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Topic: Transit and Mood log 2025🕺🏿💃🏅
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 26, 2025 09:52 PM
I only got a few hours of sleep last night. I got home tonight, and fell asleep for two hours, only to wake up with the worst anxiety, and that crushing depression back. I was thinking earlier, that I can’t believe I got out of 2023 alive. I never did manage to sequester myself for a few months, online and off, after getting through something else in the spring, but I was *gone*, and there were a few people who were really ****** . Just deliberately ****** . I don’t think I thanked one person for reaching out to me - two, actually. I really don’t know what we’re going to do. I need to ground myself somehow. IP: Logged |
DualGemV2 Knowflake Posts: 1327 From: Toronto, Ontario Registered: Aug 2016
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posted January 29, 2025 11:29 AM
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frida Knowflake Posts: 284 From: Registered: Nov 2022
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posted January 30, 2025 09:06 PM
I get emotional when I see 90's videos and listen to 90's rock. And I think it's more than just getting older. The times were different. http://youtube.com/shorts/z_k3TlhUo54?feature=shared I used to be extremely social back then, always out and about with friends and strangers. Now, not at all. Transit Moon conj. Descendant, Sun and Mercury IP: Logged |
Librapurr Knowflake Posts: 2722 From: Registered: Jul 2019
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posted February 02, 2025 02:14 PM
quote: Originally posted by DualGemV2: I was listening to Chappell Roan. It took her 10yrs to reach were she is today. Got by working at Starbucks for a time.Idk, maybe it takes 10yrs before all of us that aren't happy with our jobs get to where we want to go.
I wish I had that positive outlook. I often feel like I’m in a hamster wheel with years of transit Neptune. It’s nice you find a big idea and value in your work. That’s probably a difference between soft and hard Jupiter. I often struggle to find values or benefits at the current time. I could see opportunities mostly in the past time lol
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Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 05, 2025 02:08 AM
Sleep has been hard to come by . During this Mars transit in Cancer retrograde, I have been sleeping very late(around 1am sometimes even 2am etc.)There is a lot on my mind. But not much that I can articulate. I feel incredibly restless- this especially as Mars triggers my natal T-square Mars-Moon-Mercury Some obsessive thoughts? Yes. Some inability in engaging others socially/irritability?Yes I am not the friendliest person right now.
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frida Knowflake Posts: 284 From: Registered: Nov 2022
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posted February 07, 2025 06:02 PM
I felt a shift, things started moving forward and I feel lighter. Uranus turned direct a week ago.Also, I feel light and hope that I haven't felt in years. For years I felt almost defeated regarding where the world is heading, but I started feeling we will be OK and even better than that. After some tough work. Work is good. IP: Logged |
Librapurr Knowflake Posts: 2722 From: Registered: Jul 2019
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posted February 08, 2025 12:24 AM
Planet alignments and Mars Rx, Crazy shitshow, everybody is upset and fighting. A lot of people are in the mess. I thought I saw enough work dramas to be surprised, but this is something else! I don’t know if I should cry or laugh. I was angry I got dragged into it. I got very overwhelmed and try hard to disconnect from it at least for couple days. Taurus wisdom came: there’s a lot of drama and crazy, but I don’t care as long as I get paid. I guess I try to go with Taurus, and not to act Scorpio.
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 08, 2025 06:23 AM
Someone tried to log into my social media. It happens so rarely, it’s either someone who used to harass me and others, or it’s someone from recent years. I have two brand new email accounts on there, and finally deleted the one that's known. IP: Logged |
Preppyarcher7989Wiff Knowflake Posts: 567 From: United States Registered: Jan 2024
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posted February 08, 2025 02:40 PM
Kanye West is too much in his South Node in Aries. Selfish, verbally violent, easily bored! I'm oversimplifying, of course. He also has a Taurus stellium. Stubborn? I hope he gets the mental health that he needs. But, he's one wild man. ------------------ Happiness is easy to find. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 09, 2025 08:57 AM
quote: Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff: Kanye West is too much in his South Node in Aries. Selfish, verbally violent, easily bored! I'm oversimplifying, of course. He also has a Taurus stellium. Stubborn? I hope he gets the mental health that he needs. But, he's one wild man.
Has has Venus/Mars conj in Taurus opposite his Uranus. That would make him appear "loopy" I suspect that trans Saturn conj hos Moon and squaring his Sun, is what is behind the hardships that he is experiencing with his public image right now. Actually, it started in 2018 and slowly decayed as the years passed. Neptune was square his Sun and opposite his Moon- maximizing its effects in 2020. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 09, 2025 09:19 AM
Venus Ari has started in my 1st house . Do I feel sexy? Well..No.But perhaps the retro motion of Venus will be more eventful?March sees it go retro.I read that Venus in 1st prioritizes love/ affection/beauty/ aesthetics/collaboration? I am paying more attention to the way I look. True. But for now, that is all. Jupiter in Gemini in 3rd is restless energy. I want to see myself in and around people-mingling. Last week(before the direct motion) I went out and spent more than I thought. Jup is also opp my natal Sag Ura.Ura rules my 11th and sits in my 9th. What this means, I can't say. Atleast not for now. Maybe making a friend (11th) through shared belief systems (9th)?🤔 IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 09, 2025 10:50 AM
I am sleeping *a lot*. IP: Logged |
Preppyarcher7989Wiff Knowflake Posts: 567 From: United States Registered: Jan 2024
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posted February 09, 2025 06:39 PM
quote: Originally posted by Aries23Degrees: Has has Venus/Mars conj in Taurus opposite his Uranus. That would make him appear "loopy"I suspect that trans Saturn conj hos Moon and squaring his Sun, is what is behind the hardships that he is experiencing with his public image right now. Actually, it started in 2018 and slowly decayed as the years passed. Neptune was square his Sun and opposite his Moon- maximizing its effects in 2020.
Someone told me that, about Saturn in Pisces transiting his Moon in Pisces. Then now you reminded me of Saturn squaring his Sun in Gemini! Sounds like he's feeling restricted, right now? ------------------ Happiness is easy to find. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 10, 2025 05:52 AM
Yeah. Saturn can feel like restrictions. People saying "no".Being unpopular or perceiving yourself as such. IP: Logged |
frida Knowflake Posts: 284 From: Registered: Nov 2022
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posted February 11, 2025 03:31 AM
I hope that everyone is doing OK 🌟I did a difficult thing today - I drew a line at work and spoke up to superiors about something I don’t feel is right. Something that is actually condescending. It was a completely natural thing to do but my heart rate is through the roof because I get so stressed when relationships are not harmonious. I don’t know what the response will be. Transit Mercury and Sun are currently in 6th, exact trine my Pluto in 3rd and sextile Neptune. Just a few degrees from my Desc, natal Sun and Mercury. Transit Saturn sextile MC. So it should be OK. I probably spoke well hah. I hope. I just hate this anxiety about it. And I never had to do something like this at work. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 11, 2025 03:55 AM
quote: Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff: Kanye West is too much in his South Node in Aries. Selfish, verbally violent, easily bored! I'm oversimplifying, of course. He also has a Taurus stellium. Stubborn? I hope he gets the mental health that he needs. But, he's one wild man.
That isn’t Aries. Especially the disgusting crap he’s been coming out with.
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 11, 2025 04:00 AM
quote: Originally posted by frida: I hope that everyone is doing OK 🌟I did a difficult thing today - I drew a line at work and spoke up to superiors about something I don’t feel is right. Something that is actually condescending. It was a completely natural thing to do but my heart rate is through the roof because I get so stressed when relationships are not harmonious. I don’t know what the response will be. Transit Mercury and Sun are currently in 6th, exact trine my Pluto in 3rd and sextile Neptune. Just a few degrees from my Desc, natal Sun and Mercury. Transit Saturn sextile MC. So it should be OK. I probably spoke well hah. I hope. I just hate this anxiety about it. And I never had to do something like this at work.
Anxiety sucks, especially when it comes to dealing with other people. I just slept for twelve hours, with no sleep aids. It’s depression, but I’m dealing. I’m going to shower, and see if I can go with my dad. Either to his warehouse, or get him to drop me off at a breakfast place, whilst he loads up the van. I think the moon is in Leo, and I usually enjoy that moon. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 11, 2025 04:29 AM
quote: Originally posted by frida: I hope that everyone is doing OK 🌟I did a difficult thing today - I drew a line at work and spoke up to superiors about something I don’t feel is right. Something that is actually condescending. It was a completely natural thing to do but my heart rate is through the roof because I get so stressed when relationships are not harmonious. I don’t know what the response will be. Transit Mercury and Sun are currently in 6th, exact trine my Pluto in 3rd and sextile Neptune. Just a few degrees from my Desc, natal Sun and Mercury. Transit Saturn sextile MC. So it should be OK. I probably spoke well hah. I hope. I just hate this anxiety about it. And I never had to do something like this at work.
It's the adrenaline ❤. Doing what's right and standing up for oneself, is never easy. It's not the action that you body is against.No. I think it's the excitement and elation of reaching a new level of self alignment. When the body adjusts to this, it can feel jarring. Hence the "unease" after. It's the self adjusting to this new self and releasing the pent up aggression long held back etc. Other people will not see you the same way. Definitely. Could it also have something to do with Mars retrograde conj Moon in Cancer energy that we just passed? IP: Logged |
frida Knowflake Posts: 284 From: Registered: Nov 2022
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posted February 12, 2025 03:46 PM
@teasel, yeah, I don't know what's worse - anxiety or depression :/ Are there any remedies that help you with depression? There are probably situations when medication is beneficial, but I don't know nearly enough about that stuff. I personally refused my therapist's suggestion to take medication when I struggled with depression. Changing certain things in life was what helped me.@Aries 🙌💙. Not sure about Mars+Moon as they didn't make aspects to my natal planets. But this is a part of a bigger story, including transit Uranus in 10th (new erratic person at work). Last summer around the time when Saturn made first sextile with MC (then went retrograde, and now it's direct again), I voiced some concerns because I sensed trouble, but no one responded. Who knows what they thought about me And now there was this situation, where it was acknowledged my concerns are valid and HR had to get involved. From my perspective, it's an "I told you so" kind of situation and however they end up interpreting it, I won't change my stance. As you say, I think they will see what I said last summer in a different light now. Hopefully it ends well. EDIT: yes, transit Mars+Moon in Cancer were also forming sextile to my Taurus MC! AND, last summer when I didn’t get a response after voicing my concerns, Saturn was sextile my MC, but transit Jupiter+Mars in my 10th house were squaring that transit Saturn (also transit Uranus in 10th was in exact square with my Asc). Wow, astrology is so interesting  Overall, at least according to astrology, the outcome should be good for me. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 13, 2025 07:56 AM
http://x.com/supermoongirl9/status/1889325679155814400 A friend once asked me if I was Snow White, after I’d tripped over a toad in our dining room, and had been trying to gently catch a chipmunk that was living in our house, travelling through the heating vents. I was talking about being a 6th house person, a few months ago. I’m definitely not a 10th house person. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 13, 2025 07:59 AM
That’s weird. I was told I hadn’t completed all the forms, when I know I put my password in there. I was also thinking about how I’ve never celebrated a Valentine’s Day with anyone. I don’t like the way romantic relationships and marriage, have always been pushed as the most important things. But nobody has ever sent me flowers, and that would have been nice. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 30280 From: Here Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 13, 2025 11:02 AM
quote: and all of that is imo peak scorpio, 8H and 12H placements' experience: having people constantly lying to you but acting like everything is alright so you grow up paranoid of everyone around because you know human nature and how disappointing it can be. http://x.com/supermoongirl9/status/1890050009204424896[/quote] Yep. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 14, 2025 04:29 AM
quote: Originally posted by frida: @teasel, yeah, I don't know what's worse - anxiety or depression :/ Are there any remedies that help you with depression? There are probably situations when medication is beneficial, but I don't know nearly enough about that stuff. I personally refused my therapist's suggestion to take medication when I struggled with depression. Changing certain things in life was what helped me.@Aries 🙌💙. Not sure about Mars+Moon as they didn't make aspects to my natal planets. But this is a part of a bigger story, including transit Uranus in 10th (new erratic person at work). Last summer around the time when Saturn made first sextile with MC (then went retrograde, and now it's direct again), I voiced some concerns because I sensed trouble, but no one responded. Who knows what they thought about me And now there was this situation, where it was acknowledged my concerns are valid and HR had to get involved. From my perspective, it's an "I told you so" kind of situation and however they end up interpreting it, I won't change my stance. As you say, I think they will see what I said last summer in a different light now. Hopefully it ends well. EDIT: yes, transit Mars+Moon in Cancer were also forming sextile to my Taurus MC! AND, last summer when I didn’t get a response after voicing my concerns, Saturn was sextile my MC, but transit Jupiter+Mars in my 10th house were squaring that transit Saturn (also transit Uranus in 10th was in exact square with my Asc). Wow, astrology is so interesting  Overall, at least according to astrology, the outcome should be good for me.
It is a beautiful and validating thing to feel heard❤. I suspected that Mars/Moon involvement because the smaller transit tend to trigger the bigger issues that were long-standing. IP: Logged |
Librapurr Knowflake Posts: 2722 From: Registered: Jul 2019
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posted February 15, 2025 03:41 PM
quote: Originally posted by frida: I hope that everyone is doing OK 🌟I did a difficult thing today - I drew a line at work and spoke up to superiors about something I don’t feel is right. Something that is actually condescending. It was a completely natural thing to do but my heart rate is through the roof because I get so stressed when relationships are not harmonious.
I’ve never acknowledged before I get so stressed with not harmonious work environment. My stress is also through the roof. I just hope once Mars is direct it will improve.It’s kinda annoying how Libra I sounded asking to stop work drama and make everybody to behave professionally 🙄 But I see people still will be trying to get back at each other and make drama. IP: Logged |
Aries23Degrees Knowflake Posts: 11079 From: South Africa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted February 17, 2025 01:19 AM
quote: Originally posted by Librapurr: [QUOTE]Originally posted by frida: [b]I hope that everyone is doing OK 🌟I did a difficult thing today - I drew a line at work and spoke up to superiors about something I don’t feel is right. Something that is actually condescending. It was a completely natural thing to do but my heart rate is through the roof because I get so stressed when relationships are not harmonious.
I’ve never acknowledged before I get so stressed with not harmonious work environment. My stress is also through the roof. I just hope once Mars is direct it will improve.It’s kinda annoying how Libra I sounded asking to stop work drama and make everybody to behave professionally 🙄 But I see people still will be trying to get back at each other and make drama. [/B][/QUOTE] As a Mars Libra in 6th (Placidus), i know exactly what you mean.I used to get stressed because the environments I worked in were so unprofessional. And by "unprofessional", I mean that people would be unfair, toxic and unnecessarily difficult to work with. Libra is energy that likes collaboration. But far and above that, I also realize that Libra likes justice and fairness. Venus truly is about justice and atonement. So my concern would also be people getting away with the most.Not being held to account for their bad behaviour.And those who are doing their work, are still expected to work in unbearable conditions. Watch your kidneys (as I have been told is sensitive area for Libra energy). The stress of that imbalance hits your kidneys. I have a good friend working in a very challenging environment. She is always complaining about the unfairness and toxic culture of that environment etc. She is Libra Sun/Moon/Merc and Venus. I think Libra is highly sensitive to such things. I also tell her to take care of her kidneys and not let those be compromised in the process of dealing with so much stress.
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