posted April 16, 2024 06:54 PM
I was having phone sex with the closest person in my life, I love her deeply, atleast thats what I feel. And in the middle of it, I suddenly yelled that I want to kill her. The words arose in my mind suddenly and I said them. When I said them I imagined me strangulating them. I felt an extremely strange energy for sometime after it, basically like the strong desire to want to kill someone. She is the closest person to me in my life. I am completely taken aback right now. I was completely aware of what I said.
posted February 02, 2025 01:16 PM
If you don't think that you'd actually do it then I wouldn't worry too much. It's an intrusive thought which many people get them. Sometimes disasters, hitting someone, or I've had them about stabbing someone. I don't actually want to but sometimes get a strange feeling physically about it. However, I KNOW in my heart I would NEVER do it. Sometimes we need to reflect on our stress factors. What's causing stress. Maybe you feel out of control. LDR??