern was ruined because I was expecting her to comment something via mail. I tried to release this feeling..in vain. ( I have tried this btw many times during these years 
) This morning 6am I woke up and noticed that she had answered and I checked my transits at the time. One of them was Sun opposite Pluto exact. Astrology is working like clock sometimes.
Sun opposition Pluto transit:
You directly confront something that has been hidden, forgotten, or ignored for a long time. Unresolved issues in personal relationships are stirred up and the underlying causes for a painful or problematic aspect of a relationship may be brought to light.
Personal power and control are issues for you now, and if you take too much power (i.e. are manipulative and tyrannical) or too little power (i.e. are overly passive and easily victimized), then you will become embroiled in power struggles with others.
I feel threat, I feel hate, I don't know what to do. I suppose there is some karmic thing going on. I don't know if I'm supposed this time to end ties with her successfully or let her dominate or what. What is my lesson. Well this I wanted to share with you
Lindaland
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posted April 17, 2017 12:24 PM
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