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NickiG Knowflake Posts: 5821 From: Pluto, next to Ami Ann Registered: Jul 2010	posted January 20, 2011 11:55 PM lol it isnt my home town but its very similar....my home town has more evergreens ------------------ put your foot down once, not stomp it over and over IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 12:48 AM I am so glad what I said helped. I am healing and so my lab is me. When I realize something and feel better,I know that something helped. I suppose this is the best,if not the only way to heal, truly heal . ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 12:52 AM I know co--dependency is a huge root of my problems. It happened when I threw myself out.I replaced myself with "other people". Health comes when your center returns to you. We cast our "center" off cuz we had to. Getting it back is a key,a huge key. I cannot see very far in this direction,at the moment. I am praying that it comes.I think it will ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 01:19 AM Dear Fatinkerbel I have been thinking about this since you wrote it. If your family hates different groups of people as you say they do,that goes DIRECTLY against God's description of a Christian. "You shall know them(Christians) by their LOVE,one for another" Are they EVEN Christians would be my question ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 01:24 AM Well, my bonding with the Arab person was ALL God. That is what was sooo powerful about it. I stepped aside. I let God use me as a vessel. It was very powerful to me what God can do with your submission. I live a God centered life very poorly for anyone who is watching . I screw up WAY more than I achieve it ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 09:36 AM Fatinkerbel will not have access to a computer for two weeks. Oh no,back to talking to myself ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 21, 2011 04:24 PM Dear Fatinkerbel I am in sooo much pain with these feelings coming up. I KNOW they are energy.They are pain coming out. I am just trying to go on and keep stepping forward until they break. When they do,I can SEE things more clearly. Wish you were there to talk to but you will read when you get back . ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:11 AM It is very funny when a thread gets to be 300--400 posts. You feel as if you are at a candle light dinner with the few other posters. You feel as if no one is watching but the two or few of you. In that vein,I am gonna talk about passion. It relates to healing.It relates to everything cuz it is at the core of us ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:19 AM dp IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:20 AM I lost 3 posts.Maybe I was not supposed to say what I did. I posted them in Personal Readings ,by accident lol ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:38 AM I feel great passion for someone.I have not felt passion for 10 years. The last time,it burned out. I thought this man would be my husband cuz it seemed it would be, at the beginning. It seemed like he fit all the places you want. IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:41 AM The last man still holds the feelings for me. His Neptune is an exact conjunction with my ASC. I know he does not see me right lol ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:41 AM edit IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 09:42 AM Is passion just like wanting a piece of cheese cake so badly that you get up in the middle of the night and devour it. You resist the urge all day and finally just abandon yourself to all it's delightful creaminess and sweetness. Then,when you are done,you have a colossal stomachache and wonder WHAT you ever saw in cheesecake ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 11:07 AM Back to passion. This man and I got in to a relationship.Shortly after it got physical, I wished I could turn back the clock to when it wasn't lol I wanted it to be close emotionally like it was.I wanted the physical to be out there as a lovely beacon. Once,I touched it,it seemed to dissolve like cotton candy,leaving a residue which was not pleasant or unpleasant,just bland. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 11:10 AM I wonder if my Gemini just does not like too much physical. I know I love head passion the most i.e. words lol What happened that this relationship dissolved,for me,after it became physical? This discussion brings me to co-dependency. When does a person become a drug? ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 22, 2011 04:51 PM I am in raw pain.It helps to write it.It is raw like a skinned knee where it is a light abrasion but it hurts so badly,like when you fell off your bike as a child. It stung and stung until it was done stinging. I guess that is the moral of the story. It will sting until it is done stinging. Yes,then I will see more clearly than I did before . ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 23, 2011 01:11 AM If you feel these awful feelings and don't push them away,you will heal. They are energy locked in the right side of the brain. They have to come out as emotion cuz the right brain does not store things as thoughts i.e. intellectual things. It stores emotional memories,if you will. They come out as sadness, hopelessness, helplessness, fear, grief, despair etc They can be released through the tears or simply feeling the buried feelings. The feelings will be like tidal waves.They will ebb and flow. After they leave,you WILL get another part of your sanity back I think this is the core of right brain healing of trauma ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted January 23, 2011 01:12 AM If you feel these awful feelings and don't push them away,you will heal. They are energy locked in the right side of the brain. They have to come out as emotion cuz the right brain does not store things as thoughts i.e. intellectual things. It stores emotional memories,if you will. They come out as sadness, hopelessness, helplessness, fear, grief, despair etc They can be released through the tears or simply feeling the buried feelings. The feelings will be like tidal waves.They will ebb and flow. After they leave,you WILL get another part of your sanity back I think this is the core of right brain healing of trauma ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. You must face,touch and feel the dregs of Nessus before you can grasp the pristine beauty of Neptune. Me IP: Logged
fatinkerbel Knowflake Posts: 187 From: South Korea Registered: Nov 2010	posted February 08, 2011 07:00 PM Hi I'm connected again. Readin now ... : ) ------------------ be who you are and say what you feel cos those who matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter! IP: Logged
fatinkerbel Knowflake Posts: 187 From: South Korea Registered: Nov 2010	posted February 08, 2011 07:06 PM I like the image of two people at either side of a loooong dining table! We can use megaphones : ) Yes this vacation was a bit of ebb and flow for me ... at first it was like cool, but usually my depression comes out when I have some time free and then I just sleep it off and when I can sleep no longer I lie in bed staring at the back of my eyeballs and agonize. But I feel energized again ... I like the topic passion that you introduced. What's the difference between passion and obsession? For me I tend to fall into the latter ... or at least people who know me say that's what I do. For me it's passion. I know how much passion I can handle. Mostly though my passion is locked away. ------------------ be who you are and say what you feel cos those who matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter! IP: Logged
fatinkerbel Knowflake Posts: 187 From: South Korea Registered: Nov 2010	posted February 08, 2011 07:08 PM Right now I don't really feel like teachin, but it is actually nice to be back at school. Somehow though it's like I'm a different person here. Then again, maybe everyone is different at work. Anyways I can't seem to really write right now ... gonna take it slo .. ------------------ be who you are and say what you feel cos those who matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter! IP: Logged
TxGirl Knowflake Posts: 257 From: Registered: Feb 2011	posted March 09, 2011 08:01 PM I did not read through all of these but with how often things like this happen I just wanted to add something. If you did or did not get counseling, if you're scared to talk abtuo it even if it was a long time ago those feelings still should be dealt with when you are ready. I never got counseling, and I convince myself I am fine until I am put alone with a man I don't know. And sometimes even men I do know. My brothers made me nervous until I was about 17. Anyays, this site is amazing for anyone who is a SURVIVOR of rape/and or sexual abuse (any type incest, date rapes, being raped by someone you're in a reltionship with- anything that makes you uncomfortable is unwanted and that is not okay). They have exercises and tons of people who went through it too, a chat room as well as a forum. It is quite amazing and has helped me alot. http://pandys.org/ Oh it also has a section for people who know someone that had it happen to them, for people to understand more about why we may act a certain way, vent, ask questions etc. Not hijacking the thread I promise. Just putting info out there incase someone needs it <3 IP: Logged
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70229 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010	posted March 09, 2011 08:37 PM Fatinkerbel GLAD YOU ARE BACK HOME xoxo ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged
fatinkerbel Knowflake Posts: 187 From: South Korea Registered: Nov 2010	posted March 09, 2011 08:39 PM ty! ------------------ be who you are and say what you feel cos those who matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter! IP: Logged

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