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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Were you in my head?😂 Coz I was just thinking about this transit.I don't have the square to the MC . I have the conjunction.
Pluto started on my MC now OFFICIALLY. It's all in there. And everything's gone dead. I feel exasperated of energy, depleted and "done".
What I had experienced when progressed Cap 29 was here, I am experiencing once again. I have little idea of what else to do. I don't have a PLAN B🤷🏿♂️
The funny thing is that I thought that I had already done the work of leaving my previous vocation, going back to school and starting a new career.
But I think what I did was try to "bypass" this feeling of being clueless. Look for ways to pull myself off an impending "death" that I felt coming when Uranus crossed to Tau.
It wasn't to be. This is the "death". And I feel so tired. It's like the Pluto theme of death has resonated deep within me. And I have a feeling that the qualification I got from the last 3 years will not be relevant😶.
Why? Because I started it on the Uranus retro motion in the last degrees of Aries. Apparently (and intuitively felt) it is not a good idea to start a new project on the last degrees of a sign energy.
Rather maintain "what is" because the last degrees have a "Uranus" spin about them i.e everything can be altered and turned on its head near the end.
And I do sense that the current Pluto retro motion in the last degrees of Cap will delay things some more. That it'll be a bad idea to initiate something new now.So I best keep my head low and hold out for Pluto in Aqua.
Talk about "stuck"? I now know what the cusp degree is really about.And now I am just waiting for this energy slump to go.
A bold,hopeful energy may be envelope me when Pluto is in Aqua. For now my world is dismantling.

Damn...that's how I feel! I feel like I've been drained of all of my energy and my job is hanging the balance. It's a scary time. Ugh. I miss my Saturn Return when life was a dream...