posted August 30, 2021 07:53 AM            

Uranus, Saturn, and Chiron.

Uranus will get their Scorpio stelilum. Saturn will be squaring their Scorpio stellilum.

And Chiron will conjunct their moon sign.

I'm not going anywhere, so it like go ahead be triggered by me receiving attention the rest of your life, I dare you.

posted September 07, 2021 01:17 AM            

I packed like **** . Having no day between job and flight. The way it goes, I end up staying at work way past my hours then somehow finishing packing and sleep. I had to keep going out to the store. I had to keep asking him to bring up water bottles up from his truck.

I lost my **** when I got a migraine, and he doesn’t even have pain killers. It just sucks knowing that the time I have I chose to visit him. Time I won’t get back, when I have another million thing I need to do or could be doing. I’m the one who has to rush the packing. I’m the one who has to limit what I pack. If I have a crappy week at work leading up to the trip, I cannot count on him to have the most basic things. I had to run out to a gas station in my jammies at night with no bra on. **** away more of the little cash I have on me, for something I already have at home and didn’t pack.

Husband did this thing that is kind of dumb. He is renting a basement for cheap but doesn’t want me staying there since it’s filthy. So he also wasn’t very thoughtful. So that’s why we are in a hotel.

So when I get aggravated that he has not provided another basic thing. And on the way places I tell him we need to stop at a store. He says he will when we get there, and then he forgets. So then I have to bring it up.

He was annoyed that he had to buy me sun screen at the zoo today.

posted September 19, 2021 11:27 AM            

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I definitely feel like a Pluto square Sun transit can be others testing our rise to power. We are at that age.

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posted November 01, 2021 03:39 AM            

Sometimes when I wake up after a night out, in spite of having a fine time, I worry that I was annoying, that spoke too much, from the freedom of being candid. Chiron Leo in 3rd House, after many beers

I’m trying to soothe myself with sentiments like “it doesn’t really matter”(do not give a f*ck) - to be worried about something that isn’t probable, neither fixed.

All in all, I did absolutely nothing out of the ordinary! I was tipsy, at an art gallery, bright and confident, cheery! But I get so embarrassed for shining, enthusiastically being myself. I wonder what in my childhood caused this besides the astrological factor. I distinctly remember being scolded, as a child and young teen, ”you talk too much”. Coming from a family that would comment that “children should be seen, not heard.”

I texted the last guy I was seeing, the one I had a major falling out with, and told him that, I wish we would have spoke about it (what happened), and more, wish we were still talking.

Awaking up this morning trying not to be embarrassed of myself, soothing with the sentiment that although I’ve tried to convince myself to break ties, he has been on my mind endlessly even hoping of a day we might run into each other, so what I texted him is a simple icebreaking truth… that I do wish we were still talking, albeit, talking kindly and respectfully.

Rationalizing my feelings (or policing our interactions) doesn’t get me anywhere but a bind.