posted June 23, 2012 08:34 PM            

I've only had sex with two other people before him. And with the first two guys, when it came to me on top it was just awkward, and I didn't know what to do.
So I was pretty submissive.

With Marines guy, the first time we had sex I started on top and he came when I was on top of him. THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED until then. He even said "woh that was weird(when he says weird it is usually a good thing haha), you snuck up on me" And he usually says my name when he gets off. It is sooo sweet! <3

I am so into him that I can't help but make out with him while "ridding it" sometimes after he finishes too. And I wont always get off of him when he is done either, weather I sit and chat, or lay with him as we hold each other.

I didn't notice this until he said something. But when I make out with him a lot, I pull him in closer.

We both also like being squeezed really tight.

I've done handcuffs and blindfolded him too.

Also I'm wondering if Lilith(infamous for wanting to be "girl on top") can play out in our synastry. My Lilith conjuncts his Sun and Mercury.

posted June 23, 2012 09:09 PM            

I'm reading 50 shades of grey right now. Possibly one of the best books I have ever read! (only on chapter 3 or 4 though lol)
(I BLUSHED JUST FROM READING THE BACK OF THE BOOK)

lol the Marines guy has his side though sometimes. He will talk dirty. (that will surprise me turn me on and make me blush)And after "the first time", he would not let me go home. Even when I had to go to work the next morning, he would pick me up and throw me back on the couch a few times.

He likes my nails scratching his back.

And I told him I like to be choked. I know I like this, but no guy has really done this for me. When I told him I like that, he didn't really understand. And asked "why do girls like that?!" I had an answer for him like the next day. I was explaining to him how the thrill and pleasure part of the brain make a connection (or something like that!) and its not because I have "daddy issues" lmao.
One time he playfully chocked me in front of our friends. Does he have any idea how much that TURNED ME ON!!??
Well I'm hoping that he will eventually come around with that in the bedroom, or wherever.

Some of my natal aspects are
Gemini Rising Square Venus Pisces house 10
Aries Sun house 11 Sextile Mars Aquarius house 10
Scorpio Moon house 6 Oppose Mercury Taurus house 12
Mercury sextile Venus
Venus Trine Jupiter Cancer house 2
Jupiter Opposition Uranus Capricorn stationary rx house 8
Neptune Capricorn stationary rx house 8 sextile Pluto Scorpio rx house 6

posted June 23, 2012 09:40 PM            

8H stellium in Leo (comprised of Personal Planets: Sun, Mercury, Mars; Asteroids & Points: Ceres, Vertex, Nessus, Eros)

11H stellium in Scorpio (comprised of Pluto, Moon, Saturn & SN)
Pluto
-sextile sun
-quintile mars
Eros conjunct Mercury/Mars

....oh and Capricorn ASC sextile Saturn