posted April 21, 2013 12:11 AM            

Thank you for sharing your snake dream/s They sound pretty intense.

I noticed you have a good response to the thread you posted in personal readings. Hope you feel satisfied

posted April 21, 2013 02:02 AM            

When I had the revelation, the truth just clicked instantly and the enormity of it (for me) made me break down and cry because everything that has happened between my TF and I, finally makes absolute sense.

For the first time I realized that meeting my TF had triggered a massive Kundalini response in both of us, which lasted for an extended period of 15 months. It was the connection of being bitten at the throat with the significance of throat chakra and Kundalini activation that hit home.

At that time neither of us knew what was happening to us … just that it was no ordinary “force” … it was definitely beyond love, at least as we tended to understand love (I now realize the significance of being bitten at the throat in my dream … the throat chakra being higher than the heart chakra) … and it swept us into an avalanche of emotions, which were as intense as they were pure and selfless.

Most notable was the absence of ego. It was like the “melding” or “merging” (his words) of two into one. He repeatedly said that “this” was bigger than both of us … that the “pull” he felt toward me pretty much consumed him, and that it was not the “real” reality he was used to. It was the same for me. We were both afraid of the sheer intensity of it all.

Yet, we both know that neither would have been affected by anything less than a force of this magnitude because … he … well, because he’s hard headed, had never been in love, and didn’t really have time for it (his explanations); and me because … love had to be a spiritually transforming experience. Nothing less would do … this is something I’ve known ever since I was 9 or 10 … at first subconsciously, then consciously but nebulously as a teenager, and then more clearly as an adult.

I believe this is why the Universe chose to hit us both hard, at the same time, with a force that was beyond our control. I also know that if he could have, my TF would have preferred to control the force, rather than be swept by it. Ironically, it was not his to control … only to handle without fear.

During the 15-month period, everything we experienced in relation to the other seemed out of the ordinary. Words cannot convey the import of the extended experience.

My snake dreams happened 3-4 months after meeting him (when my Kundalini had already been activated, as well as his).

I now regret that, when we met, I didn’t know about Kundalini awakening and its symptoms (I only found that out through iQ after starting my Kundalini thread). Had I known what was happening, I’d have explained things to him, and maybe we’d have been less afraid?

This is why I’d now like to make sure I understand everything that is happening and don’t want to be left in the dark about anything related to Kundalini Shakti.

My recent revelation now prompts me to realize that my first meeting chart is even more important than I’d originally thought. I’m very sure that we both experienced an extended Kundalini response.

What I’d now like to know is if, astrologically speaking, our First Meeting chart reflects such an extended response. For this I’d like to post the complete First meeting chart and its similarities to our composite.

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~ I have a DO NOT DISTURB sign on my imagination ... because I want to frustrate the twins ... Convention and Dogma

~ The moment I cease to seek the truth, or settle for the truth in the moment ... that is the moment I cease to be a seeker, and become a fundamentalist instead.

~ The truest acts of charity are never disclosed ... they remain a secret between Man, the doer and God.
Because Man knows that each charitable act is an opportunity for him to revel in God just as God avails of His chance to revel in Man through every act of charity.
For them both to continue to rejoice in each other, Man knows he cannot allow worldly accolades to distract him. So he continues to act in kindness ... secretly.

posted April 21, 2013 06:14 AM            

I always associated "Satie" with the French composer.

Anyway, I checked the first meeting chart (as it had the Siva-Parvati-conjunction that aligned so closely to our progressions and natals).

Tr SATIE was conjunct my natal Shankar
(Sabian of Satie: Two lovers strolling on a secluded path)

Tr SHANKAR was opposite my natal Siva
(an on the exact degree of my natal SPHINX)
It was also on the contrascion of my natal Moon

Tr KAALI was conjunct Tr MAHAKALA and Tr MAHAKALA was conjunct my natal MAHAKALA
(on th contrascion of natal SPirit)

Tr TARA was conjunct natal TARA absolutely exact on 6 Cancer, and thus opposing my natal Venus on 6 Cap
Two Nature Spirits Dancing Under the Moonlight
and
A Veiled Prophet Speaks, Seized By The Power Of A God

posted April 21, 2013 06:46 AM            

Just yesterday I was posting a dream; even though there were no snakes in it, at the end of it I became aware of a necklace, that was being wound too tight around my throat. It was a very beautiful necklace, but it still restricted my throat, and I had to pull it off.

In relation to the same person, who was connected to that dream (not the one who triggered the Kundalini rising in me), I was having some kind of a vision or imagery in a half sleep last week, and that was while I was looking at him in that dream, I saw a huge golden ring hovering above us against a dark sky, and I was watching the ring in the process of fracturing, actually at the end of the vision it was only being held together by a very thin fibre. I did not see it breaking totally into halves, but almost.
I guess it is some kind of karmic "chain" that is in the process of breaking.

"He repeatedly said that “this” was bigger than both of us …"
I once thought I was in love with someone, but at some point the inner restlessness just overcame me with such a great force that I actually verbalized the words, to me, in silence, as I often talk to myself. lol: "No matter how much I care for this one, there`s something bigger than us." along with the sudden longing of "I want to go home."
The week after that realization hit, I ran into the path of the guy who would be triggering the kundalini rising in me 2 years later.

"Yet, we both know that neither would have been affected by anything less than a force of this magnitude because … he … well, because he’s hard headed, had never been in love, and didn’t really have time for it (his explanations); and me because … love had to be a spiritually transforming experience. Nothing less would do … this is something I’ve known ever since I was 9 or 10 … at first subconsciously, then consciously but nebulously as a teenager, and then more clearly as an adult."
I am the same as yuo both interestingly.

To get me moving and changing, it really needs a GREAT force in the universe. Som sort of spiritual sledgehammer, hitting me repeatedly. And it did. Like a steamroller. LOL

Well, my Aquarius Moon is a fixed one, and the fixed signs have their antiscia in other fixed signs, in my case the antiscion of my Moon is Scorpio.

"My recent revelation now prompts me to realize that my first meeting chart is even more important than I’d originally thought. "
The first meeting chart IS very important.

posted April 22, 2013 11:55 AM            

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Originally posted by Linda Jones:
@ Keela,

Your pointers were really helpful.

Here's another asteroid I'd like to mention--
9438 SATIE--for Sati or Parvati. In her Sati incarnation, Parvati had immolated herself to defend the honor of her husband, Shiva who was being disrespected by her Father.

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I'm glad if something I said helped, since I'm mostly just freeforming or throwing things in intuitively or based on what have read elsewhere. Figures that you'd have been the one to bring up Shankar, the way I never remember who said what around here after a while.

I've checked Satie from time to time myself, but it doesn't integrate into my particular chart as well as the rest so I always forget it even after checking. To not do that later again, listing that mine is at 17 Gem 44'. The draconic should be at ~21 Libra conjunct my Soulie and opposite Anubis-Bonk-Garuda and more, but unless it's my Antivertex being ~2 conjunct my Satie, there isn't any obvious SOMETHING going on with that as with many of my other things.

I have Ramakrishna conjunct Pluto and 2211 Hanuman with the ASC, 4034 Vishnu 18 Sag 40 under a degree conj Vertex, so I imagine I resonate on the other god's side or mythology as well, but unless you allow Satie to stand also for Satya or Satyabama for other names for Lakshmi, it jars from the Shiva-Kaali side in _my_ case. With http://www.indianhindunames.com/names-of-goddess-lakshmi.htm I'd like to count it on the Lakshmi-Vishnu side personally, but given the Sati/Satya thing it might work either way. 4401 Aditi and a 21575 Padmanabhan and obviously Vibhuti are found in asteroids, but there is no Lakshmi, Devi or Radha, for example. It doesn't tie to Shiva or Kundalini, but I think you mentioned Krishna in your Universal Codes post so I figure some of those might help as well. I know I have 22533 Krishnan at 28 Vir 05' conjunct my Nada (and Samadhi) as well, Antiscia my MC, so all of them get interesting one way or another.