posted December 25, 2019 12:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
http://youtu.be/CP6LQjJo7eY

tMoon Sag.

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posted December 25, 2019 12:43 PM            

How Truly Beautiful.

posted December 25, 2019 12:43 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Your vid is not allowed in my country.
Try listing this url next to yours.
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOxpo94X65o

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posted January 13, 2020 12:39 AM              

Back when I recorded the below (sorry bout the bad audio quality--not a quality mic), I had just run into her unexpectedly and I was trying to not even look at her, and caught her looking at me a few times. This was during the full Moon in Pisces in September.

posted January 16, 2020 09:23 AM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
Been re-feeling this shiznit of late, as I have started to miss her again after having that semi-recent dream of our reunion and intense, merging hug.

Back when I recorded the below (sorry bout the bad audio quality--not a quality mic), I had just run into her unexpectedly and I was trying to not even look at her, and caught her looking at me a few times. This was during the full Moon in Pisces in September.

Have no idea what is correlating with it of late. But, this song expresses so well the conflicted feelings, the sense of defeat, the sense of betrayal, and the general pain and heart ache.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99mYau9x82A

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Oh nooo. You lost your relationship with wife? I'm soo sorry for your pain.

posted January 16, 2020 07:28 PM              

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Oh nooo. You lost your relationship with wife? I'm soo sorry for your pain.

You did a GREAT job singing Hallelujah by L.Cohen.

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No, we're still going strong. My core partner/spouse, "R." and I have been together for 18+ yrs, and for the last 11 years have had a mutually agreed upon open option, which for the last 9 or so years I largely and mostly stayed away from for various reasons (karmic, spiritual-energetic, etc).

That all changed this past June when I met her, "H.", the other love of my life. Due to a lot of synchronicity and some guidance messages, I strongly suspect that my core partner (who I know beyond a doubt is my Twin Soul) and the person I fell in love with this past June are two Souls that are part of the same half of Spirit aka the other half of OUR Spirit. Hence "H." the "ex" is also my Twin Soul.

Not only that, but unlike my core partner and I, we shared a direct past life together (Egypt) that was very intense and unusual as to the degree of closeness and all level merging. (This is our first human experience together for my core partner and I).

But in that "past" life, I ended up leaving Egypt/the Earth to go with my out of system buddies, and though I tried to keep in touch (telepathically) with my beloved, she was devastated and felt like I ripped out her heart.

Hence, karma, and all, it was my turn to feel the pain of seeming rejection and abandonment, and boy did I feel it ever. Haven't experienced anything as emotionally intense and painful before or since. Very strange for self to become that attached to someone in general, and let alone over just a period of a couple months. I tend to be fairly non attached towards others.

A semi-recent dream suggests that we will reconcile. I deeply desire, and yet am scared crappless by this possibility/prospect.

Thank you for the kind words about the song. It was in the style of Rufus Wrainwright, which I prefer over Cohen's original (Buckley's is pretty good too). Unfortunately the microphone is not so good on that camera--it got "overpowered" at one point.

posted January 18, 2020 04:39 PM            

I'm happy that your relationship with your wife is still good.

posted January 19, 2020 10:42 AM              

My core partner has a Aqua Sun, Venus, and South Node and is a Venusian with also very strong Jupiter and Sun.

I have Aqua Venus in aspect (all close) with only the outer Planets, and Venus rules my Moon, MC, 3rd, and is in my 7th. I have a pretty highlighted Jupiter (which Cayce's guidance referred most often as "universal consciousness or strength [in the spiritual sense])".

In essence, we are more Aquarian and Jupitarian in combo than the average when it comes to relationships and connections. It's not primarily about sex or lust with/for us. It's more about an over arching spiritual perception about the true nature of reality, Souls, etc. Sex can be a means of strengthening connection if mutual love is there, and in those rare cases it's a beautiful and merging kind of experience.

Unfortunately for us, there are a percentage of people into polyamory that basically use it as an excuse to be sex addicts. Which besides being psychologically unhealthy, is also a great way to increase chances of STD's and other diseases. I'm just into my 40's and can count on my hands the number of partners that I've been fully intimate with, and only ever had one experience that resembled a "one night stand"--except that it was very different than the usual (we were backpacking on the AT in the winter during a polar vortex with the lows into the -0 degree F temps, and she was ill prepared for the conditions and I was well prepared. I feel like I came into her life to help her out--there was almost nobody else on the trail at the time. We spent all night talking, and when we finally went to sleep, she started to make moves on me, and at first I resisted and just tried to show her affection, but I felt like my redirection/rebuff wounded her, and so I decided to give her more of self as I felt that was what she needed at the time. We spent another day and night together before parting ways as it warmed up. Gave her some of my equipment and contact info [as she planned to be out there much longer than I did]).

posted January 19, 2020 08:52 PM            

A few months ago I had come across videos on polyamory relationships. Spent some time with those. Listening to various dynamics they faced. Especially when it came to 'emotion-involved' exchanges among them. Dealing with jealousy. {I myself wouldn't have been able to do that.}

Recall how in the '60s there had even been a popular Hollywood movie with folks who lived in same house that way. I remember the dynamics with them.
There had been a married couple, with consort under their roof. The wife tolerated it, as long as his 'emotions' were towards HER.

Of course, the Mormons have been advocates of that lifestyle, with ability to have multiple wives, sister-wives, and raising large households of baby-daddy's children together under same roof.

I have a Juno r Scorpio in the "11th"--
haha, *raises eyebrow*
candidate for group{H11}-marriage{Juno}? LOL.

Interesting to contemplate?
But, back to the vids mentioned.

Venus in midTaurus H5. {won't delineate}

HUMOR.. --
Honestly, I'd most-likely have a serious problem sharing "my"(Taurus) spouse with another person (female or male) if My Heart was in love with him--
except!,
if we were in a handfast relationship,
AND he were to be a much-younger handsome man--
and, he'd be there with me,
lingering beside me on my death-bed,
while I was 'unable' to move the body--
in order to get-up-the-energy to
~strangle him???
!!!!!rofl!!!!!
I mean, ~~nahhhhh. ..
I'm NOT into violence..
~Nope!! ~~~
I'd just NEVER speak to him
EVER again if he did that--
yup,
which, of course is much-easier to DO
when you (or) he is a corpse???? *alien* LOL

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Nah. Honestly, I think it would just really hurt my feelings.

{ref our convo in other thread,
started by Moongaze}

Even in dating--
Some women have fun with playing the players, but I've never respected 'players' at ALL. I'd just ignore to have my own fun, and leave 'those' types alone to themselves.

I prefer deep conversations about 'things' that matter.
I really really like to deeply get to know people.
Scorpio H11. *Heart*

GCE. Great if that works for you and wife, really.
Wishing you much Love in your Life.

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t Moon in Sag right now,
still in my H12 scorp

t Mars in Sagittarius was crossing my m-BML Sag H12scorp and is currently IN the degree of my Ascendant Sag as we converse here.

Will have crossed into H1 Sag
tomorrow before Sunrise, EST.

tSun in last of Cap is approaching sextile to BML

tJupiter Cap 11+ H1sag,
trine
Venus Taurus 12+ H5.

(music) You Belong To Me (Carly Simon) [3:54] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6BalhjGfjM

Today has been Dolly Parton's Birthday.

t Mercury Aquarius approaching trine Sun in Gemini

(music) Love Is Like a Butterfly (Dolly Parton) [2:21] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywFx-nGZXxI

*flower*

posted January 23, 2020 09:05 PM              

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Originally posted by Aries Eagle:
Can't get enough of this singer, must be the transiting Exalted Venus.
Majida El Roumi - Kon Sadiki‬‎ / ماجدة الرومي - كن صديقي

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She does have a beautiful and powerful voice. What is she singing about?

posted January 24, 2020 05:20 AM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosion:
She does have a beautiful and powerful voice. What is she singing about?

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posted February 01, 2020 01:07 AM            

Because of Saturn and Pluto. I felt fine all day, and this evening. I have one bad memory that made me cry, and now I'm feeling aggravated. It's like it's all bunched up in my solar plexus and stomach.

This is the Day ~ The The: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZYgKCbFbWY

Laid: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0trh9Y598fM - and Suede ~ Beautiful Ones http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqovGKdgAXY just because I like them.

General Public ~ Tenderness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlr3xsLotDU

I think I'm going to watch "The Lost Boys", and "Clueless" and over the weekend, I'll work on some goals for February. I might try that Hemi-sync meditation I found, too, Galactic.