posted May 01, 2024 05:36 PM            

It has coincided with continuing education trainings which I am taking monthly and me coming up with the concept of "study time" were I am making a conscious effort to read articles or listen to podcasts or read a book. I am enjoying this and I think establishing this habit into my life will hopefully continue on after the transit is over, essentially I am becoming more proactive about learning. Sometime during this transit I noticed that listening to music was not doing it for me like it used to. Ofcourse I love music but the need to push myself to learn things more in depth and in a more regularly basis has been highlighted.

I am also finding myself going over old bookmarks and organizing them into folders so its easier for me to access them and use them more effectively. The idea of reviewing old trainings and putting material into binders I find most valuable has also come up. I find myself watching less and less tv and just wanting to do something more productive and constructive involving learning and deepening my knowledge of things that interest me. It has also coincided with buying more books but I prefer to read articles and listen to podcasts or videos clips with information that can help me and others.

This transit I feel has also coincided with me learning to emotionally regulate better to enhance my ability to communicate effectively in relationships and improve dynamics in my relationships. Taking ownership of the parts I play in communication issues etc..something I need to keep working on and includes things as simple as learning to not interrupt.

I also started to do Yoga in February and in April really got more involved with it. Not sure astrologically what can point to this but am really interested in releasing emotions and stress in my body through yoga and feel yoga is great at deepening the connection between the body and your emotions helping you process and release emotions and stress stored in the body. This feels more like 1st house meets 4th house and 6th house.

When I started Yoga practice asteroid Samadhi was conjuncting exact my chart ruler JUPITER conjunct Uranus in the 12th and now its approaching my Ascendant in Saggy but Samadhi refers more to that meditative state one reaches were one is no longer aware of their body and their consciousness becomes one with everything or a non-dualistic state of consciousness in which the consciousness of the experiencing subject becomes one with the observing object. I have experienced this in the past about two times while meditating but these past few months I have been practicing Yoga not meditating and the focus is more on processing emotions through my body, stress management, fitness and healing. However since Jupiter rules my 1st house and is in the 12th I could see how Samadhi on my Jupiter could initiate Yoga practice in my life since I feel Yoga is a spiritual practice that facilitates healing but integrates the body and exercise, so yeah that does fit.

Transit Saturn is also currently opposing my Mercury which rules my DC and northnode and squares my nodes and is approaching my Moon in pisces at 21 degrees so its conjuncting my moon my 5 degrees.

I do feel Scott and I are at a critical point and tr saturn is also conjuncting his venus and mars, I feel saturn is giving him will power to work on his issues with addiction currently and he is more motivated to stay strong with it. I feel saturn is giving us strength to push through and really break a negative cycle but is not easy and requires us both to be patient with this part of his recovery so he can hopefully be successful this time and our relationship can then reap the rewards of the efforts we are putting forth right now. Something feels different this time, it feels like he will push through and make it to the next level. I feel saturn is asking me to be supportive and patient bc this may finally be the point for him were things turn around. Mars rules his AC and Venus rules his DC and saturn is conjuncting both right now, to make it he does need my support and saturn is staring him in the face and saying "YOU have to do this, you have to push through and not keep making the same mistakes and break the cycle."

^Like I have said saturn as been on my as*, his as* and our as*es since we met, it will be two years now by the end of this month and after transit saturn leaves his venus and mars and my DC ruler mercury I think we will not be having saturn transits anymore so is almost like a cycle will end and either this will collapse for good or he will beat this and our relationship will enter a new phase and reap the rewards of sticking it out for this long and not giving up on each other but one way or another the suffering will end. I feel optimistic though, I think we are going to break through and come out on the other side.

It has been rough but this relationship has forced me to look at myself honestly and push me to grow more than any relationship I have ever been on but we need to come out of this and enter a new phase.

I should add that transit saturn is squaring both of our nodes too, it very much feels like a fork in the road.

posted May 02, 2024 04:32 AM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
I won't tell you all the details of my private life. But I do have one part time job now.

Tired? Yes because I'm a bit hungry (LOL)!

I do like the weight loss though! I need it badly!

I am also having mental health than ever before with this transit.

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I didn't expect you to tell me the details of your private life. That would be intrusive. This especially in such a public forum.

But the general scope would help me see whether it correlates with a friend of mine who has Pisces Asc with Saturn closing in on their first right now.

He has not been doing well since Neptune started in his 1st house. Now with Saturn in the mix, he got more pressure at work (similar to my Gem Asc sister ) and his depressive state is picking up again.

posted May 02, 2024 11:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
I won't tell you all the details of my private life. But I do have one part time job now.

Tired? Yes because I'm a bit hungry (LOL)!

I do like the weight loss though! I need it badly!

I am also having mental health than ever before with this transit.

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I have a friend who is a Virgo with a Pisces ascendant. I adore him, he’s the best. I met him on another site, years ago, and we started talking about astrology. He used to lurk here. I don’t know if he still does.

He’s been dealing with some relationship stuff, and is trying to not be so avoidant. That’s his biggest issue, and one of my biggest, too. When he was happy, I was really happy for him.

posted May 02, 2024 11:43 PM            

But, I have very little appetite. I just had ramen noodles, and my stomach didn’t appreciate them. Dad brought me ensure plus, for the first time in months (it’s so expensive now).

posted May 03, 2024 03:03 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I have a friend who is a Virgo with a Pisces ascendant. I adore him, he’s the best. I met him on another site, years ago, and we started talking about astrology. He used to lurk here. I don’t know if he still does.

He’s been dealing with some relationship stuff, and is trying to not be so avoidant. That’s his biggest issue, and one of my biggest, too. When he was happy, I was really happy for him.

Anyway, I forgot he has Saturn transiting his first house now.

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Yeah 🤣. I forget that this is a public forum. Over the years, I have shared so much personal stuff on here. Through my own volition ofcourse.

I am expecting Sat to transit my 12th house soon.And using my friend's perspective, the aim is to compare and contrast what the actual differences between really are.

I too am facing some dark issues with depression. I have talked about it greatly on here. How the transit of Neptune on Natal Jup/Sun/Nep has surfaced all sorts of feelings.

Those of loss, exhaustion, vulnerability, high sensitivity and even recurring apathy towards life.

I have consulted some spiritual people in order to understand what is happening with me better. They speak of me crossing the threshold to a new life. And part of that crossing means that I have to let go of the known one.

I know all this and intuitively sensed it prior to meeting them. What I can't seem to successfully deal with is the pain associated with letting go. It really feels like death😪

posted May 03, 2024 11:21 PM            

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I’ve been here for so long, I tend to forget that it’s very public. When I remember, it’s :

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LMAO.

posted May 03, 2024 11:22 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I have a friend who is a Virgo with a Pisces ascendant. I adore him, he’s the best. I met him on another site, years ago, and we started talking about astrology. He used to lurk here. I don’t know if he still does.

He’s been dealing with some relationship stuff, and is trying to not be so avoidant. That’s his biggest issue, and one of my biggest, too. When he was happy, I was really happy for him.

Anyway, I forgot he has Saturn transiting his first house now.

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Saturn will return to my 12th house one last time from about August to December! What a way to end the year!

posted May 03, 2024 11:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
I didn't expect you to tell me the details of your private life. That would be intrusive. This especially in such a public forum.

But the general scope would help me see whether it correlates with a friend of mine who has Pisces Asc with Saturn closing in on their first right now.

He has not been doing well since Neptune started in his 1st house. Now with Saturn in the mix, he got more pressure at work (similar to my Gem Asc sister ) and his depressive state is picking up again.

The mental health part does resonate though 🙏🏿

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I've been getting a lot of calls from jobs though!

posted May 04, 2024 03:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
I've been getting a lot of calls from jobs though!

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I see. He is not enjoying the new environment.The extra work load just tanks his enthusiasm for work and life.

posted May 04, 2024 08:08 AM            

With more planets in Taurus I am starting to get back into making food again. Recently Ive made a pumpkin food dip, and carrot soup.

posted May 06, 2024 09:40 AM            

Mercury and Moon are both transiting house 1 today. This is the direct hit of Mercury and the transit of Moon in Aries house 1 always surfaces....Anger.

I called my old boss yesterday. And we got engaged in a screaming match about outstanding pay.

I am not in the mood for any BS ☝🏿😩

posted May 07, 2024 03:13 PM            

I have never gotten involved with someone in my life who struggles with addiction until now and I am thinking NEPTUNE is why. He was honest when we met that he had issues with that but also said he went to rehab and was currently sober but I remember noticing this weird smell early on in our relationship that I now know has to do with him using drugs, I don't think he was sober for that long after we met. He has lied throughout the relationship about using, hiding it or denying it yet won't deny he struggles with addiction, is something about getting caught that his instinct is to hide and lie. When I catch him using and is obvious he will deny it, last week he did it until the bag felt off to the floor and then I picked it up and showed it to him so he couldn't deny it anymore.

I realize that I fall in love with a man's potential and that I like "lets fix them" projects, I don't truly understand what I get myself into, I am unrealistic about this bc I am focusing on the potential and the fantasy. Tr Neptune squaring my DC and AC is manifesting in him lying about using when he gets caught, him keeping things from me like I still don't know about his sexual trauma but at some point he finally let me know he has sexual trauma but I know nothing about it still, him lying to himself and myself about getting his s*hit together and the cycle just repeating itself and me letting myself believe the lies that he tells me and that I tell myself.

posted May 08, 2024 06:26 AM            

I looked it up it was at its peak at 7am.

posted May 09, 2024 12:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
I see. He is not enjoying the new environment.The extra work load just tanks his enthusiasm for work and life.

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Well I just got a new job, well a job in general!

Your prediction about Saturn transitting the 1st house was mostly right!

posted May 09, 2024 04:46 AM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
Well I just got a new job, well a job in general!

Your prediction about Saturn transitting the 1st house was mostly right!

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Congratulations!! 🙌🏿

Yeah, Saturn can definitely give that "time to organize yourself" spirit . This especially when aspecting Asc or Asc planet ruler.And a job can certainly add discipline(which Sat represents).

I recall Sat in Aqua transiting to square my natal Sat/prog Mars and conj prog Sun. Mars rules my natal 1st house and 8th. Saturn rules natal 10th and 11th. Whilst Sun rules natal 5th.

The job involved making school study material for children(5th). It did not pay much(11th ) but it was nevertheless necessary for my status at the time (10th).

By its nature, the job was unpredictable and uncomfortable (8th) and I felt very depressed whilst there(1st).

I hope yours turns out better. There is a tendency for Saturn energy to suck the life out of situations whilst it is transiting. When it affects work, the job becomes solely about "output". No relatonships with co-workers, oppressive conditions, cold/austere environment. Only work, work, work😶

posted May 13, 2024 10:07 PM            

I was not in the mood to work today which is not like me, my heart just wasn't in it which is NOT like me and I dont like tv, nothing interests me, I dread tv right now, is like nothing gets my attention, nothing feels original. I feel tired. Life expectancy use to be around 30...even in the 1950s the world average was 45.7–48! and now bam all of a sudden in 2019–2020 the world average is 72.6–73.2. I mean its a good thing but I don't think is natural. I would NEVER hurt myself but I don't want to tug along and keep fighting and keep being strong and dealing with this and that for another 32 years and wait that long to reunite with my mother, not thrilled about it.

Tr saturn opposite mercury exact
Tr saturn squares my nodes
Tr saturn conjunct my moon

posted May 13, 2024 10:08 PM            

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Grief over everything, hit me hard again. We really need to have some fun, and things to look forward to.

I also saw something on twitter today, a poll asking which was better, the northern lights or the eclipse? Ugh. Can we not? Two awe-inspiring natural events, and someone just had to pit them against each other.

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