posted September 04, 2015 12:00 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
I've been getting some kind of bad energy from LL lately.

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Well, it seems to me that such energy reacted just as expected ===> ( uuuh... what a shame ) And I cannot say I don't feel at least a bit guilty.
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posted September 04, 2015 09:30 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Dopgang, how do you mean? re: bad energy.

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posted September 04, 2015 09:32 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
People might think I'm crazy but I just feel tension. Like fighting could break out anywhere on this site right now.

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posted September 04, 2015 01:50 PM            

The vibe waxes and wanes, as in any community of thousands of diverse people.

Find a good LL friend and share through e mail, FB etc

Talk and find support

That will help imo and ime

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posted September 04, 2015 02:39 PM            

Despite all the issues that might happen, for me all is forgotten.

I enjoy discussing things here. :-))

posted September 06, 2015 11:42 PM            

We only dated for a month, he might be seeing other girls, he is not the one for me, I tell myself to move on, that he ain't sh*t, but it's like every time I try to move on, my subconscious decides to dream about him. And they are vivid dreams, like he was there right beside me & I hate it.

posted September 08, 2015 07:28 PM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
I constantly dream about the same person...Part of me doesn't believe he will come back. He disappeared out of my life, out of nowhere without any warning. I never had closure with him...

We only dated for a month, he might be seeing other girls, he is not the one for me, I tell myself to move on, that he ain't sh*t, but it's like every time I try to move on, my subconscious decides to dream about him. And they are vivid dreams, like he was there right beside me & I hate it.

It's probably my subconscious that's just annoyed that things just ended this way, no goodbye no nothing. But part of me is like...Reality is you will sometimes never get closure from some people. They just come into your life & don't say goodbye...

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posted September 11, 2015 07:57 PM            

I know exactly what you mean. And a lot of it is just so inexplicable as there are no understandable reasons like say a crime of passion, economic desperation, intense pressure, a person who has lacked impulse control all their life, but they just out of the blue get mind boggling stupid about it. Like a guy I read of last winter who was accidentally hit by a snowball (by his own admission it was an accident and IIRC the kid even apologized profusely) who actually walked home several blocks away and then returned (meaning he had time to calm down!) to gun down the kid who had thrown it before calmly turning himself in knowing that his own life was now destroyed as well (in addition to the boy he killed, his family and friends, etc).

I try to do research to understand it better but it's so politicized that there's too much BS to wade through because people would rather lie in a misguided desire to promote their personal politics rather than get at anything resembling genuine understanding (and the media also encourages the most extreme black/white thinking as it's both easiest to comprehend and also the most infuriating so it draws in the viewers and they can sell advertisement space for more money and not care that they're part of the problem rather than part of the solution).

And then there are the ones just seeking their fame. The only saving grace is that they're remarkably uncreative (and often incompetent) but still destructive enough. I recall not liking when I saw a movie trailer of a cinema being shot up thinking they shouldn't give those strange people ideas and sure enough it was like a month later that the first cinema mass shooting happened (igniting a new trend).

And many schools are more like juvenile delinquent centers (for kids who are generally more well behaved than earlier generations, probably because there are less kids to manage than there were for the boomer gens) and yet still have all the same problems like bullying and such (but then even supermax prisons can't stop the gang violence so why should a school be able to stop things like bullying?). And to top it off so many are the site of shootings despite all the security precautions. My partner who is a teacher describes a workshop that was held at her school on what to do if there was a mass shooting because it's no longer considered improbable, and while the ideas weren't bad and likely to save lives (assuming many don't forget the training they received when they hear gunfire) it wasn't lost on her that this was faculty-only because a shooter could just as easily be one of the students as it could be some middle-aged guy or whatever.

posted September 20, 2015 12:17 AM              

So, saturn's back in Sagittarius opposite my 7th house. For the last (at least) 7 years, I've spent my life wanting a serious relationship but avoiding a number of them because I guess I'm still fearful of being exposed/understood. I think so of it also stems from some of the experiences that I went through as a teen where I often felt not good enough and second best.

Last year showed me that I have what it takes to be whatever I want to be. Provided that I get my ego in balance, I know I that I can have what I want - my twin (Gemini Sun); but I know that Saturn going into Sagittarious is going to mess with me and I just don't know if I can roll with the punches because a lot has happened and to be honest, I'm not looking to fight about the past. It happened, I've said my piece and I want to move passed it.

I just feel like I'm going to have to discuss things and I'm going to have to open up and I don't want to now. I was open then and I was willing then, but I'm not really anymore. Things have changed and I've received some of the messages that I have loud and clear.