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Topic: A Gift Of Love And Compassion
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LEXX Knowflake Posts: 9743 From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 12:32 AM
My husband of over 14 years to date, is still my best friend. And this evening he posted this at fb. Such a sweet and compassionate "gift". quote: Dear Santa, any Gods, or any Doctor that will listen... this Christmas all I want is for my partner to be healthy. There's been too much pain, too many tears, too much...just...too much. "Enigma" they call her. The E/R does nothing. Doctors so far have/can do nothing - just off-hand diagnoses and more pills. I want her tears of pain to turn to tears of relief. I want the pain in her abdomen to turn into butterflies of anticipation and excitement. I want her to lay in bed, not groaning in agony with hot packs and Vicodin, but with a gracious, tender lover. Neither of us can take much more of this... pending divorce or not, this wish has nothing to do with our situation - it's purely inhumane how she's having to live and all I can pray for is her return to some form of health in which she can smile instead of moan. I want us to have answers instead of fear. Amen.
Sigh. Life is very hard for us both, it is all we can do to hang on, and he is often in disabling pain too. I just wanted to share this gift of love and caring and hope everyone appreciates their good health if they have it, and appreciate sincerely those in their lives that care and love them. Must go for now. It has been a very bad body day, and I am very tired and weak trembling. Love and Blessings to All! ------------------ I must perhaps resign myself to having only stolen and brief tastes of happiness, for it appears that I may never be invited to the feasts. ~LEXX The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind. ~Henry David Thoreau IP: Logged |
LEXX Knowflake Posts: 9743 From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 01:01 AM
My precious cat snuggling me today whilst I was feeling horribly. (ex to be took pic today and just sent it to me a little while ago)
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 5076 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 01:38 AM
That's lovely. Nothing like that will be happening with me, most likely. I usually love the days leading up to Christmas. I'm glad that you received some sweetness! IP: Logged |
LEXX Knowflake Posts: 9743 From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 01:43 AM
teasel I wish I could give you some happiness and help you.{{{hugs}}} I do not know what to do or say that would help you feel better. IP: Logged |
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 4557 From: Registered: Sep 2011
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posted December 23, 2011 02:52 AM
Just sent u Reiki. IP: Logged |
cathy Knowflake Posts: 240 From: canada Registered: Jul 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 03:24 AM
Lexx, sorry you are'nt well, how wonderful to have such a loving and caring Ex. Also to have your beautiful cat . IP: Logged |
anongrl10 Knowflake Posts: 4557 From: Registered: Sep 2011
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posted December 23, 2011 05:07 AM
Yeah, I think I'm in with this gorgeous kitty! IP: Logged |
Lei_Kuei Moderator Posts: 873 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 08:28 AM
------------------ Proud Member of the Vatican Assassin Warlock Attack Squad! You can't handle my level of Tinfoil! ~ {;,;} IP: Logged |
Alma Sun Moderator Posts: 2127 From: The East Coast Registered: Mar 2011
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posted December 23, 2011 10:32 AM
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lechien Knowflake Posts: 1980 From: in a giant room with 2 little furry friends Registered: May 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 11:37 AM
this was so touching and precious to read, Lexx. thank you for sharing the love, you have a wonderful friend. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 39679 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 23, 2011 11:38 AM
He seems very sweet. I could tell that when he wrote in PR.------------------ Passion,Lust, Desire Check out my journal http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 25195 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 23, 2011 11:50 AM
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teasel Knowflake Posts: 5076 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 24, 2011 01:40 AM
Things are, amazingly, better tonight. I'm feeling really bad about something, but unless anything happens over the next day or so, I'm not going to a motel. We had cancelled Christmas, everything was so bad. \Fingers crossed that we can keep this up. I'm a little worried about that Moon/Pluto tomorrow night. IP: Logged |
SunChild Moderator Posts: 3599 From: Australia Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 26, 2011 09:05 PM
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LEXX Knowflake Posts: 9743 From: Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat.......& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion! Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 26, 2011 09:42 PM
Thank you all so very much Oh he is far from perfect, but good friends are so rare. A true treasure. ------------------ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ IP: Logged |