posted February 12, 2017 10:23 PM
This makes me very sad. Even though I only come here in bursts and disappear again only to lurk and absorb, Faith and Ceri were constants in the time I've spent on LL. And LeeLoo became a part of that as well. And although she and I had a bit of a falling out the last time we spoke, I still valued her knowledge and opinion immensely. To find an interpretation of a chart from one of them was like a gem and the amount of knowledge rolling around in my brain from trying to keep up with some of their discussions is too much to try to explain.
Ami, however, was one of the first people to ever speak to me about my chart by offering a small mini reading for new members. I was too nervous before that to just post my chart willy nilly.
I've never taken sides before, but I feel like I have to at least step forward and say this:
The way this was handled makes me sick. Mostly because it wasn't. I love LL and the envronment that is usually found within these forums. Everywhere you go there is a kind word for a hurting heart, or a boost up for a broken soul. I saw it all the time and it made me proud to be here. And it's still there, but there is a gaping hole. I'm never to speak to Elysia, again? Somebody who encouraged me to talk if it helped me through my ugly separation by checking on me and being supportive? This is the type of person who gets banned? Or Faith with her wonderful heart and no bs attitude. Many a time I saw people benefit from a simple conversation with her, whether astrology was mentioned or not. Someone who always tried to make everyone included. This is the type of person that is allowed to be pushed to the point that she should want to leave and request that she never be spoken of again?
Would IA even exist without Ceridwen, LeeLoo and Aubyanne? They offered unlimited access to their knowledge and hearts. And now they're all 3 gone. I'm assuming Auby is gone. I haven't seen her here actively for quite some time now, though.
My heart hurts. I don't even know who else is gone yet. I'm afrad to continue reading these past threads. I'd rather just go for now, I think.