posted July 21, 2014 11:17 PM              

I like this stuff too like laying in bed or driving down a country road at night.

posted July 24, 2014 10:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Barbiegirl19:
http://youtu.be/kbVqtoKMNis

I love this song too especially while cleaning. It's a badass song

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I actually like this one, until it goes warpy at the one minute mark.

Can't listen to it.

posted July 24, 2014 10:05 AM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
The Synthetic Dream Foundation - cerce's armoured…: http://youtu.be/nrQXZnCH3nE

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Strange! I like that video and parts of the song but don't relate to the vibe. Doesn't match my emotional landscape at all.

posted July 24, 2014 10:11 AM            

This morning I'm looping this duet:

Close Your Eyes

Oh and this is my cleaning music lately. I have windows that tilt in so you can wipe them down...so the lyrics, "How the windows lean into the room" are literal and trigger this song in my head.

posted July 24, 2014 02:26 PM              

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Originally posted by Faith:
Strange! I like that video and parts of the song but don't relate to the vibe. Doesn't match my emotional landscape at all.

What aspects of yours, do you think, resonate with that dark vibe? You have Pluto on your ASC?

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Pluto/asc and mercury/Mars in 12th. (Mars conjunct asc from 12)

Plus, people often tie Venus to music. My Venus is 12th only squaring Neptune.
Oh, Jupiter in 8th trines merc/mars and asc.

posted September 16, 2014 06:19 PM            

ETA: The sun is opposing my moon today *and* the moon is opposing my sun (forming another grand cross )

Am I Wrong?

posted September 18, 2014 08:21 AM            

Safe & Sound

"Even if the sky is falling down, I know that we'll be safe and sound."

posted September 18, 2014 01:32 PM            

Jimi Hendrix ★ The Wind Cries Mary: http://youtu.be/LK69zlAA4K0

posted September 18, 2014 01:37 PM            

The second also feel good, with a msg

Keith Richards - I Could Have a Stood You Up (HD): http://youtu.be/EM1gxqZqmtg

posted September 19, 2014 12:17 AM            

awwW that is too cute.

posted September 19, 2014 01:14 AM            

One part I especially like is where the one who was lost speaks back, starting about 1:23 with "I know you're broken down by anger and by sadness" and ending with (about 2:25) "But baby please don't do what I did, I don't want you to waste your life in vain." Some of that could fit by people I lost or abandoned me, but the feelings of having failed someone also haunt me from when I made a plan to save her but she died before it could happen (and in retrospect I can think of other ways to have gone about it that might've saved her life, though such plans were unthinkable, even absurd, to me back then, but there's still the survivor's guilt).

And that middle part also ties into vivid past life recall I had that matches how I felt as I died leaving 2 families to survive without me (and one of the wives I condemned to poverty and misery by my death became my mother in this life who was emotionally distant when not downright sadistic, and she also held my best friend back then in contempt--who was my other wife in the previous life and the one I failed to save in this life before she died), and was especially foolish on my part as I didn't want to choose between the 2 families as I loved them equally (perhaps why I'm a Libra in this life, to learn to choose?) so instead of retiring with plenty of wealth with one I continued the pirate lifestyle until it finally caught up with me and killed me--and destroyed both families in the process as I refused to choose, a sitch I was more responsible for than either of them were. And that song of regret for dying to leave others behind to pick up the pieces resonates with me for that reason as well.

posted September 19, 2014 08:09 AM            

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Originally posted by violet7887:
awwW that is too cute.

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Thanks I hope he does it and gets the lyrics right!

PS Kindly unquote me? I accidentally linked to another LL page, not the song!

posted September 19, 2014 08:34 AM            

@Pixie ~ That song gave me goosebumps at times, and how it fits your own story so well is just crazy. Sorry that your life has been so hard even if your past life brought it on.

Does the song The Last Farewell affect you at all? Same kind of abandonment but with more elegant goodbye (if that'd be much consolation to anyone. I guess it depends.)

posted September 19, 2014 09:15 PM            

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldxtEDT1SC8

Time renews tomorrow,
When we've used today.
It will find the sorrow
And wash it all away.

Love can play a new tune
On this carousel.
It may be tomorrow,
But only time will tell.

Somewhere in the darkness
There must be a light,
Leading us together
Through the misty night.

And maybe in the new dawn
We can break the spell.
It may be tomorrow,
But only time will tell.

There can be a new dream,
One for us to hold,
Made with peace and hope
And built upon the old.

posted September 20, 2014 06:02 AM              

Whenever I get down, I listen to sexy Lenny Are you gonna go my way. Immediately puts me on my Aries tracks. I'm a girl with a mission!

posted September 20, 2014 12:41 PM            

Does that music bring you back to a time in your life that was just happy for you? Remind you of someone you spent that time with?

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@Pixie ~ Loved your story. You've written about it before and I remember, but re-reading it gives me a stronger visual and emotional impression. And what a poignant song to complement how you feel about all of it now.

I can't begin to imagine how the people in my life played different roles in my former lives, and will be different still in the future. Though I can easily cast certain people I know in generic roles like:

The Soulmate-turned-Enemy
The Crazy Person
The Teacher
The Friend who never left my side
etc.

ETA: Oh and I'll add The Protector..which is how I see my father.

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@Dancing

Glad you know what works for you! Sometimes I looooove that "emo sh*t" but to each her own...

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posted September 20, 2014 12:54 PM            

As I was writing that, I started thinking of this song and the reason why sometimes I feel like I need to hear it.

It brings me back to one of my happiest memories. One of my best friends had this song play while she and her new husband were introduced as "Mr and Mrs" for the first time at their wedding reception, and everyone was cheering, and they both looked so perfectly happy...elated...as they descended the stairs and started dancing.

She is one of the best people I've ever known and so many people were saying that day, that if anyone deserves happiness, it's her...and we were all so thrilled that she found it. For once it was like life made sense.

posted September 21, 2014 10:14 AM              

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Originally posted by Faith:

@Dancing

Glad you know what works for you! Sometimes I looooove that "emo sh*t" but to each her own...

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I like it too, Faith, I'm Moon-Neptune exact. But you asked about recent periods and how it reflects what I am going through. I am very stressed and under pressure and all I want is to drive away somewhere new and leave it all behind, but I can't. I can't go back and I can't cave in, so I must force myself to push forward. Upbeat music helps, emo sh*t does not.