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posted September 21, 2023 10:10 PM            

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I know my purpose is so big and can change the whole world to the better. I have ideas in my head that can help humanity. I see where the world is headed and I see a bad result. I know how to end suffering of people. I know that I can make a huge impact.

Now I feel like I am angry at people and do not want to help them. I do not want this purpose anymore. I feel like this whole world can go straight to hell. Why would I care to help humanity if 50% of them choose to be hateful on purpose and spread hate, hate other religions, sexual orination, skin tone and all that labels crap. They know what they are doing is wrong and still wont let other exist in peace, why should I care about people who do not even want to be the change. WHO CANT HELP THEMSLEVES> I HATE IT HERE ON THIS PLANET

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posted September 23, 2023 10:33 PM            

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Do you got alot of 12th house and/or pisces in your chart? Maybe some hard chiron aspects? I feel your pain and frustration... I really do. But we can each only change ourselves. Idiots are gonna be idiots it's just what they do. It's all they know. People don't like being told how to live their lives. We are a proud species by design and each need to figure things out at our own speed. There is no doubt alot of ugly creatures roaming the lands but there are alot of beautiful human beings too. It is pretty much a daily struggle for me not to become totally enraged by people's nonsense but letting it get to us isn't helping anyone, especially ourselves. You sound like your heart is in the right place but your mind seems to be focusing on all the negative. I am going through the same thing right now it sounds like but as long as we keep letting other people's choices dictate how we feel we are going to keep attracting it until we learn to handle it in a healthy way. There have been days where I have felt absolutely miserable, just a little ball of rage, and then some small but kind gesture from some random person like a cashier or something will totally snap me out it and remind me that being kind is all I need to do. You can make someone's day just by showing kindness. By someone being kind to me made me pay it forward and hopefully the next person paid it forward and so on. That anger it poison so try not to let nasty people get to you. Just focus on keeping your light on and we'll figure it out as we go. I hope this helped some, feel better <3

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posted November 24, 2023 01:47 PM            

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Have things improved?

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posted November 24, 2023 07:33 PM            

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Stawr and I posted on your thread at
Sweet Peas In The Rain.
I do not know what we can do to help other than to wish you well and blessings and love be yours.💙❤️
I am not in a good place physically emotionally and financially so I am not the best person to help you👽
I deeply empathize being at wits end too.
I am struggling to hold on but honestly do not know how much more I can bear.
I am deeply sad that you feel this way but do not have any advice to offer.
Just keep venting here at Lindaland and maybe it will help you cope💙

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posted November 24, 2023 07:36 PM            

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Moving a copy of this thread to Sweet Peas In The Rain where you may get more responses.
Leaving it open here too.

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