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teasel Knowflake Posts: 9522 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 13, 2014 12:48 PM
Facebook drama isn't separate from LL. Someone was adding people from LL, and were trying to make trouble for more than one of us. Someone briefly believed what they said about me, and I wondered what they'd been doing to others. It was a direct association with LL. No need to say anything else in this thread, or to close it. I couldn't respond to something locked, and I was mentioned. Something that bugged me last night, was that what happened four years ago? that was related to this site, and a group on facebook - someone causing trouble for both "camps". I was suspected, because I was one of the few who was getting along with both parties. The thing is: I didn't even ask to join the group. I didn't know it existed, until someone added me. I barely knew the person being harassed, and yet this sort of thing is *still* happening. After what happened there, I kept in touch with people in the group, and I trust those people, but at the time I dropped out of the group. I wanted nothing to do with drama. I was in a very dark place, and really didn't need to be made a target. I didn't need any more reasons to cry, or feel alone, like that sort of thing was always going to happen to me. It took me right back to high school. And I *still* have to deal with a certain attitude from one or two people, even though I knew nothing about what was going on. That person elsewhere, was referencing all sorts of "old-timers" from LL. Thanks for defending me, T. Please don't lock this thread. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 9778 From: Death Star Registered: Nov 2012
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posted July 13, 2014 01:44 PM
The medication I'm taking gave me a s.hitty side effect and I can't even drop it cause it could be harmful for me, gotta do it gradually. Somebody shoot me please :/------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 75504 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 13, 2014 01:50 PM
Never mind.IP: Logged |
MillyX Knowflake Posts: 2081 From: canada Registered: Feb 2012
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posted July 19, 2014 11:39 PM
I'm tired of working. I'm sad and angry because it's summer and I want to be free of responsibilities. I worked so hard the past year, being a college student and working was tough on me. I asked my boss if she could reduce my working days but instead she increases them, instead of hiring new people, which leaves me little time for social life. I'm just really angry right now. All work and no play....I just feel like drinking. IP: Logged |
Chiemi Knowflake Posts: 2110 From: Michigan Registered: Feb 2012
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posted August 03, 2014 03:40 PM
I love my mom, but to be bluntly honest it's SO hard for me to not have feelings of hurt/anger/detachment because of her relationship choices and because of the fact that due to her anger/frustration from these relationships, it's caused a wedge between us because she takes it out on me. I've never really told anyone about this or opened up to anyone until just the other day when I was talking to my best friend and discovered that she too went through the SAME exact thing and shares the same feelings that I do. It's funny because both of us appear to be so "happy/go lucky" people and yet we both deal with the same internal pains when it comes to relationships. I know that my moms choices are hers and that she made her bed, but it just sucks that even now, she still doesn't want to acknowledge that her dating choices DO in fact impact the dating/relationship patterns of her daughters. Even now after taking a good hard look at myself, I realize that due to having to experience all that has gone on (and still happens) in her relationships, I've developed this detached "I can quickly move on" reaction to people. Having stable and functional relationships are going to be a huge work in progress for me in life. IP: Logged |
MineAgain Knowflake Posts: 2120 From: Registered: Nov 2013
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posted August 03, 2014 04:49 PM
I'll never feel good enough for him. All these pretty girls ...IP: Logged |
sweet-scorpion Moderator Posts: 2427 From: PA, USA Registered: Apr 2012
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posted August 03, 2014 08:02 PM
quote: Originally posted by I'm so cappy: The medication I'm taking gave me a s.hitty side effect and I can't even drop it cause it could be harmful for me, gotta do it gradually. Somebody shoot me please :/
Good luck I know how you feel, I've been through this time and time again with medication. It's tough, but you have to believe in your own inner strength and remember, this is not forever! You will prevail. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9922 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted August 10, 2014 09:24 PM
This Full Moon is driving me insane.And hormones. And people. IP: Logged |
WarriorPrincess7 Knowflake Posts: 717 From: Island of Sirens Registered: Jul 2013
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posted August 10, 2014 09:28 PM
I'm tired of falling for the wrong person I'm tired of feeling unloved I'm tired of him ignoring me I'm tired of un reciprocated love I'm tired of hypocrisy I'm tired of stupid **** I'm tired of people who think they're all that I'm tired of oppression I'm tired of bullying I'm tired of feeling not good enough I'm tired of obsessing over him I'm tired of being used I'm tired of being forgotten I'm tired of being judged I'm tired of ups and downs I'm tired of uncertainty I'm tired of being tiredThank you for this thread that felt good. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9922 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted August 10, 2014 09:30 PM
I can relate D:*hugs WarriorPrincess* You're not alone, hun. <3 Hang in there. IP: Logged |
BellaFenice Knowflake Posts: 3419 From: Neptune with PisceanDream, Faith, and Meissieri Registered: Sep 2013
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posted August 10, 2014 09:30 PM
quote: Originally posted by WarriorPrincess7: I'm tired of falling for the wrong person I'm tired of feeling unloved I'm tired of him ignoring me I'm tired of in reciprocated love I'm tired of hypocrisy I'm tired of stupid **** I'm tired of people who think they're all that I'm tired of oppression I'm tired of bullying I'm tired of feeling not good enough I'm tired of obsessing over him I'm tired of being used I'm tired of being forgotten I'm tired of being judged I'm tired of ups and downs I'm tired of uncertainty I'm tired of being tiredThank you for this thread that felt good
Sending you good vibes, sounds like you are going through a rough time! IP: Logged |
WarriorPrincess7 Knowflake Posts: 717 From: Island of Sirens Registered: Jul 2013
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posted August 10, 2014 09:36 PM
@ Doux thanks so much hun *hugs* hang in there  @ Bella thank you love i really appreciate it! Saturn is in my 4th right now...I feel like my foundation is being demolished, I'm lost. IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9922 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted August 10, 2014 10:01 PM
You're welcome, beautiful.I am so enjoying this cigarette right now. Wow. Another sleepless night on the way. Stay strong.  eta. I feel sick now, really really sick.  fuuuu. can't wait to feel better, physically especially... gosh. IP: Logged |
WarriorPrincess7 Knowflake Posts: 717 From: Island of Sirens Registered: Jul 2013
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posted August 10, 2014 10:35 PM
quote: Originally posted by Doux Rêve: You're welcome, beautiful.I am so enjoying this cigarette right now. Wow. Another sleepless night on the way. Stay strong.  eta. I feel sick now, really really sick.  fuuuu. can't wait to feel better, physically especially... gosh.
aww i really hope you feel better soon *sending healing*
hopefully once the full moon is gone you will be better  IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9922 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted August 10, 2014 10:50 PM
Thank you.I hope so, too...  IP: Logged |
hannaramaa unregistered
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posted August 11, 2014 03:45 AM
quote: Originally posted by WarriorPrincess7: I'm tired of falling for the wrong person I'm tired of feeling unloved I'm tired of him ignoring me I'm tired of un reciprocated love I'm tired of hypocrisy I'm tired of stupid **** I'm tired of people who think they're all that I'm tired of oppression I'm tired of bullying I'm tired of feeling not good enough I'm tired of obsessing over him I'm tired of being used I'm tired of being forgotten I'm tired of being judged I'm tired of ups and downs I'm tired of uncertainty I'm tired of being tiredThank you for this thread that felt good.
Aren't you an Aries too? I've been feeling like this lately too, but remember Uranus is still in Aries! I feel like something Saturn-y is transiting but I haven't investigated that yet. It'll pass, glad you had some place to get it out vs. taking it out on yourself or someone you care about.  IP: Logged |
WarriorPrincess7 Knowflake Posts: 717 From: Island of Sirens Registered: Jul 2013
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posted August 11, 2014 10:47 PM
quote: Originally posted by hannaramaa: Aren't you an Aries too? I've been feeling like this lately too, but remember Uranus is still in Aries! I feel like something Saturn-y is transiting but I haven't investigated that yet.It'll pass, glad you had some place to get it out vs. taking it out on yourself or someone you care about. 
I'm ****** at the superficiality of society. I read something about moon-neptune aspects ( I have the square) that says those who have them are souls that reincarnated reluctantly, always between the two worlds always ready to leave. It was mentioned in an article on Amy winehouse( she has the conjunction). And that is exactly how I feel, especially lately. I'm reminded of this quote from the tale of the 3 brothers in harry potter: "she turned sad and cold for she did not belong in the mortal world". I know I will succeed in life and my career but I feel like that...sorry for the rambling. Yea I'm an Aries a late one so Uranus isn't conjunct my sun yet...should be interesting the next couple of years. IP: Logged |
hannaramaa unregistered
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posted August 11, 2014 11:24 PM
I like that quote and relate to whatbyou said, immensely. I have the trine. What article or website was that from?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70877 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2014 07:49 AM
quote: Originally posted by Doux Rêve: This Full Moon is driving me insane.And hormones. And people.
I am a Cancer Moon and I had the weirdest day and only when I saw about the moon on FB did I put it together.
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geminigal2805 Knowflake Posts: 1436 From: Registered: Sep 2013
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posted August 12, 2014 08:10 AM
Aaaaarrrgggghhhhh!!!!
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Barbiegirl19 unregistered
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posted August 12, 2014 04:41 PM
I'm having extremely irregular periods. I can never tell when I'm actually gonna get it. I assume that I'm possibly pregnant and end up getting it days after. I've already had 2 miscarriages so I'm unsure if there's something wrong or what. I was on several different BCs and had those stupid shots for HPV because my mother insisted 😑. It's extremely irritating, frustrating and depressing! For once in my life I feel like my body is in control of me. Sorry if that's tmi, it's just really upsetting me. I feel like I could shoot myself up the vag and not even care about the consequences. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 70877 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 12, 2014 05:37 PM
I am sorry, Barbie. That sounds really hard  ------------------ Want To Ask Any Question About Bible Prophecy? Go For it. It is Free, of course. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9922 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted August 12, 2014 05:41 PM
Yeah this Full Moon has been craaazy! Really crazy.Hang in there, Barbie & geminigal. And WarriorPrincess and Hanna. And Ami. And everyone who reads this, lol.  It'll get better.  IP: Logged |
Barbiegirl19 unregistered
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posted August 12, 2014 06:00 PM
Thanks girls Its really tough and disappointing but life goes on.IP: Logged |
Ellynlvx Knowflake Posts: 10490 From: the Point of Light within the Mind of God Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 12, 2014 06:11 PM
It would drive you freaking nuts.IP: Logged |