posted July 20, 2024 03:20 AM            

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Originally posted by DualGemV2:
He originally worded it as I have a little code puzzle for you if your interested.

We then had a teams meeting and I updated him the status of things for the week. I then pushed him to send me the puzzle.

Once I received it, it had the course code and I knew it was her lab.

It wasn't hard, so I completed it and
included a solutions sheet.

He ended up asking me if he could share my number to his daughter because she was still confused.

She ended up calling me in the evening.

Idk, I still haven't figured out if he sees me as both a friend and subordinate or just someone he can depend on.

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posted July 22, 2024 12:00 PM            

I don’t mind the floaty denial feeling I live with a lot of the time, but I have so much to do, and I’m not getting any of it done.

posted July 29, 2024 03:38 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Trans Venus 1Leo decl 21.06N
Trans Jupiter 10Gem decl 21.22N
Trans Sun 20Cancer decl 21.51N

All parallel natal Ic Can decl 21.37N.
All contra-parallel natal Ura Sag decl 21.58S.

Trans Sun 20Can conj Ic 22Can & Moon 17Can.

All these suggest to me a change in my emotional state or something affecting my emotional state.

Transits to the Ic(specifically) can be emotionally unsettling.This for good or ill.

But I also see them as an opportunity for one to surface deep feelings held within through articulation.So there's typically a "heart to heart" with a woman or a maternal figure.

And today was no different. Some revelations brought to my attention that are startling.So out of the ordinary infact, that I am still digesting them.

But I did ask for this important moment. So it's not entirely something that was impressed upon me. Its just a lot that I have to take in and digest.😐

Meanwhile when looking at progressions, my prog Moon Cap 18.52 decl @24.57 S is arcing to contra-parallel AND oppose my natal Moon Can 17.50 decl @25.00 N.

This is a further suggestion of emotional instability or insecurity in the month ahead.Not necessarily the best news hoped for. It may confirm the earlier revelation received.

I also have certain fixed planets that are not moving just yet. Transit retro Pis 19 @decl 6.06S is parallel Natal Mars Lib 18 @decl 5.55S. Energy levels are not great.I just feel like sleeping...a lot.

There is a build-up of energy around Dec when Jup 17 and Sat 14 retrograde. Both will be @ decl 21.54 N and 8.14 S respectively on my birthday.

The two will be forming a parallel to my Ic and Dsc espectively.Prog Moon will still be in contra parallel aspect with natal Moon.

Trans Plu will have its direct motion in Oct @decl 23.25S parallel to my natal Sun Sag.Nep will go direct in Dec @ 27Pis to square my Sun.At rhat time,Trans Mars in Leo will also retro to opp trans Plu and square natal Plu.

I will keep on coming back to this post. As I want to fully understand what is really going on during that time.

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These past 3 weeks have been uncomfortable on the domestic front. We have had some power cuts and faulty electrical wiring that has resulted in us being in the dark off and on.

Since Ic is connected to home.I have been experiencing the Jupiter opp and contra parallel to my natal Uranus. Uranus is contra-parallel Ic @21.30S

Even my phone has decided to start acting up-battery charging issues that have cost me a pretty penny to fix.😐

I see the Jup opp natal Ura as stimulating my need to be able to do what I want to do and whenever I want to do it. And this has been thwarted in the domestic sense by the power issues.

Add to this, my phone is also limiting my ability to use it at will. It has its own mind (for now) and is not playing along with me.

Though I have had it for a long time, I have reached a point of wanting to sell it. Another manifestation of Uranus detachment? I used to think the world of this phone.

Uranus is definitely the planetary energy for new experiences. And the tolerance of what outcomes those bring. But is ironically less forgiving of new/unpredictable outcomes that come from the old/known.

posted July 31, 2024 12:14 PM            

Sun IC. It’s upsetting to be aware how complicated, controversial ,triggering, and triggered I could be. I’m trying to be ok with my current personality myself as I don’t think I want to simplify myself more for people nowadays. But I kinda miss myself my sweet, and nice self and Neptune clouds.

posted August 01, 2024 09:56 AM            

I want to social in small doses and I don’t know how to explain that to people.

When I have my alone time I’ve been doing so much energy work and ghosting people! Kind of sick of being like this. I only look easy going…but I’m seriously not. Trying to incorporate more boundary work.

posted August 01, 2024 06:07 PM            

I spent the day making changes to the SharePoint site at work to make it more user friendly, by default I ended up becoming the SharePoint administrator which is my secondary duties.

Got bored, started feeling like I'm wasting my time with my current job and it's time to move on.

Normally I do upgrade courses in the evening to make me feel like I'm accomplishing something but everyone's been telling me you should take a break or go on a vacation.

Without it I don't have that anchor for my mind anymore.

I work at home remotely, I have my personal laptop right beside my work issued laptop. I was watching youetube and a clip of the "Brave Little Toaster - Worthless (lyrics)"
came up on my playlist.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcWeE3NMeBQ

If your an 80s-90s born you might have watched it as a child.

I never understood the symbolic meaning when I watched when I was a child, now I see how it connects with people.

First car: Overworked and overdriven, now on it's way to be destroyed.

Second Car: Life moved to fast for some people.

Third Car: Someone that drifts along without a solid root.

Fourth Car: Was built to win and failed, now it's being destroyed.

Full explanation: http://www.reddit.com/r/movies/comments/pbcm2w/brave_little_toaster_junk_yard_ scene_summary_and/

Somehow I needed that to ground me, I think everyone is taking what's going on in the world a little hard just in different way!!!.

posted August 02, 2024 01:27 PM            

Anyways that being said....LORD the transits I am dealing with right now are sooooooo intense, I am being forced to do some serious internal deeper work; its extremely humbling...having 8th cusp in LEO fits so much more than it being in cancer, my ego and pride and how it impacts my relationships has become very clear and the wound around not being seeing in the context of sexual intimacy and feeling neglected in this area of life by partners I get involved with long term fits.

I wish I had a water mercury; that would help me a lot. I feel my mercury in virgo in the 9th opposite moon doesnt like to feel vulnerable and communicate from the heart and a place of vulnerability; it would be so much easier if I had a water mercury specially in cancer or pisces bc scorpio is a very different water energy.

Pisces and cancer have this nourishing energy behind them, specially cancer but pisces too in a quieter way that is very accepting and non judgemental. Scorpio feels very intensely and strongly to the point that scorpio influenced folks can really struggle with emotional regulation and self destructive tendencies bc they don't know how to process and deal with their emotions calmly and can feel overpowered by them leading to SI, self harm or addiction; pluto co-rules mars after all. Scorpio wants to hide their vulnerability but they feel strongly and care too much but don't trust. They love hard and if they choose to let you feel their love you will feel it strongly but its not a nourishing energy, it can be if the scorpio has venus in libra or a water moon but I would not say the sign scorpio as a water sign has this nourishing effect; its more comfortable with passion and passion that is not being channeled well turns destructive.

I have transit CHIRON in ARIES in the 4th trine exact VENUS conjunct MARS, KARMA and VERTEX in the 8th.

Chiron transits can feel like a wound reopening only to find out that its actually infected and the infection may put your system under septic shock unless the wound gets lit on fire and that is what chiron feels like..like an infected wound lit on fire…the wound now has your undivided attention and cannot be ignored 💙 is screaming I am here! Feel me, see me, pay attention to me, is a wound roaring lit on fire 🔥

I have transit SATURN squaring my nodes and conjuncting my MOON and opposing my MERCURY.

I have transit PLUTO in aquarius entering my 2nd house and squaring my chart ruler saturn in scorpio.Tr Uranus continues to square my venus and mars stellium.Tr northnode is conjuncting my IC.

All the emotional wounds I have ignored, downplayed or did not even know were there are coming out. I feel I have to forgive myself for a lot of things and part of the healing is that which should lead to change and growth, feeling truly disappointed with yourself and sitting with that discomfort long enough I think is part of the process of change and growth. Part of the healing is seeing clearly the wound of a need not being met and working through that including acknowledging the toxic or self destructive ways I have coped with this need not being met.

Its definitely a time of grief but hopefully grief that leads to actual growth and transformation bc I need to do better. We gotta accept ourselves as we are while also acknowledging our toxic traits that need to change, feel bad for our behavior long enough for it to lead to change but also have self compassion and forgive ourselves. Our toxic traits come from a wounded place so healing the wound is key, the wound heals by us not avoiding it and seeing it in its totality, fully, unfiltered and raw bc the wound needs to be seeing and heard for it to heal and lessons behind it can then be integrated and change/growth/transformation can then take place.

posted August 03, 2024 10:11 AM            

It’s seems like a big planet will always be squaring something in my chart.

posted August 04, 2024 11:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
^same! My body is so damn sensitive

I want to social in small doses and I don’t know how to explain that to people.

When I have my alone time I’ve been doing so much energy work and ghosting people! Kind of sick of being like this. I only look easy going…but I’m seriously not. Trying to incorporate more boundary work.

Also telling my self not to feel bad for ignoring people so I don’t have stress and anxiety.

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The small dose socializing should be the thing. I get exhausted from needing to be social for long time. I don’t get why people cannot just meet up for 0.5-2 hours.

posted August 05, 2024 08:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
The small dose socializing should be the thing. I get exhausted from needing to be social for long time. I don’t get why people cannot just meet up for 0.5-2 hours.

Leo new moon. Currently I need to involuntary participate in the drama. Someone with this moon square (mostly fire and earth) ghosted a guy without having much intention to do so and he got back by completely cutting off the connection. I don’t know the guy placements, but by a way he got very angry and quick to cut off I suspect Scorpio or Cancer.

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posted August 05, 2024 09:50 AM            

Sound seems to have gone completely on my computer, even though it's telling me that it works. There has been an issue with the headphone jack for a long time, and it may have given up the ghost for good. Can't afford new headphones, and the bluetooth connection with these, is not great.

Finally got some sleep, after staying up much too long. Not enough sleep, but I'm feeling better than I was.

And there's more, but I need to get busy.

posted August 06, 2024 06:28 AM            

Though the two may overlap- in cases where longitudinal and declination is exact. It is not always the case.

The Mc Cap declination degree is 21.37S
The longitudinal Mc degree is 22Cap.

The transit of Jupiter in Gemini has been in tight parallel aspect with the Ic Can declination degree these past few weeks between 21.30 -21.45N.

In the same breath, it has also been in tight opposition (longitudinal) aspect with natal Uranus Sag.

As I said previously,these times were fraught with domestic disturbances in terms of power outages.

I also found myself spending more money sporadically. If it wasn't to cover sudden expenses that appeared, it was to eat out or order in etc.

Now Trans Jup Gem has separated from natal Ura Sag. However(by declination) trans Jupiter is now in exact contra parallel aspect to natal Uranus in Sag.

Yesterday I left home going to buy wood glue at a hardware store. And came back with new shoes 🤷🏿‍♂️

This coming Thursday, I plan to go out. This even if I can't afford it just yet, I want to. So there is more spending right there.

Now the same/or similar pattern of domestic restrictions is now happening with transiting Mars in Gemini parallel Ic. But it's manifesting through health and inconsistent sleep patterns.

In the past few days(starting from last week),I've not been feeling very well.Not sick.Just not optimum. Once again movement is restricted. But this time its through body aches, pains and general discomfort.

Trans Mercury in Virgo (I believe) is to blame. When it started its motion last week, I don't feel great (healthwise). And the retrograde motion hit results in a contra-parallel aspect with natal Mars in 6th(health). I hope I don't catch anything.

The exact opp of Mars Gem to natal Ura hasn't manifested anything noteworthy past what is said above. Atleast not yet.

I read that this aspect is sudden bouts of anger.That makes sense as both Mars/Ura are disruptive. But no triggers as of yet.

Though I will give Mars more time as it separates from my Ura exact opp and contra parallel declination aspect .It could just be a delay.

posted August 06, 2024 06:37 AM            

When I had to send it back because its issues still persisted, there was transiting Mercury in Virgo parallel Asc.

As this retro goes on, it will be in my 5th house and station there on the 30th of August.

When it comes to house 5, I have always found this house to be inactive (at worst) or very subdued (at best). So my curiosity is piqued in terms of what will transpire as this energy plays out.