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Gabby
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posted September 19, 2012 04:52 AM
  
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Yes, Gabby. I had been thinking that the lack of earth element is another thing we three have in common. I have only Venus earth. Ami has none, or next to none.
Re: Water, I have Moon and Mars. Ooh--that Mars of yours is so close to "falling into water" (Cancer). Ha. So you really feel like a Gemini Mars?
Re: Modalities, I have ZERO Fixed planets.
i've always related to gemini mars, racing thought and nervous energy when im upset, but i don't really get upset much anymore and when i do im able to handle it more effectively than i used to. Maybe it is maturing into a cancer mars?
I have 2 fixed, scorpio uranus...my abrupt change is fixed...um, thanks? Thats a lot of stability there!! Then leo saturn...maybe thats my saving grace?IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 19, 2012 04:55 AM
Yes, Gabby. Thanks for the kind words. You are just something else. I don't know what mysterious synastry aspect between us can account for this... There must be something. Well, we do have Neptune-Sun double whammy? You are like an angel popping into my life right now. Your outlook is really inspiring.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted September 19, 2012 08:52 AM
Just dropping in to say Hi and I love you, guys  ------------------
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Gabby
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posted September 19, 2012 04:10 PM
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Yes, Gabby. Thanks for the kind words. You are just something else. I don't know what mysterious synastry aspect between us can account for this... There must be something. Well, we do have Neptune-Sun double whammy? You are like an angel popping into my life right now. Your outlook is really inspiring.
AWE!! your too sweet!!
A neptune double whammy!!Wow! AH, sweet...Neptune, euphoria! I love neptune and i hate neptune!! LOL Whenever i think of neptune, theres this song from the 70's i think? I was very little when i heard it, and its stuck with me forever...can't remember anything about this song but this line...."ive been to paradise but ive never been to me!" Somehow thats the theme of my relationships!
I always thought i was so in love, I thought they loved me...bliss...until neptune can't hide reality from me and the world crashes down and i see they've wanted sex, my adoration, my attention and they didnt care about who i was as a person. Im in reality now and realized, ive been in love, neptune style, venus style, mars style, pluto style(yummy), but never moon style! I'm sure i would love neptune if the person who has me captured is kind, with good intentions!! We should check our synastry, i bet it is good!! We have all those generational conjunctions...chiron, pluto, neptune, uranus....lol...no wonder we see eye to eye! IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted September 19, 2012 04:17 PM
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Just dropping in to say Hi and I love you, guys
Hi Ami!! Its cute how you are all over the place...i see my gemini mars energy in you, but, i wouldn't be able to keep up that pace for long, your a star!! IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 19, 2012 05:41 PM
Charlene - "I've Never Been to Me" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrIqsFSjqso  That line has also resonated with me, since hearing this as a child. ...I can't believe there is something akin to a video of this one, since the song came out in 1977, before MTV era--what a tread. Though, it was re-released in 1982. Man, some campy lines in there, though! Really speaks to the times then. Too funny--I can't stop replaying it! I think I recall a movie with a drag queen singing this song.
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Jovian
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posted September 19, 2012 06:40 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Just dropping in to say Hi and I love you, guys
Hi Ami 
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Gabby
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posted September 19, 2012 06:56 PM
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Originally posted by Jovian:
Charlene - "I've Never Been to Me" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrIqsFSjqso That line has also resonated with me, since hearing this as a child. ...I can't believe there is something akin to a video of this one, since the song came out in 1977, before MTV era--what a tread. Though, it was re-released in 1982. Man, some campy lines in there, though! Really speaks to the times then. Too funny--I can't stop replaying it! I think I recall a movie with a drag queen singing this song.
Ok, wow...that actually hits home in some places...campy lines, yes, but still some very true!! A drag queen...LOL...i bet that is hilarious!!! I'd love to see it! IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 19, 2012 07:02 PM
That Chiron in your 7th...as well as Jupiter...I think speaks to what you expressed above. Jupiter in 7th might want to be always "growing" through relationships, so may always be looking for the next challenge in that way, and not like things to feel stagnant.Enhancing the significance is your opposing Venus, right on the Midpoint between Chiron and Jupiter. ...Oh, and your Aries Descendant, as of course that may mean you are attracted to Arian types (which as you know may mean selfishness in its negative expression?). ...Off to work now. IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted September 20, 2012 04:33 AM
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That Chiron in your 7th...as well as Jupiter...I think speaks to what you expressed above. Jupiter in 7th might want to be always "growing" through relationships, so may always be looking for the next challenge in that way, and not like things to feel stagnant.Enhancing the significance is your opposing Venus, right on the Midpoint between Chiron and Jupiter. ...Oh, and your Aries Descendant, as of course that may mean you are attracted to Arian types (which as you know may mean selfishness in its negative expression?). ...Off to work now.
the last loser i dated had an aries ac...i kinda liked him...for a few minutes...he grew on me, you know? Of course i handed over all my power, im a libra ac/venus...all we do is fall in love and give all our power away until pluto puts me back in line...and i seem like ive a split personality...got to love that? ugh! submissive/b*tch/submissive/b*tch/submissive/b*tch....everyones head is spinning! lol...i don't know how to change it...i do know if a guy was real, honest and willing to be transparent, like i am in relationships...he wouldn't wake that suspicious pluto demon....and life would be much kinder for all involved...
I've been kind of depressed, i can't even imagine the type of guy it would take to be able to last with me because of all the placements i have...i really, honestly feel doomed to always be alone! Its like thats just how it is and i just need to accept it!
My vertex is aries@21...anti vertex sits next to my venus...not really sure what significance that has? IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 20, 2012 05:14 AM
Yes, I know you have Libra Asc...that's why you have Aries Descendant! It is said as well that the Descendant can represent what we reject in ourselves--and therefore seek in others. Are you rejecting taking Arian qualities for yourself? Could that be the theme of having "never been to me," as the song says? Aries is "Me!" I just came across this on some random astrologer's site, while browsing around... "What you may discover is that you are drawn to and excited by people who exhibit qualities you reject within yourself. The pain of being drawn like a magnet to someone with whom compatibility seems impossible can be intense, but it can also be the catalyst for greater self love and acceptance, which in turn can lead to unimaginable fulfilment in relationships."
http://www.astrology-chart.co.uk/compatibility.htm ---------------------------------------------------- Oh Gabby. Your honesty about your feelings is so disarming and endearing. IDK, I'm seeing none of this "suspicious Pluto" energy you speak of! ...We aren't doomed, dear heart! I'm voting with Ami's contention that we have great potentials. That you are even trying to honestly look at yourself is more than most people do. Look at all you have to offer already. Look how you've perked me up! That is real stuff, Gabby. You are powerful. ...It will happen some day for you, Gabby--a wonderful, soulful relationship. It may be down the road a ways, but it will have been worth it. Be careful what you wish for! There is much more for you to learn and experience along the way. More growing and honing of yourself...more relationships, as well, for you to learn about yourself within. New ways of seeing and knowing yourself. Down the road, that special "soul mate" relationship will be the culmination of your maturing--to draw that special relationship to yourself...someone you will know it is finally worth going the distance with. ...You have no idea what awaits you. ...What special people will come into your life! What you will learn about yourself! Clouds suddenly break, and you don't quite know how it came about...and there you are, with the world at your feet again. XO IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 20, 2012 01:59 PM
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Im in reality now and realized, ive been in love, neptune style, venus style, mars style, pluto style(yummy), but never moon style!
Well, astrologically speaking, my Venus is exactly Conjunct your IC, the cusp of the 4th/ Cancer house, the "mooniest" place in the chart. Maybe another reason we have encountered each other at this time, to help each other. -------------------------------------------------- You know, that Venus OPP Chiron of yours may be telling as well. What you value in love is opposed to your needs for self-healing. You may perceive it is difficult to have both a loving relationship and self-healing. ...I have this square, so it is an issue I've been looking at as well. Indeed, I need a lot of space and time alone. You can have both in your life, after you have accepted that it is okay to be that way, and that that is what you need. ...You may have been dwelling mostly in the Venus/relationship side of it thus far, and now need to satisfy the yearning for Chiron healing...."never been to me." Balance.
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Gabby
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posted September 20, 2012 04:31 PM
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Originally posted by Jovian:
Yes, I know you have Libra Asc...that's why you have Aries Descendant! It is said as well that the Descendant can represent what we reject in ourselves--and therefore seek in others. Are you rejecting taking Arian qualities for yourself? Could that be the theme of having "never been to me," as the song says? Aries is "Me!" I just came across this on some random astrologer's site, while browsing around... "What you may discover is that you are drawn to and excited by people who exhibit qualities you reject within yourself. The pain of being drawn like a magnet to someone with whom compatibility seems impossible can be intense, but it can also be the catalyst for greater self love and acceptance, which in turn can lead to unimaginable fulfilment in relationships."
http://www.astrology-chart.co.uk/compatibility.htm
Wow, thank you!! I know my life has literally split me down the middle, its only honesty, seeing reality, not judging myself, when i see the things i hate letting myself cry over what life did to me and what i became because of it...i've had to learn to forgive myself for not being stronger...even though i know i was just a child and had no protection..my fight(mars)was put away, my step dad would have killed me if i didn't agree with him, hed spend hours convincing me i desreved the things he did. He wouldnt let me go until i was in tears from guilt...he so throughly convinced me of things i'd done wrong...i wanted to be punished, and i hated myself because hed convinced id done things bad things, and i was a very bad person, then he gave me a spanking for what i'd done, 75 swats daily...if i questioned him, or didnt look totally convinced of what he said, the swats were brutal...if i was in tears believing him they were kind swats(if theres such a thing). Mom told me i wasn't allowed to stay at others peoples houses because my butt down to my ankles were always black with bruises...i was 3-6, so the only one of us kids to young to go to school and left alone with him while my mom worked.
I think im terrified to be like an Aries, because when i did, my punishment was so much worse.
Its like i need someone to be strong for me because im scared to force my will on anyone. I've learned how to be strong, internally, regarding opening me up and healing, but i don't know how to used that same energy for myself, externally, so when it comes out its not in productive ways...i don't protect myself and end up hurt.
I've had 3 relationship in 7 years...and of all these guys together they have probably combined been in my home 20 times, maybe! One, was long distance, we talked everday for years but i saw him maybe 10 times. one i dated 2 years, only saw him on saturdays and invited him to my house 5 times maybe...i keep everyone at a distance because i don't know if i can protect myself so my way of handling it keep them far from me...well actually its more about keeping them far from my children until i know i can pick a decent person...i dont ever want anyone to hurt my children and prefer to be alone then to open them up to being hurt...i just want them to make it thru their childhoods only knowing love. I would die if someone hurt them...i don't even want to think about what that pluto energy would do! LOL...actually it would probably do nothing except go full force into helping them stay open, immediately handle the hurt so its not bottle inside so it can quietly destroy them. I guess im afraid to be forceful, im scared of aries energy...im afraid they'll run me over and i won't be able to protect myself. Then with everyone's pluto right around my moon, ac, pluto or venus a lot of ppl do try to control me...its stressful and makes me want to hide! IP: Logged |
Jovian
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posted September 20, 2012 06:00 PM
Wow, Gabby. Thanks for sharing all that about yourself. Your reactions to what happened, such as keeping your relationships at such a long arms length, are completely understandable. That is a lot to have endured! Be patient and kind with yourself. ...Despite that you feel you are not yet comfortable with your own Arian energy, it sounds like you do have a good intellectual handle on the dynamics of why you respond and behave as you do. There are probably more insights yet to perceive around that, and new levels of understanding it, before you can start to be comfortable with your own Arian qualities and expression. ...But isn't it great that you can see that much? You are doing alright, Gabby. Things take time. Healing is in stages.
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Gabby
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posted September 22, 2012 04:38 AM
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Wow, Gabby. Thanks for sharing all that about yourself. Your reactions to what happened, such as keeping your relationships at such a long arms length, are completely understandable. That is a lot to have endured! Be patient and kind with yourself. ...Despite that you feel you are not yet comfortable with your own Arian energy, it sounds like you do have a good intellectual handle on the dynamics of why you respond and behave as you do. There are probably more insights yet to perceive around that, and new levels of understanding it, before you can start to be comfortable with your own Arian qualities and expression. ...But isn't it great that you can see that much? You are doing alright, Gabby. Things take time. Healing is in stages.
I'm going to have to take a closer look at our aspects!
We have some good things, very supportive in healing.  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted September 22, 2012 02:50 PM
You can make wonderful friends on LL, who will stay with you for a lifetime, hopefully!------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
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Gabby
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posted September 22, 2012 06:24 PM
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You can make wonderful friends on LL, who will stay with you for a lifetime, hopefully!
Awe thanks Ami, im really seeing that!! IP: Logged |
Gabby
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posted October 17, 2012 02:53 PM
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mirage29
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posted October 17, 2012 07:06 PM
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It is so bad. I never learned how to post the charts on here. I know that you need to put it in a Photo Bucket or similar site and from there, you can put it on here.
Ami Anne... Would it be possible for  RANDALL to open up a photobucket account JUST for Lindaland? Even a different bucket for the ASTEROID ASTROLOGY group? hmmm? is doing this ---> like using the batman signal?   IP: Logged |
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posted February 10, 2017 07:38 PM
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