posted December 06, 2024 02:09 PM            

I'm letting go of something from the past (retrograde).

posted December 10, 2024 07:21 PM            

I was just thinking about Venus retrograde also coming up, and how I think that usually f*cks with me more than mars retrograde. This next one turns direct, the day before my birthday. Sometimes it’s physical and psychological. Other times, it’s been someone harassing me, and messing with my relationships. My sister was one. A stranger on the internet, was another - more than once. One time, it was a guy. Maybe more than one time.

One mars retrograde, was when my bad stomach issues started. Around the time it went direct, was when I started puking all the time. Two years ago, it started a horrifying cycle that lasted several months. Past the day it went direct, by about six weeks (not including recovery time, which I’m still not past). The stomach issues, when they began, felt like constant food poisoning, when I ate. The direct motion was exactly square my Uranus/ascendant, and that started a constant unwanted purging. That was also mars in Leo. That was also when I got my heart broken, really badly, and I thought my body was rejecting food and drinks, because I didn’t want to be alive anymore. It brought back those feelings from when I was younger. Venus rx was also in my solar return, that year.

Mars rx in Virgo, started my sister’s ongoing harassment campaign. It was opposed her moon, and square her mars. Mars direct was the day before my birthday, and I think the first that she didn’t celebrate with me. She did make sure to make me cry, though. I still ended up having a great weekend.

Mars retro in my 12th house, over my mum’s moon, Jupiter, and Neptune stellium. I thought she was going to die, around the time it went direct. We managed to prevent it, but I was just not good. That was followed by internet stranger harassing me again.

Mars retro in sadge: mum was too sick to really do anything with me, on my birthday. She went into the hospital, before it went direct, and never came home. But her first two surgeries went well. Mars direct was conjunct her Venus, I think.

Mars retro in 2020, was mostly okay for me, I think. After a **** year.

posted December 11, 2024 07:53 AM            

- me, after some sleep.

posted December 11, 2024 11:07 AM            

I'm single and have no kids, so I don't have to consult anyone on how I spend, lol.

I have this thing with my Capricorn sister and her 3 Kids.

I rotate every year and ask one of then specifically what they want for Christmas, her youngest asked for a Macbook Pro.

I'm like I will think about it,
then I recall how unique his chart is.

He shares all the mercury aspects that I have, he has aspects from his mom (my sister) his father and his grandparents.

So I call back my sister and ask him exactly what he wants, configures the macbook to his specs and order it for Christmas.

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Mercury retrograde Sag will conj my natal Uranus as I travel a long distance tomorrow. I hate using public transport. But I feel I have 0 choice in this case 😶

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I think where you live makes a big difference on the type of public transit experience you'll get.

I live in the downtown core, people of all walks of life, occupations and income levels take the subway, so the service is a bit better because of this.

Plus would you rather be stressed stuck in 2hr traffic or take the subway and sneak in a nap until you reach your destination?

In other places in the world the view is it's primarily the marginalized population that relies on public transit.

Society overlooks these people and people who take transit so the service doesn't improve.

Anyway I'm a public transit advocate that believes everyone should have a clean, safe, and affordable way to get to places.

Being able to get to places can help improve the quality of ones life vs being stuck at home all day or gated community.

I guess that's the gemini in me, I think everyone should have freedom of movement.

posted December 12, 2024 09:31 AM            

These are the my dreams and goals are flushed down the toilet transits so what should I do with my life instead?

I’m going a lot of gratitude energy work and witch craft to counter act, as well as abundance too.

I’m home sick. I’ve already used 6 pto days.

posted December 12, 2024 11:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
The NN is in the exact degree as my Jupiter cancer. I’ll soon be over the hump. But soon Neptune is going to square my Jupiter cancer too.

These are the my dreams and goals are flushed down the toilet transits so what should I do with my life instead?

I’m going a lot of gratitude energy work and witch craft to counter act, as well as abundance too.

I’m home sick. I’ve already used 6 pto days.

It’s the 1212 portal day

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Yes. It's very good to clear all the negative energy around you.

I'm a big fan of Return to Sender spells.

Your not actively seeking to harm anyone so it doesn't harm your karma.

Anyone that has ill intent against you will get it back. If there's no bad intentions against you nothing happens.

posted December 13, 2024 09:00 AM            

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Originally posted by DualGemV2:
Yes. It's very good to clear all the negative energy around you.

I'm a big fan of Return to Sender spells.

Your not actively seeking to harm anyone so it doesn't harm your karma.

Anyone that has ill intent against you will get it back. If there's no bad intentions against you nothing happens.

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Cool! I feel like garnet is the best return to sender gem! My great aunt on the other side can whoop but for me, and expose people. Same with one of my spirit animals. Being close with my God too. I’ve also made an anointing oil with a whoop butt to anyone who tries me. I’ve even put it on when my coworker was projecting on me….immediate results when upper management nit picked her. Then she realized she wanted my emotional support.

I watched YouTube videos on snakes in the grass candles and run devil run. The red ones expose them and black just banishes them.

posted December 16, 2024 10:32 AM            

I asked someone for help with something, earlier this year, and they me down. I don’t know why I expected anything else, he gaslit me all to hell, years ago.
I wanted to do something basic to help at least one local kid, or a parent in a home, who has it so much worse than I do, but I can’t afford to. And I could be there soon, too. So I’m just going to cry off this full moon. It’s better this way, than to be crammed under the same roof as the guy who kept causing trouble for me in my family, or my sister given what she did. I still have my dad. I’m going to take my SAM-e, and vitamin D, shower, and figure this **** out.

posted December 16, 2024 12:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Cool! I feel like garnet is the best return to sender gem! My great aunt on the other side can whoop but for me, and expose people. Same with one of my spirit animals. Being close with my God too. I’ve also made an anointing oil with a whoop butt to anyone who tries me. I’ve even put it on when my coworker was projecting on me….immediate results when upper management nit picked her. Then she realized she wanted my emotional support.

I watched YouTube videos on snakes in the grass candles and run devil run. The red ones expose them and black just banishes them.

I’m starting to joke that I sage too good because I quit drinking unintentionally.

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Before I started my new position, I did a return to sender spell.

Just because i'm more of the quiet observer type at work. Dealt with a few "Fake it Till you make it types".

That doesn't last long in the tech world before you screw up or they catch on.

The only exception is if your cheap and they don't care about quality, even offshoring to India is too expensive now and their offshoring to Latin America.

Anyway found out there's alot of fiscal cutbacks starting Jan 2025 at my work and alot of the people I worked with are on contract or term.

It's just me and a few people that are actually permanent.

@teasel.

My Venus Sextile Moon transit is still in effect until Christmas.

So I feel bad that you feel this way,
I recommend you follow Stawr and put a return to sender spell to clear up the all the negative energy around you.

You don't sound like the person that whould actually want to be harming people, so there's no reason why you should be receiving bad energy unless you did something in your past life that your paying for in this life?

posted December 16, 2024 11:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
Mars rs takes a toll on me. I work too hard and things go too rough. Last week technology was working against me also.
What I can do if I often get too many obstacles. I don’t know what planets want from me. Do they want me to do nothing?!
Uranus and Saturn are at their typical BS. They tried to get me to work more when I didn’t want to. Once they felt they got me in and got power, my hours started to get canceled and changed. First, I told them when I work, now they tell me when I do. Again, the deception of simplicity and flexibility. Can I ever get something easy with my chart😒😬
Full moon was supposed to activate Venus… A guy at a coffee shop looked like was happy to see me. I wish the other people wanted to see me and things went better…

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posted December 17, 2024 08:32 PM            

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Originally posted by DualGemV2:
Venus Square Venus
I went over my Christmas budget this year.

I'm single and have no kids, so I don't have to consult anyone on how I spend, lol.

I have this thing with my Capricorn sister and her 3 Kids.

I rotate every year and ask one of then specifically what they want for Christmas, her youngest asked for a Macbook Pro.

I'm like I will think about it,
then I recall how unique his chart is.

He shares all the mercury aspects that I have, he has aspects from his mom (my sister) his father and his grandparents.

So I call back my sister and ask him exactly what he wants, configures the macbook to his specs and order it for Christmas.

I think where you live makes a big difference on the type of public transit experience you'll get.

I live in the downtown core, people of all walks of life, occupations and income levels take the subway, so the service is a bit better because of this.

Plus would you rather be stressed stuck in 2hr traffic or take the subway and sneak in a nap until you reach your destination?

In other places in the world the view is it's primarily the marginalized population that relies on public transit.

Society overlooks these people and people who take transit so the service doesn't improve.

Anyway I'm a public transit advocate that believes everyone should have a clean, safe, and affordable way to get to places.

Being able to get to places can help improve the quality of ones life vs being stuck at home all day or gated community.

I guess that's the gemini in me, I think everyone should have freedom of movement.

My Planets
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☉‘ ♊, ☽ ♈, ASC ♑, ☿ ♊, ¡÷ ♉, ¡ö ♋ , ♃ ♒, ♄ ♏, ♅ ♐, ♆ ♑

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I ended up driving to the destination. Totally different experience🙌🏿.

posted December 17, 2024 08:42 PM            

I get extremely sensitive and very much in my feelings, insomnia, stomach upsets, decreased appetite and general unease. There is also that strong need to "offload" emotionally to someone.

Yesterday, plans to return home were delayed (much to my irritation). I felt so down. I slept early (not aware the Moon transit was conjunct my natal Moon and Ic).

That didn't help matters much because at 1 am, I was up. My nephew (toddler)woke me because he was feeling restless and wanted to sleep in another room. After I opened the room for him, i couldn't settle back to sleep.

posted December 18, 2024 04:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Does anyone else feel their emotions heightened when the Moon transits the angular houses? This more especially when they conjunct the As/Dsc, Mc/Ic axis?

I get extremely sensitive and very much in my feelings, insomnia, stomach upsets, decreased appetite and general unease. There is also that strong need to "offload" emotionally to someone.

Yesterday, plans to return home were delayed (much to my irritation). I felt so down. I slept early (not aware the Moon transit was conjunct my natal Moon and Ic).

That didn't help matters much because at 1 am, I was up. My nephew (toddler)woke me because he was feeling restless and wanted to sleep in another room. After I opened the room for him, i couldn't settle back to sleep.

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posted December 18, 2024 04:50 AM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
frida, 10th. But there is nothing 10th about it. It’s more 2nd as it was supposed to be quick and easy money without much attracting factors. Before I went for the attracting factors and the potential. Here is the opposite.

But I understand more how mars works. It cares only about the gain and right now benefits. I think if I had this position natally, I would move much farther and quicker in life without being distracted with all inner complexity, emotional issues and outside unneeded BS.

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posted December 18, 2024 01:14 PM            

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Originally posted by frida:
Hm, I think Mars retro is just annoying. But otherwise, direct transit through 10th is usually good. From what I observed at least. Quite energizing and productive. I sometimes wish I had Mars in 10th house natally.

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posted December 18, 2024 01:30 PM            

Planning and organizing abilities are very suffering. Mind is scattered. What might be better for actions. It’s hard for me to plan and react at the same time.

posted December 18, 2024 02:12 PM            

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Originally posted by frida:
Yes!! I definitely feel Asc/Desc transits. Especially if it’s combined with something else, I just cry 😅

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posted December 18, 2024 03:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:

However, it’s mars so when Venus and maybe mercurian qualities are needed, it might not work well. As mars doesn’t know when to slow down and stop to create a call for actions.

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posted December 19, 2024 08:01 AM            

I think there's too much negative energy in the air.

Very important to get away from people with negative energy and be around the people with positive energy, especially during the Holiday Season!!!.

Every 2 weeks the directorate I work under has a voluntary tea chat on teams. Anyone can chime in, there's like 300+ people in my directorate.

For the tea chat for this week,
Really awe inspiring and brave of one of the directors to share her story of being forced to live in a women shelter after an abusive relationship, barley surviving then someone gave her a chance and hired her in her current role.

I think we need to hear more stories of how people overcome obstacles and remain positive rather then just staying negative about things.

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
I ended up driving to the destination. Totally different experience🙌🏿.

God almighty, please bless me with a car🙏🏿. And also the monies to maintain it. The freedom of movement you spoke of, is totally felt through the driving experience. The power!😊

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I'd ship you my Toyota Matrix if I could. Spends more time in the underground parking garage then on the road.

It's just my reliable beater car that I mainly drive when I need to see my parents in the country or drive out of the city to vist my sister. Simple and reliability is my model.

I'm slated to pass it down to my niece when she starts university and I get a Mazda in the next year.

I'd always joke with my boss when I'd see him in his BMW iX xDrive50. It's a $110k car here.

I'd say to him are you still planning on retiring in 5yrs?

posted December 19, 2024 02:08 PM            

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Originally posted by frida:
Great point! Balance. My 10th is ruled by Venus, so Mars energy is welcome sometimes because work is competitive. I doubt many Mars 10th house people think “oh I wish I’m softer” 😁 they just go, go, go…

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I’m not sure I know somebody with mars MC. But I know someone with a lot of Mars. And go,go,go mentally usually looks there like a car is driving in the wrong lane opposite to the traffic with a blindfolded driver, but blind luck at work because of a good placement lol