posted March 09, 2025 07:33 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I am sinking. I don’t feel like talking to anyone, doing anything, going anywhere.

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posted March 11, 2025 04:24 AM            

When I was young: so much bullying, that led me to drop out of school, and society (somewhat). After getting over agoraphobia, I've had trouble doing that again, but it's what I've wanted to do. But I also have a social side, that used to be mostly satisfied by my family.

posted March 11, 2025 08:02 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I was just reading something about transits working to make you a better, stronger person, when mine did the opposite. For example: so much punishment for setting one strong boundary. Not telling anyone else what to do, just saying, "I don't want this person around me." Also, harassment in the home, and online (at the same time). Building relationships, and having them altered by it.

When I was young: so much bullying, that led me to drop out of school, and society (somewhat). After getting over agoraphobia, I've had trouble doing that again, but it's what I've wanted to do. But I also have a social side, that used to be mostly satisfied by my family.

Then you get the people who say, well if it's always happening, maybe it's YOU. And it isn't always happening, but the events were so big and life-changing that it leaves you feeling wary of almost everyone. But I also have something of a **** -it attitude now, too.

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posted March 12, 2025 03:09 PM            

Just, no. I literally have no future. I’m done. If “the universe” expects that, it needs to provide. It also needs to get me money for a vet visit first. Because I have no money for clothes shopping, either, and I’m not doing that when cutes needs a vet. “The universe” can get ****** .

posted March 12, 2025 04:19 PM            

“ People aren’t only healing from trauma they endured. They’re healing from the life they lived in survival mode. They’re healing from the judgement of how they think and feel. They’re healing from the grief of what could’ve been had they never been traumatized to begin with.”

posted March 13, 2025 01:31 AM            

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Originally posted by frida:
There is something good about that attitude. I don't know why things are hard, and sometimes the same challenges repeat over and over.

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Hello. I firmly believe it's a "nodal thing".
Probably you have to "try hard" a little, so the same old story never repeats again. Example: not exercising, being always alone, long etc.

posted March 16, 2025 08:31 PM            

Transit Jupiter sextile natal Moon and trine Venus. I can't get anything done!! I keep pushing myself to solve some math problem at work and my brain just doesn't want to do it. This transit is only good for having fun, being creative and social!

posted March 18, 2025 01:13 PM            

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Originally posted by qonyofwands:
Hello. I firmly believe it's a "nodal thing".
Probably you have to "try hard" a little, so the same old story never repeats again. Example: not exercising, being always alone, long etc.

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posted March 21, 2025 07:43 PM            

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Originally posted by qonyofwands:
Hello. I firmly believe it's a "nodal thing".
Probably you have to "try hard" a little, so the same old story never repeats again. Example: not exercising, being always alone, long etc.

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My life path is the total opposite. I have 'try less hard.' Haha! The Universe told me to 'be alone,' for awhile. It's partly my North Node in the 12th house.

posted March 21, 2025 07:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by qonyofwands:
[b] Hello. I firmly believe it's a "nodal thing".
Probably you have to "try hard" a little, so the same old story never repeats again. Example: not exercising, being always alone, long etc.

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I created some kind of karmic bind and/or web from a few past lives. It took forever for me to get 'here.' I'm not talking about Teasel, or anybody else here.

Saturn will get his way and I 'have to' see what the lesson is, 'or else'.....

posted March 21, 2025 08:17 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Double trigger coming from Sun square natal Sun and trans Mars square natal Mars, Moon. That was not fun 🙆🏿‍♂️😥

Today is better

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posted March 22, 2025 01:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Double trigger coming from Sun square natal Sun and trans Mars square natal Mars, Moon. That was not fun 🙆🏿‍♂️😥

Today is better

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I hope your okay.

I'm experiencing Mars Square Sun.

I had two unexpected encounters.

My Cancer parents are on vacation, they asked that my Capricorn sister and I take turns watching their retirement farm in the country.

I normally come late on Fridays just after midnight and stay until Tuesday or Wed when I have to go into the office for my mandatory 3 days a week in the office.

So as I'm driving I unexpectedly encountered a police roadblock.
It was the RIDE program were they stop each car and check for impaired drivers.

The office stopped me, we chatted, he smiled then he let me go. No problems!!
As I was about 15 min away from my parents place this car pulled right behind me and started following me.

I though this was odd, i've driven these country roads so many times and late at night, sometimes as late as 4am and know what to expect.

It's generally a serene drive at night. I've seen shooting stars while I'm driving.

The only thing "bump in the night" would be deer, rabbits, the occasional sounds of a wolf howl, and next month my favorite sound, the Chorus frog because April is matting season. Here's what it sounds like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmW_hSc4M18

Anyway so I speed up to build some distance, made a couple turns. Just when I though I lost this car I could see the headlights from my mirror.

So I speed up further, until I couldn't see that car from my mirror, turned off my headlights, pulled into the drive way and parked behind a couple trees.

I then turned off the engine and made it look like I was parked the entire time.
I stayed in the car, waited for a couple minutes just in case he passes me.

I don't want to be exiting my vehicle the exact moment he passes by and sees me, 3 minutes later I see that car go pass me.

Just bizarre...There's something criminal going on with that vehicle.

I going to sleep now, as precaution as soon as the sun rises i'm going to move my parents car out of the garage and put my car inside.

Just in case that car drives back and tries to recognize were I pulled in based on the vehicle parked in front.

posted March 22, 2025 08:49 AM            

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Originally posted by frida:
What happened? Glad you're feeling better. At least those are short term transits! Mars squares are not fun.

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I can't pin point it to one particular thing tbh. But a series of things.

So Mars on my Moon has already been having me feeling very tender. And my neighbourhood had a power outage.

When power was restored, only my place was left still off. And the process of getting restored, is always so long and arduous.

So just imagine that Mars/Moon already had me feeling like 💩. Mentally, the Neptune transit squaring my natal Sun/ Nep has been doing what it can to erode the little mental positivity I have. Then the inconvenience of that outage (right when transit Sun Pisces was conj trans Nep interacting with my Sun/Nep).

I was already in darkness (metaphorically speaking). So to be in darkness for 2 days (literally) , felt like the Universe was against me( as silly as that sounds).

What I have realized about mental hardships is this; everything is personalized. One reasons themselves to believe the worst is happening to them and looks for confirmation bias to assert inner feelings.

It's not a great place to be.And I felt stuck there for that 1st night. It was not pretty.😶

Sun started to transit Aries and the spirit lifted.I accepted "what is" and just carried on with life as if I was unaffected.

There is indeed something about Sun in Fire being the rising Sun on a dark morning. Coz I immediately felt better.❤❤

posted March 22, 2025 09:10 AM            

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Originally posted by DualGemV2:
I hope your okay.

I'm experiencing Mars Square Sun.

I had two unexpected encounters.

My Cancer parents are on vacation, they asked that my Capricorn sister and I take turns watching their retirement farm in the country.

I normally come late on Fridays just after midnight and stay until Tuesday or Wed when I have to go into the office for my mandatory 3 days a week in the office.

So as I'm driving I unexpectedly encountered a police roadblock.
It was the RIDE program were they stop each car and check for impaired drivers.

The office stopped me, we chatted, he smiled then he let me go. No problems!!
As I was about 15 min away from my parents place this car pulled right behind me and started following me.

I though this was odd, i've driven these country roads so many times and late at night, sometimes as late as 4am and know what to expect.

It's generally a serene drive at night. I've seen shooting stars while I'm driving.

The only thing "bump in the night" would be deer, rabbits, the occasional sounds of a wolf howl, and next month my favorite sound, the Chorus frog because April is matting season. Here's what it sounds like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmW_hSc4M18

Anyway so I speed up to build some distance, made a couple turns. Just when I though I lost this car I could see the headlights from my mirror.

So I speed up further, until I couldn't see that car from my mirror, turned off my headlights, pulled into the drive way and parked behind a couple trees.

I then turned off the engine and made it look like I was parked the entire time.
I stayed in the car, waited for a couple minutes just in case he passes me.

I don't want to be exiting my vehicle the exact moment he passes by and sees me, 3 minutes later I see that car go pass me.

Just bizarre...There's something criminal going on with that vehicle.

I going to sleep now, as precaution as soon as the sun rises i'm going to move my parents car out of the garage and put my car inside.

Just in case that car drives back and tries to recognize were I pulled in based on the vehicle parked in front.

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That sounds bizarre. And scary🙆🏿‍♂️. Hope you remain safe.

I see your Mars is in Cancer. Did you mean a Sun Aries square Mars transit? Or Mars square natal Mars transit?

Mars square Mars (what I experienced) heightened feelings and made me highly emotional and/or volatile.Trans Sun reached a tight square with my natal Sun.

As much as I am ruled by Mars, I sometimes really dislike its intense energy. Just yesterday I got a headache (a regular feature when Sun is in Aries in my whole sign 1st house).

These headaches tend to intensify in April. Or I am afflicted with some illness related with inflammation(maybe a high fever), if I don't stub my toe on something or cut my body in some way that needs stitches. 😥

The joys of being an Aries Rising. You get the Mars pain or blood related incidences a lot in March/April. It can suck!😑

posted March 22, 2025 12:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
That sounds bizarre. And scary🙆🏿‍♂️. Hope you remain safe.

I see your Mars is in Cancer. Did you mean a Sun Aries square Mars transit? Or Mars square natal Mars transit?

Mars square Mars (what I experienced) heightened feelings and made me highly emotional and/or volatile.Trans Sun reached a tight square with my natal Sun.

As much as I am ruled by Mars, I sometimes really dislike its intense energy. Just yesterday I got a headache (a regular feature when Sun is in Aries in my whole sign 1st house).

These headaches tend to intensify in April. Or I am afflicted with some illness related with inflammation(maybe a high fever), if I don't stub my toe on something or cut my body in some way that needs stitches. 😥

The joys of being an Aries Rising. You get the Mars pain or blood related incidences a lot in March/April. It can suck!😑

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Sun Aries square Mars transit. Sorry if it wasn't clear, I didn't realize how tired I was until I got up this morning.

I'm going to start locking the front gate, we normally keep it open because none of the neighbours lock theirs.

That plus the neighbours dog normally senses anything 2 miles in any direction and starts barking.

I'd be on my side of the property and he'd already be barking when I'd come to the farm late.

I'm glad there is still a bit of snow and the ground is wet, so you can easily spot footprints if there's anyone lurking.

I recharge faster when i'm on the farm, but then I get bored and restless.

When I'm downtown, I keep busy but I've been neglecting my sleep and it's starting to hit back on me.

So I kinda like balancing being in both the country and in downtown, you get the best of both worlds that way.

posted March 22, 2025 11:46 PM            

@Aries, how is your Neptune square Sun experience so far? I went through Neptune Sun conjunction (and more at the same time) and it was crazy and also wonderful. I already know the dates when Neptune will be in Taurus in my 60s, squaring all my personal planets and angles. Ugh, not looking forward to that! I think conjunctions are easier.

Still having transit Jupiter trine Venus and sextile Moon here, and my brain is still not working. I'm totally useless - all I do is sing all day and that's not what I'm paid to do I actually have these aspects natally, but wide orb. Maybe I should give it a shot one day, with Venus ruling Taurus MC, in 6th, trine Jupiter in 2nd/Libra and lots of other music indicators (just daydreaming a bit). Once I earned a pizza with a choir, that was pretty cool haha.

posted March 23, 2025 09:07 AM            

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Originally posted by DualGemV2:
Sun Aries square Mars transit. Sorry if it wasn't clear, I didn't realize how tired I was until I got up this morning.

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posted March 23, 2025 09:11 AM            

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Originally posted by frida:
Stay safe everyone! It sounds like a pretty agitating, irritable energy. I usually just try to withdraw when I feel like that and let it pass.

@Aries, how is your Neptune square Sun experience so far? I went through Neptune Sun conjunction (and more at the same time) and it was crazy and also wonderful. I already know the dates when Neptune will be in Taurus in my 60s, squaring all my personal planets and angles. Ugh, not looking forward to that! I think conjunctions are easier.

Still having transit Jupiter trine Venus and sextile Moon here, and my brain is still not working. I'm totally useless - all I do is sing all day and that's not what I'm paid to do I actually have these aspects natally, but wide orb. Maybe I should give it a shot one day, with Venus ruling Taurus MC, in 6th, trine Jupiter in 2nd/Libra and lots of other music indicators (just daydreaming a bit). Once I earned a pizza with a choir, that was pretty cool haha.

I should have just went on a short vacation. But it didn't feel like the right time. Instead I'm testing my vocal range. I read that Jupiter trine Venus natally can indicate wide vocal range. True in my case. Plus transit Neptune is almost at 0* Aries, trine natal Uranus at 0*00 Sagittarius. That's even more creativity pouring in.

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It's been hard. Not quite the romantic "spiritual" experience that I have been reading that it should be.

Terrible mood swings, confusion, feeling apathetic one minute and purposeful the next. If I am not diagnosed with bipolar disorder after all this, then I will consider myself extremely lucky.

posted March 24, 2025 04:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
It's been hard. Not quite the romantic "spiritual" experience that I have been reading that it should be.

Terrible mood swings, confusion, feeling apathetic one minute and purposeful the next. If I am not diagnosed with bipolar disorder after all this, then I will consider myself extremely lucky.

There is some relief that it's moving to Aries. Anything really to get it to separate from my Sun and losen it's effects. I absolutely loathed this experience.😥😥😥

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Aw, I'm sorry to hear that, it will be over soon. I can only imagine. It depends on the planet influence in the natal chart too. It's hard to see the purpose of such transits while they last, and everything is painful and confusing. It might take a few years to see how they made you grow and where they directed you in life.