posted November 10, 2024 10:32 AM            

I COULD NOT GO WITH HIM TO HOSPITALS AND ON THE HELICOPTER BECAUSE OF MY BEING TOO DISABLED PHYSICALLY SO HE DIED ALONE 😭😭😭

THEY RESTARTED HIS HEART REPEATEDLY AND KEPT GIVING BLOOD AND EVEN HAD TO GET MORE FLOWN IN SO THEY TRANSFUSED ABOUT 40 UNITS OF BLOOD BEFORE GIVING UP😭😭😭

HE WAS ACTING LIKE HE WAS HAVING A STROKE
AND THEY COULD NOT STOP THE BLEEDING SO CALLED FOR LIFEFLIGHTED TRQNSPORT.
HE NEVER WOKE UP AFTER BEING PUT ON THE HELICOPTER BECAUSE THEY SAID HE BECAME TOTALLY UNRESPONSIVE MOST LIKELY BRAIN DEAD FROM THE HEMORRHAGIC SHOCK AND ELECTROLYTE IMBALANCE😭😭😭

I AM PARTIALLY PARALYZED AND PARTIALLY BLIND AND GOING INTO MY THIRD YEAR OF CHEMOTHERAPY AND NOW HAVE NO WAY TO GO TO THAT AND OTHER MEDICAL APPOINTMENTS FOR CAT SCANS AND ECHOS AND SURGERIES AND BLOOD LABS
AND INFUSIONS AND MANY OTHER NEEDED VISITS LIKE FOR
AFTER THE IDIOT DR KNOCKED AND BROKE OUT 8 OF MY TEETH DUE TO USING TOO LARGE A EDG SCOPE ON ME🤬
I NEED A WHEELCHAIR I CAN USE ALONE BECAUSE HE IS NOT HERE TO HELP AND NEED ALL KINDS OF HANDICAPPED EQUIPMENT ETCETERA.

I AM NOT COPING WELL YOU ALL CAN IMAGINE😭😭😭

NOW I NEED MONEY LOTS OF IT TO TRY AND GET WHAT I NEED MORE THAN EVER

BUT RATHER JUST HAVE MY BELOVED ♥️💙STEVE💞♥️💕 BACK💙😭💙😭💙😭

posted November 11, 2024 05:06 PM            

Steve has been family to me on many occasions in the past and will be again I'm sure... his loss is keenly felt and while there is sadness in his passing, I want to believe that ultimately he will be OK, it's been a rough few years but it's not the end, just the closing of a chapter. I have no doubt his thoughts were of you, and continue to be as his soul now slumbers.

I would hope with your family (son) now living a little closer that maybe they can help, or at least be able to help with finding some possible solution where you can still receive your treatments. I'm not sure how Widowers Allowance works in the US, but its very possible you could receive a large portion of whatever benefits he was getting before he died which might cover some of your financial needs (also if he had any life insurance there may be a cash payout). And while I doubt you are of the mind-set to really be looking to that at the moment, perhaps you can inquire about such later.

You have my sympathies during this trying time ::Hugs::

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On a different note, though relative to Steve (and You)... for the past while I have been working on a story for a project I'm developing set in a 'Cyberpunk' future, and from the get-go Steve has been one of the Key Characters who specializes in the development of Psionics and Cybernetic-Wetware developed for surfing/exploring Virtual Worlds... My hope is that Steve will eventually get to play this game in his next life and that it will help him remember who he really is, and while he is currently gone from our world... he is by no means forgotten, and never by me.

Vaya con dios, see you in the next life big bro.