posted November 21, 2023 05:24 PM            

Looking back, it seems like I was sent to these places for a reason – to help and protect specific people's lives. I work in healthcare. At one job, I discovered a man who was risking patients' lives daily. When I exposed the truth, he and I both had to leave. It's like I was there to protect the patients from him.

Then, at another job, I found a doctor who was putting patients in unsafe procedures to keep his program running. I exposed the truth again, saved a disabled woman from being at risk, and got the doctor fired. The whole program got shut down, saving hundreds of patients from harm. But because of this, I lost my job.

I moved on to another job where a colleague was risking patients' lives due to ignorance. I got injured at work, and when I realized a patient's life was in danger, I did everything I could to protect them. I dug into charts, sent emails, and exposed the truth again, saving a patient's life. Unfortunately, I lost my job because management wasn't happy about it.

posted November 22, 2023 01:19 PM            

Thank you for not "I'm just doing my job"

Thank you for the difference you have made in those peoples lives.

The medical field is sick and disgusting. It's so scary when something is going on with my heath and I don't know what else to do.

You are amazing.

Anyways....I've had issues with staying in one place....

If you are into advice leave it up to a higher power. I did that recently....and my next job practically fell down from the sky...I also had to have more flexible thinking.

posted November 24, 2023 08:43 AM            

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Originally posted by Loveher:
For the past few years, my life has been really tough. Jobs have ended abruptly, and I've had to travel across the country. Finding new jobs has been a challenge. In just two years, I've worked at five different jobs and lived in seven different cities. Right now, I'm stressed about my financial situation.

Looking back, it seems like I was sent to these places for a reason – to help and protect specific people's lives. I work in healthcare. At one job, I discovered a man who was risking patients' lives daily. When I exposed the truth, he and I both had to leave. It's like I was there to protect the patients from him.

Then, at another job, I found a doctor who was putting patients in unsafe procedures to keep his program running. I exposed the truth again, saved a disabled woman from being at risk, and got the doctor fired. The whole program got shut down, saving hundreds of patients from harm. But because of this, I lost my job.

I moved on to another job where a colleague was risking patients' lives due to ignorance. I got injured at work, and when I realized a patient's life was in danger, I did everything I could to protect them. I dug into charts, sent emails, and exposed the truth again, saving a patient's life. Unfortunately, I lost my job because management wasn't happy about it.

I don't understand why my life seems to be used this way. I just want to stay in one place, have a stable job for at least two years, and take a break. I'm exhausted. It feels like the universe is using me to get rid of problematic people and protect others. If I had enough money, maybe jumping around wouldn't bother me, but my life is a mess right now.

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Yet I am still having many other unresolved untreated undiagnosed correctly problems that getting any doctors to help with the fact that I cannot walk most of the time and cannot keep from being hypoglycemic ultra low sugar and why I am becoming more paralyzed each day and much more other things no one is helping find out what is wrong nor how to help.
They just want to push pills or worse🤬👽🤬
I keep hearing crap like oh you are old that is all👽🤬😭
I posted another thread going on about when is it time to give up⁉️😭
I am at wits end and unable to take most medications and so doctors get frustrated or even angry and again I get told to just give up and accept that my end might be near🤬😭

Anyhow I know I have rambled on here but I wanted you to know that YOU ARE AMAZING AND A BLESSING TO ALL YOU HAVE HELPED❤️😎❤️
I wish there were something I could do or say to help you 💙

Have you ever considered seeing if you can become a patient advocate or ombudsperson ⁉️😎💙

On that note have a doctor appoint in a litlle
while so must get ready for that.

Blessings and love to you Loveher❤️❤️❤️

posted November 24, 2023 08:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Thank you so much for everything you have done!

Thank you for not "I'm just doing my job"

Thank you for the difference you have made in those peoples lives.

The medical field is sick and disgusting. It's so scary when something is going on with my heath and I don't know what else to do.

You are amazing.

Anyways....I've had issues with staying in one place....

If you are into advice leave it up to a higher power. I did that recently....and my next job practically fell down from the sky...I also had to have more flexible thinking.

I'm also curious what astrology transits you are having right now.

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posted December 26, 2023 05:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Stawr:
[b]Thank you so much for everything you have done!

Thank you for not "I'm just doing my job"

Thank you for the difference you have made in those peoples lives.

The medical field is sick and disgusting. It's so scary when something is going on with my heath and I don't know what else to do.

You are amazing.

Anyways....I've had issues with staying in one place....

If you are into advice leave it up to a higher power. I did that recently....and my next job practically fell down from the sky...I also had to have more flexible thinking.

I'm also curious what astrology transits you are having right now.

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posted December 30, 2023 06:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
The lights flickered in my room like crazy when I read your comment! Love and blessing to you too!

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posted December 30, 2023 06:46 PM            

I could wax long on the disillusioning experiences with the medical community. As I'm helping one get off the meds making her sick now, not easy, and dealing with other stuff I just don't feel right sharing, I realize I made the right choice in not trusting the medical profession.

I did have an interesting talk with one doctor about to retire (they were pushing him to as he was of age and making him jump through hoops so they could get rid of him without him being able to sue them) that I might share later on what's wrong.

Maybe of all the patient dumping at homeless shelters. Gods.

But I don't feel like it, at least for now.

I will say I wholly relate to just letting the world go to hell. I think it needs to in order to have any chance of rebuilding itself as something better, but such death and rebirth will be painful in the extreme...but probably better off in the long run assuming the same pattern doesn't repeat itself (which the pattern is even now, us currently in the decadence part before collapse).

I do have some cause for optimism, but I'm not up for sharing that at the moment, either. Besides, despite people telling me I'm too cynical, I'd say 9x out of 10 of when I find out I was wrong, it was because I was not cynical enough!

posted December 30, 2023 06:50 PM            

Thing is, most who shunned her tried to blame the white parents for adopting her. She should be "with her own people." They had "hurt" her by taking her in and giving her a good home because now she wouldn't be accepted either among whites nor her own people. And even at age 13 I realized that with that being the case, the bad people were those who would not accept her, not those who adopted her. It's the same (on a social scale) of the abuser who brutalized and then says "you made me do that." And if even a child can see through it, then they surely do. (Heck, WE had no problem accepting her as one of us. How is it adults can't do what children can? And let's not forget her parents.)

At least on some level. Cognitive dissonance and tribal hijacking of an otherwise rational brain is a real thing that I wish was studied more. We're still animals learning to behave. I've been hit with this myself, which is disturbing and fascinating to me, but at least I can be made aware of it.

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That said, things have gotten far worse. An old "hanging tree" (for lynching blacks back in the day) has been used for a "monument" with people playing deliberately stupid about how disturbing that is. Even people who I don't think are racist (at the very least they recognize exceptions to their rules of how the world is) but still identify with the community will pretend there's no deliberate symbolism there, even though there are plenty of other places that would've served just as well (and this was combined with the vandalism of a marker that showed regret of several racist lynchings as well, and I bet some of the vandals helped choose the spot of the hanging tree).

posted December 30, 2023 06:50 PM            

But there have been orders that saw the creation of an Immortal body (an esoteric concept I don't feel like explaining) whose goal was to use lives to become better rather than crawl back into the womb that spit them out. Though part of me sympathizes with those who do want to crawl back into the womb and forget all this ever existed.

On my less cynical side, I do think such practices of attempting to become more than thought possible with reincarnation as part of the process which very few practice will pay off in the end, but that we can't really know what the end result of that will be, and any description can only be in metaphor at this time, because our species is more like an embryo waiting to be born rather than the pinnacle of evolution many assume it is.