posted February 04, 2024 12:25 PM            

I am feeling the magic.

AND the energy is finally favorable for me traveling. I've been frustrated with travel plans since the late summer. I was experiencing NN square my Saturn Capricorn house 9. The transit recently ended for me. I booked my flight yesterday. I have some good things going on that favor travel right now.

posted February 05, 2024 02:03 AM            

It was depressing to learn about, and I can’t believe it’s happening to another place that I liked.

posted February 05, 2024 10:56 PM            

Well Mercury and Pluto are in a conjunction. Chiron and NN are in a conjunction. Anything else?....nah that's it.

posted February 05, 2024 11:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
people seem tired, heavy feels, intense, emotional, run down. Including myself. Almost like eclipse energy.

Well Mercury and Pluto are in a conjunction. Chiron and NN are in a conjunction. Anything else?....nah that's it.

Well the sun is conjunct my MC. I'm going to be the lead teacher tomorrow, weather I like it or not. I now teach for children with disadvantaged families.

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I had a bit more energy today.

My dad had another day off work. Not enough work for them all. This started last year, when pluto first squared my dad's sun.

posted February 10, 2024 01:02 PM            

My friend and I were both total slugs today. We both have moon in late Aries and I wonder if it’s because of Mars squaring it or the new moon yesterday now sextile. The new moon was in my 8th house so I set intentions for changes in that area of life. I bet you can guess what I wished for!

posted February 20, 2024 12:38 PM            

I wondered where I got the energy to wake up early today from? Transiting Moon was in my house 3 arcing to square Mars/Merc and conj Moon.

posted February 20, 2024 02:45 PM            

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There are few times that I get more clear about feelings as I do when Moon is transiting Cancer and conjunct my natal Moon.

I wondered where I got the energy to wake up early today from? Transiting Moon was in my house 3 arcing to square Mars/Merc and conj Moon.

This period is also a time where I get emotionally triggered. So...🤷🏿‍♂️. I need to just be aware of that because i absolutely refuse to let go of social media 🤣

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I was ready to fight, on Friday morning. Mars/Pluto was square my Uranus/ascendant.

posted February 20, 2024 11:28 PM            

I am very attached to her and can tell I am going to have a deep bond with her I did not have with my previous dogs, I loved them but my connection with them was more detached.

My little princess Kazak I think is a blessing and will help both my partner and I with her presence in our life and we will love the hell out of her.

She has pluto in capricorn forming a grand trine with his moon and my sun , her southnode conjuncts both of our plutos and his DC. In our multi composite we have a neat kite that includes pluto conjunct southnode and in my composite with her I have moon conjunct saturn and cupido and chiron conjunct eros and I am in love with her and fully committed and she is helping me heal. Her venus in libra at 1 degree conjuncts my SUN and actually she has moon conjunct venus in libra right on my MC Her Uranus squares my venus and mars and conjuncts his moon and our composite IC and her bless conjuncts my sun.

^I did get her kind of spontaneously, I just made up my mind and went for it, it felt right and I had talked to Scott about getting a dog and he was on board but I think he thought it would take me longer to find a dog as he takes his time with all his decisions but for me if it feels right I just go for it and then I am all in.

posted February 21, 2024 08:45 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I was ready to fight, on Friday morning. Mars/Pluto was square my Uranus/ascendant.

The moon is squaring my Aries planets, and I'm about to leave the house (which is what I did on Friday). I had a horrible time trying to sleep, but slept for something like twelve hours on Sunday night/Monday morning. I took a full dose of ZZZquil.

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Yeah.I am familiar with that energy. Tense 😐

posted February 22, 2024 01:29 PM            

ALSO how financially inconvenient it is to be single and wanting to not live with anyone unless they are the one.

posted February 22, 2024 04:51 PM            

I want to neutralize my "need" for romantic love to feel fulfilled, I want to allow it in my life to the capacity it shows up for me but I don't want to have expectations or get attached to an outcome, I don't want to give it so much power, I want to enjoy it but take away the power it has over me. I want to feel fulfilled in its absence and its presence to just add to the ways I feel fulfilled.

People have issues including me and we can't force people to grow and change, yes to some extent we can hold each other accountable and help each other by pushing each other to grow but its not in our control any of it and the person may grow but at their own pace and in a different way you were thinking etc...so we can be agents of change but how that process unfolds and how it blossoms is not in our control so I just want to enjoy romantic love but also have low expectations and be detached and focus more on things that are in my control and don't let the fluctuations of being in a relationship and the challenges that came with it impact me in an intense way.

I can't help but wonder if this is PLUTO in Aquarius in the works entering my 2nd house. I also definitely feel a strong pull to get my finances in order and learn about investing even if my capital for that is small but I need to be smarter about finances. Relationships may come and go but I need to be able to take care of my finances and myself.

posted February 24, 2024 06:17 PM            

Next time I do Reike that may be my intention and if I end up doing an ayahuasca retreat in my 40s I think that will be my intention too.

I have gone to two Hatha yoga classes this month and is easy yoga essentially about breath and stretching and I like it and my gym is creating a yoga studio and once they are done there will be a lot more options regularly to take yoga classes, it will be good for me to continue to nourish this practice.

The word Sanga fits perfectly Pluto in Aquarius and I learned this word this month.

Also this month I am learning about the Wabi-Sabi Japanese Philosophy that follows three principles:

1. Nothings lasts, 2. Nothing is perfect and 3. Nothing is ever finished...it embraces the beauty in imperfection and it reinforces a growth mindset as perfectionism often paralyzes us preventing us from growing a certain skill and enjoying that process of learning and feeling comfortable with were we are at in that process. I feel there are many layers to this philosophy and how Japanese culture applies it (decor) so curious to learn more about it.

Also if you feel dead inside and you love animals, the right dog will bring you back to life, here is an animation of my beautiful Jet Black Siberian Husky Kazak:
http://photos.app.goo.gl/5QUgbswYMYUXFqPV7

Video: http://www.facebook.com/100007227762882/videos/249419954880684/

We trained her to be on leash and off leash and she now has learned to lick my face and give me kisses.

Namaste.

posted February 24, 2024 10:17 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:

Also if you feel dead inside and you love animals, the right dog will bring you back to life, here is an animation of my beautiful Jet Black Siberian Husky Kazak:

We trained her to be on leash and off leash and she now has learned to lick my face and give me kisses.

Namaste.

Tr Sun in pisces conjunct my Amor

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Aww!!! I have been feeling a bit dead inside, but feel better tonight. I have been snuggling with my cats a lot, and spent time with my dad and my dog, too. My dog doesn't give many kisses, so it's always a sweet surprise when he does.

Why do you say that you'll have three boyfriends in your forties? Was this something you were told?

posted February 25, 2024 02:00 AM            

I mean I may end up with Scott for the rest of my life but want to learn to flow with life more, know when to release something if that is what is right, like the seasons changing, for now we are meant to be together but who knows a year from now or two or three, maybe still but maybe not. I want to change with the seasons. Everyone's journey is different and I don't have kids, I just want to enjoy what I have and if at some point I need to release it and open myself to a new chapter with someone new I will and I will enjoy that chapter too but if I am suppose to grow old with Scott I am open to that too.

I want to embrace wabi-sabi philosophy and its principles of nothing is perfect, nothing lasts and nothing is finished which in the context of love and relationships from what I am reading can mean putting a lot of care and attention to working through issues in a relationship and not wanting to throw it away every time an issue comes up, learning to live with the imperfections of our partners and being forgiving.

I am definitely forgiving and pretty accepting of other's imperfections but I am feisty, impulsive and reactive and so at times I struggle with wabi-sabi love and want to throw relationships away. Is also true its important to recognize when a relationship has met its purpose and it needs to be released, that is not the case for me now but I think that also ties into the wabi-sabi principles of impermanence.

It could be I am meant to build something durable with him and learn about wabi sabi love in how I approach frustration in my relationships and how I work through the frustration but it could be I will learn about that with him and then we will part ways as I feel wabi-sabi is also about knowing when to release and change with the seasons.

Reflecting on his philosophy nourishes my spirit the right away, I can feel it.

posted February 25, 2024 02:59 AM            

It sounds to me like you are going through a Neptune transit closely conjunct your Ic and square your Asc. If I remember correctly, your Ic is in very early degrees of Aries and Asc in late Sag?

This whole talk of accepting "impermanence" and being open to "let go" or "go with the flow", is very Neptune imo.

Neptune speaks of non-attachment and also forgiveness. The awareness of imperfections can be there. But so is the "grace" given to want to accept people "as is".

posted February 25, 2024 03:21 AM            

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[b]@Hyptia238

It sounds to me like you are going through a Neptune transit closely conjunct your Ic and square your Asc. If I remember correctly, your Ic is in very early degrees of Aries and Asc in late Sag?

This whole talk of accepting "impermanence" and being open to "let go" or "go with the flow", is very Neptune imo.

Neptune speaks of non-attachment and also forgiveness. The awareness of imperfections can be there. But so is the "grace" given to want to accept people "as is".

Pluto (because it's sextile) could be supporting this change. But the main player sounds like Neptune to me.🙏🏿[/B]

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The whole impermanence thing you talked about, and non attachment, is also very Buddhist.

posted February 25, 2024 01:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
To all of you going through a Neptune transit I'm sorry.

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posted February 25, 2024 08:31 PM            

This full moon was also conjunct/opposed my Mars in Pisces, in the 4th. Square my Moon, Venus, and South Node. Not a good head space today.