posted January 05, 2014 09:49 PM            

No matter how much you get, it is like a drop in the ocean. It is like you got nothing.

I would appreciate input if you ever went through this.

Thanks!

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posted January 06, 2014 07:54 AM            

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posted January 06, 2014 08:55 AM            

It is not people who insult me directly. I don't like it but I let it go.

However, people who act with a perfect face and knife me behind my back and won't ever face what they are doing is just like what I grew up with.

It is the same paradigm and so I want to expose the person because it is all stealth on the person's part.

It is all hidden. The person is doing all these hateful things behind my back and acting like they did nothing.

That is what I grew up with and so all my hatred I had is coming out.

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posted January 06, 2014 09:07 AM            

That is part of why I have a hard time eating and am high strung.

I don't roll these things on God and let Him take care of the people.

He will do it. The Bible promises that

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posted January 06, 2014 11:46 AM            

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posted January 06, 2014 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
You have that Grand Cross hitting your Mars, Ami Anne.

This too will pass...

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What would that do, Ellyn? I don't look at transits. Would it make me angrier?

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posted January 06, 2014 02:35 PM            

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Originally posted by CatMote:
remember what i talked about in the FB group with the crazy director ami? i think hes one of the people that i actually "hate". i cant say that for many if at all.
hes jsut such an ******* i cant get over it. every single time i think about going to a rehearsal or even think about him being there i feel such a deep rage welling up inside. the things he does to me personally, the cast and everyone he pretty much comes in contact with sickens me. and he gets pleasure out if it. im enraged thinking about it. i dont know how to let it go.

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Thanks for being so real Cat. Your person is a sociopath and mine is an Anti Semite, so there is genuine reason for hate

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posted January 06, 2014 03:55 PM            

There is a Stellium straight across (Opposing) and it includes that Retrograde Venus, so, Sun/Pluto/Venus/Mercury Opposite Jupiter.

Then there is the two Planets across from each other that Square the point.

You do know what Mars Opposite Uranus can do alone...

All these things are working on it in a very difficult fashion.

posted January 06, 2014 03:57 PM            

Please, tell me and thank you, Ellyn. I have an idea like accidents and bad things like that. How close is it and you said Mars is moving away

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posted January 06, 2014 04:26 PM            

So, while the time you mentioned that you had suddenly lost a friend was when it was exact, now it still is affecting your own personal Mars.

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posted January 07, 2014 09:13 AM            

However, what one does with it is all one can do.

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posted January 07, 2014 02:22 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I understand the simmering. I really do. In my quieter moments, I realize the truth in what people say, about how you shouldn't let someone get to you, how you should watch your reactions and own them, rather than blaming someone else - but when you're not feeling stable, it's just not that easy. I think we have an obligation to look out for others, and watch how we treat them in the first place, and no longer feel against putting the blame on certain people, when it's clear that their actions harmed me, mentally, emotionally, occasionally physically. I also know that in order to heal, I have to find a way to get past it. I don't seek revenge (although I have found myself wondering when karma will swat *them*, rather than taking repeated jabs at me, because of my overly-emotional reactions - sometimes I *am* a victim, as are others. Denying that just hurts the person being hurt, even more, and does nothing to help them and build them up again. There has to be a balance to ALL of it.

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posted January 07, 2014 02:57 PM            

I could barely eat for many years and still can't eat too well. I stuffed all my anger into my stomach.

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posted January 08, 2014 07:35 AM            

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Originally posted by 23:
Ami- you know I said bullies should be dealt with front on in LLC2, but I think this is a difficult case. You know that they are doing something to you but you can't prove it and being so racist, they're unbalanced. Doing something to them might really set them off kilter and do more damage to you and others and they'll try to throw it all on you saying that you're paranoid if you confront them. I think you got step away from them somehow. It's difficult to deal with hatred and anger. I'm still really angry with work colleagues from ten years ago but life goes on and I don't think revenge helps, even though they won and were the aggressors. You just have to step away, somehow get them out of your life is possible and live for yourself to your satisfaction. Self satisfaction, which is a form of success, is the best revenge you can havd. I'm sorry, my advice sounds pathetic, have thought about your problem, don't know what else to do.

Car mote - now that is hard. He's like your superior right?

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Thank you, Sweetie. I appreciate your post so much

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posted January 08, 2014 08:49 AM            

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